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Help~

2012-01-20T20:24:00.004+08:00

what's my objective?

what's my research question/statement?

what's my hypothesis?

what's my methodology?

what am i supposed to write in literature review?

how am i supposed to write a 15 page of literature review?

woo hoooo~

HELP! x.X

pressing on

2012-01-08T22:00:00.002+08:00

i've come to realization..

i always ended up doing things that i nv tot of wanting to do it..

no interest at first, but still doing it..

so much for feeling bad i supposed? responsibility?

remembered back then how i got started with volleyball..

was asked by senior to join..perhaps cos of my height..haha

tho they said, just write name, dont come also its ok..

but when the day comes, somehow felt bad not going?

so just go for it..

and here i am..volleyball became one of my main sport..

knowing how much i dont really like to do something..

but just because i was asked to do it or so..

eventually do it..

it may not be my responsibilities at times..

but by just providing a helping hand a lil here n there..

end up doing most of it..

same goes to a club that ive joined for a year now..

it was 50-50 to join or not..

but after submitting names..same thing..went for interview etc..

well, during that period, i dont know if i really wanna get into it..

but yea, i passed..

and here i am..being active in the club for almost a year..

taking over coll vball club..

was not very easy...

felt like stopping wadever im doing at some point of time..

but i cant, some how..

if i don do it, who will?

assignments and such..

when need to get it done..

tho its very last min or not very good with it..

will eventually getting it done on time..

talking about commitment and responsibilities..

am afraid that im a person who cant really commit much to sth..

but still eventually, will get involved..

now speaking about dissertation..

i dont know if i can handle it..

im still not certain with my topic!

i dont know what i want..

sth that i feel i really dont wanna do..*but i think it'll make me fail..haha*

but i should believe that it will end up like other situations..

will eventually get done with it, get over it..=)

i hope..hehe

S Club yo~

2012-01-07T00:22:00.010+08:00

happy new year peeps! welcome to 2012! =)

recently, have been spending some time watching s club 7 videos, series etc..

for those who donno wad/who is s club 7, its basically a band from UK back in 90's..

i cant remember when and how did i know about them..standard 4 i supposed? if im not wrong..

dont even know what was the first song i heard or how i heard of them..

but yah, have still been listening to their songs but dont know why, sudd watched them again..and it does, apparently brings back a lot of memories somehow..

seeing back how fit they were..=O..*well, didnt notice that when i was younger..=p*

then digging back my collections of them..

my 2 files..

cant imagine me buying these expensive mag when i was standard 5 n 6..@@

these are the ones that i didnt cut out much of them..cos cant be cut..others cut n throw..

i wonder how much ive spent..><

mua collections..

sad to say that didnt really get their cd tho..don even know the 2 i have is ori or not..kinda doubt..=p but i guess its ok..i was just a kid ok..hehe

n i guess i dont mind purchasing their concert dvd..that is if i can find it now..in the market..hmm

a 'bio' book that ive made..(i kind of forgot bout this till i see it..haha)

some posters..

and other articles from the mags..tv hits la, smash hits la, top of the pops la, galaxie la..

cant imagine, ive been keeping these for.......about 10 years i would say?

but yea, now watching the music videos, series, movie etc..kinda have a lil flash back..

how i had other frens who liked them as well..

and after school each month i think..while waiting for transport, will walk to the shop n see if there's new issues..

head home, on MTV or so waiting for their music video..

n was so happy to c them on tv and hear their songs on radio each time..=S

not forgetting catching their movie/series on tv too..

reading back n watching back listening back, somehow understand more than last time..ofcos..more educated d ma..

remember last time my bro fren said he is the donno who who of the s club..he knows them or sth like that, if i dont believe he can help me get the poster or wad so ever..

nv believed it tho..

n true enough, i didnt get anything from him also..haha

but oh well, all the past..i wonder how many ppl actually liked them before last time..

i'll b kinda happy to know if ppl know them..but not ppl know them for 2-3 songs only..like the hitz..never had a dream come true, have u ever...

but it would b better to know someone who liked them last time or so..

noticed i always liked sth that other ppl are not so into it..hmm

weird taste i have? i dont know..perhaps?

still liking their musics..

the fact that most of it have nice rhythm and also positive..

lots of their songs are nice to be dedicated to friends and for encouragement as well..

tho mayb some might find it kinda kiddy now..

can give it a try if u want..hehe

and also their series..

perhaps ppl will think its lame..

but gah, its nice to me cause i can watch them and listen to their songs..

i think after catching up all the series n movie now, i'll re-watch it back again later on..=D

alright! thats all for now!

gonna go watch their movie..then zzzzzz..=D

*hopefully this would not make me not getting started with dissertation..><*

2011 Finale!

2011-12-31T21:08:00.004+08:00

Other bits of Dec..

Christmas!

Went to chill with chung, eunice, sam, wl and foo after that..

MCD delivery anybodeh?

Kitties anybody? hehe

Bowling Round 2!

Geralyn Lei Lei 21st~~

its 2012 in few hours time!

january, a week to coll, and have not touch my dissertation..

i better start working on it already..><

Looking for a better year ahead i guess..

2011 have been great, God have blessed me in many different ways..

and here comes another year to get use to other things..

Happy new year peeps!

bandingkanlah..life~

2011-12-18T18:53:00.001+08:00

to compare..

at least 2 years ago...

and..

now.

what do you see?

i see lots of changes..

so sloowww~

2011-12-17T22:50:00.004+08:00

the feeling when ppl have high hopes in me..

the feeling when ppl think im able/fit to do sth..

its noooo gooooddd...

im not as good as u think u know..hehe

the feeling of working under someone who does not know much..nvm..

who does not put in much effort in...noooooo...

and not rational! or perhaps logical in some stuff..

i would not care if im no one..

but i care alot when im given a role n i need to get things done..

sorry if i seems to over rule my "superior"..

ive got no choice..

i have my responsibilities as well =)

if i don chase you..i'll be questioned for my part..so yeah..

boo ya~

2011-12-13T14:09:00.009+08:00

have no idea how to keep this page alive..

so, monthly update of pics perhaps?heh

November~

was busy with our event..main event for course and sub event to raise fund..

best if able to raise 10k in a month..fuh..crazy..

bazaar day!

sports competition..

Futsal winners..

basketball winners..

random after class shot..

happy birthday kahwai weiling!

SAC outing..down to Melacca~

HR1 & 2

After event, hang out @ overtime & Soju

Vball competition at UM

finish 4th..

Head down to I-k-e-a for dinner..

Celine birthday @ Drinks cafe!

Sports award day!

December~

Lunch at Ribs then head to Midvalley to meet with some IPTS Rush ppl =)

thats all for nowwwwww........

christmas is coming..

january is coming..

dessertation is not done...

bored but still not starting to do my work yet..boo~

connection please be good to me for the next few months k..=D

and yea..heading down to France.. February..

what a timing..

dates that made me miss out few important dates..bah~

tata!

a donkey or not?

2011-10-27T00:50:00.008+08:00

as much as i try my best to help..

as much as i try to contribute wadever i can..

as much as i do wad i can..

but do ppl really care?

how much does other ppl try to contribute?

ratio? other ppl 20:80 u?

then ure just a donkey..=)

afterall, do they even need u actually?

sometimes, one word from the above and wad u've done will b gone~

and it seems like, whatever falls under my hand, will not turn out so well..is it me or what?=/

cheers~

P-i-c-T-u-r-e-S

2011-10-26T17:55:00.012+08:00

Vball Inti Open..

a bad rainy day but a good bonding session..=)

Head down to Melacca after that..

IPTS Rush by HELP Coll..

Shu Yi's 21st! (Pre wedding?)

Politeknik game @ Melacca

Cousin's Wedding..

World Food Day 2011

Koto Charity Event..

Amy's 21st!

Needle felting..

Pass? =D

like ABC

2011-09-17T00:42:00.007+08:00

it easy to just lay back n do nothing..perhaps being caught doing so..

but sometimes when things just have to happen or come out of the way which cause you to not be able to go with the plans others planned to..

yes once, coincidence..

twice..ok..still acceptable..

what if again?

that doesnt mean did not try or effort was not putted in to make changes..

and then you wonder, what ppl actually think bout u..

its easy to be u..

its easy to not be u..

the moment you act differently than what people think you are..

or the moment u did sth that you dont often do..

there goes all the why..there goes all the 'eh?!'..there goes all the bla bla bla~

from then on, you do not know how you should be..

as the song goes..*its hard to be urself sometimes, dont wanna be hated, dont wanna b what they want you to be*..

how true this line can be? what can you do?

its easy to say, its always been said actually..

family is the only one who u can rely on during ur downtimes..or when ure in need..

yet to discover how true this statement is i guess..

its easy to judge

its easy to blame

its easy to say

but its not easy to take it when its reflected at urself..

peace unto me!~

Inability

2011-09-12T20:01:00.002+08:00

its easy to ask people to forget it, put it aside..cool ppl down..etc etc..

but it seems like, i cant really do it for this time..

the reason?

because i have other things to face after this..

thoughts of life..

2011-09-01T23:25:00.006+08:00

being afraid, that once close, later on, the closeness just fade away..

what does it takes when you know/see the other side/not so pleasant side of the person..

can you tolerate much? or how long can you tolerate/resist?

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how does it feel, what should be done, doubting ur own capability, or feeling useless/unhelpful when u're supposed to contribute?

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sometimes the more u care, ppl will feel annoyed..

so, to care or not?

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how much does it takes to erase your bad/not so good thoughts against someone?

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the thought of it, just makes me worry for the times yet to come..

will i still enjoy? or will it be a drastic change? will it affect entirely?will it still be the same?

hope that it would not turn out as bad as i thought..

call me bad, but i just cant help it..

what have i done?

2011-08-30T20:35:00.017+08:00

hey ya! its been some time yo!

Just a post to update previous activities..hehe

HOF family camp back in june..

Help out for tennis! back in june too..

Went for the disco themed skating back in julyyyy...

Genting trip with the coll bunch..=)

Lunch @ Tao..redeem my bday lunch..haha

Taylor's Closed Vball..

Starbucks outing, just to use up the voucher..haha

now for this month!

2nd round of rollerskating!

Sook Hui's Bday~

To send OWL off, but, failed..=/

hehe

Our first SAC jersey =)

after treasure hunt for the new recruits!

Singapore trip for the mooncake!

And just came back from Cycling Pledge on sunday..

yup! thats all for now!! ehehe

21st continues

2011-06-28T13:19:00.004+08:00

and when i tot that is all,

here comes another..

Gift from my....

ah, i liked this..hehe =D

then later on, had dinner with betz jo barn..and then fruitland with additional weng, (new frenz) naomi n alex..

and unfortunately, they forgot bout the cake! but still..

but terbocor also la..somehow..hehe

*cover up its her bday huh?xD*

super like this..haha!

and just receive a gift from betz yday..=)

now, guess i cant run away from baking d..

but!

still in need of oven to bake..so..yea! =p!

mid of the mid!

2011-06-17T23:07:00.007+08:00

yup, its mid of the mid!

always a way to describe my bday day/date..hehe

so yea, turned 21..

didnt do anything big, but definitely it was good to spend it with several friends =)

to those who remembered, thank you, to those who doesnt, thank you too! hehe

i had a 4days bday..o.O

*considered quite big also la the way i 'celebrate'* hehe

first off,

Day 1..

sunway with chung, geralyn n zhi qi..

Dinner at zanmai sushi,

cake at secret recipe..

awesome lei and qi all the way from JB..=)

Day 2..

wandering around Kota Damansara being pampered by JoL..

Lunchie~

manicure..

and after that..

'stripping' session..hahah..xD

then movie..

and back home, her home..

Recycle, but its ok..effort still there..

thank you awesome piggy! =) and barney! hahaha

Day 3..

melacca with the college matess..

self baked tart 'cake'..

effort by ying n ling..=)

celup celup..

Long day, long journey, but i guess everyone had fun..

all the random and nonsense talk n such..

thank u ppl so much for the planning and trip and suprises! =)

oh, we..ok some of them, saw fish leong..

makes me think..ah how nice if i can celebrate my bday with joey yung..

thats gonna be awesomely awesome weh! =D *dream on*

Day 4....

up up and away!

to the hill called Genting!

this guy is cooooool~

snacks time~

nite park! woo hoo~

and so, the end of the day...

auntie tried to win some soft toys but tak jadi..its okayyy..

anggap i telan the money la..haha

thank u again for another awesome day..

xoxo <3!

thennn..

what i've got..

thanks a bunch peeps! u know who u are..=)

this is just awesomely cute to put a smile on ur face..=D

sth that i receive from my post box..

hehe! =)

macam itulahh...

now back to boring life again..hehehe

oh, just came back from..

fruit land!

nyum nyum~

high king~

woo hoo~

tq chia for these!!! hehe

so, yea..thats all for now..

shall find more things to do..hehe

lessons learnt

2011-06-04T14:23:00.006+08:00

dengan sekelip mata, sudah pun june..

random update kerana bosan..

genting~some kinda of abit random bunch..

MAPCU

got 2nd, but oh well..

100C n happy slightly belated bday kirshan!

white water rafting..

fun =D

catch up time!

Look out point and very advance sayaka bday..hehe

yeah, so that's May..

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2 months hol gone..

almost 2 months more hol..

quite unfruitful and didnt really get to enjoy mua holidays..

due toooo...gah..nvm..

these ppl are just making me not liking to stay home..

but i also cant leave home just liddat..

donno if i would actually say holiday right timing or not also..

fannoying!!

and again and again and again...

just nv change..

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some times its not u want it to b that way but somehow u just do not have the choice..

be it pleasing ppl or not, sometimes not that u wanna please ppl, but in a way, u just have to..

well, depends how u c it..

n it reminded me,

all the reasonings are..

ure a girl..

ure the only girl..

just because ure a girl..

u cannot this u cannot that, u should not this u should not that..

these are what i learnt ever since i was a kid..

so what? just because im a girl, i need to listen more than guy?

or just because these guys are 'use/hopeless', thats y i just have to do it?

or cos obviously they can live their own way, so im the one who needed to sacrifice? tolerate? and everything?

girl, u name it..

rebel!

yea, so easy right..

Its all about the game

2011-05-13T01:06:00.000+08:00

Its mid may already...

april till now, busy with? drama, training..

now?..drama..habis..

training, ending..

MAPCU is here..

i do not know i feel pressured or not for this year's mapcu..

but i just gotta say that i don wanna lose..

i cant afford to..

i know i would b really sad i we didnt make it this year..

feel sry to the team if didnt achieve anything..

owl last game with us..=(

the jersey..

fact that we won last year..

wanna prove that it was not really only by chance that we made it thru last year..to that coll/uni..

n u noe, in d end u needed to put on a mask to comfort other players n u donno how..and act as if its okay..

havent been performing well lately..

thumb better get well by sat..

hands and legs and brain..eyes too, kindly b good to me alright?=)..

may my strength return to how it was last time..*feel arms getting weaker =(*

weather please be good too!

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o ho ho..my first saman..-.-

but not my car..=p!

n i notice, how unlawful my family members are..o.O!

n imma be real bored from next week onwards..hmm

yee ha~

2011-04-22T18:52:00.006+08:00

aprillllllllll.......already..

i have no idea to say if holiday starts the right timing or not..

but seems like after all that i need to get over with im only left with 2 months..

used to say wanna learn sth new..eg. language or skills..

but i guess..its all just bs..heh

wanna work? but don really wan a job that i need to commit most hours or days on it..

fussy huh?

been filling my days with dramas and vball trainings..bah~

nonetheless, did several miscellaneous stuffs within this almost 1 month..

yen wei bday

sabah trip

ivan bday

make puff pastry

water sports village

hi! chew bday (today!) happy birthday chew!!!

one pic per event, sry lz wanna upload...hehehehe

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its either...

i over 'rated' my patience level..

these ppl are just too good for my patience lvl..lol

unable to explain situations im facing..

perhaps can say prob is at my side..

shud start to change my thinking?

but i doubt im able to do so..heh

i feel so bad treating diff ppl differently..

i like i treat good..i don like i don treat good..

but hey, come to think of it..im quite know for being ignorant as well..

its so unfair to certain ppl..

i would like to say sry, but sometimes u just ask for it la..ehehehe

sry, im not bold or courage enough to speak out and confront..

i guess sometimes i just feel better with new clicks..

and again..

whatever makes u happy =)

you tell me..

2011-03-30T21:47:00.007+08:00

ppl just don really appreciate what they have do they?

y ppl cant just appreciate what d other fella have done?

as hard as i try to do what i can do but ppl just ask for more?

or take it for granted?

thinks what i did was not enough?

soooo not enough..

thinks i didnt do what i should do?

and sometimes just argue it off..

is it my prob?

or is it that ur needs and wants and expectations are just too hard to reach?

or am i just too calculative?

y not u tell me?

ah, crap it...

responsibilities?what's that?

2011-03-28T22:18:00.007+08:00

holiday started..

no plans planned..

feeling broke..=p

feels kinda ridiculous to feel 'stress' after exams..during holidays..

with those 'responsibilities'..bah~

cant things just be slightly easy and not hard to handle?

cant just others cooperate? or do just as follows?

when things don go right, i have to bare..when trying to b direct, other ppl don like..

feels like im given a second chance to do better..

but i guess its not better compared to last time..

if i were given the third chance, PRAY HARD...no third chance please..

it'll eventually only make me lose my interest in what i like...

other than that....

currently feels like a home 'nurse'...literally..

honestly, sometimes felt a lil annoyed n frustrated..abit la..

its not that i wanna feel that way but just...sigh..

i know i shouldnt feel the way i feel now..

feels really bad to feel that way..

but really, why me?only me?

what bout the rest?

its my 'responsibility'? what bout the others?

others can 'move' freely and i need to tolerate with my plans?*thats if i have plans la*

someone once tegur me..bout my attitude towards her la..this la that la..

but seriously..no one in the house would und how i felt n none have went thru as much as ive gone thru n none have did what ive done for her..

n it seems like i'm the one who face her most of the time..*like so mulia -.-*

words are easy to say..

but i don see much actions from the rest?

when i go on with my plans i have to think of her first..what bout the rest?i donno..

i wouldnt say my attitude and actions or wadsoever towards her is good..

but definately..better than most of them..

or its 80% of what i could do..

i donno bahhh...

can feel that theres sth in me..a very heavy heart..

but donno how n where to throw n pour it to bring it back n feel the normal 'weight'..

in general..ppl don like ppl speak..

but for me..don like don speak..

ppl like, let it be..

if i speak..ppl might feel 'hurt' or 'sou heng'..

if i don speak n mention bout it later on ppl will say y didnt i tell earlier?

howww laaaaaa?

im know for my 'tolerance n patience power' anyway..

so who would care?

may God increase my edurance patience and tolerance for this coming 2 months..

says it all

2011-03-22T23:21:00.003+08:00

its been a long time..

relatives came over..

so have been sleeping out recently..*sometimes la* hehe

going thru 3rd year finals..

donno if did well or not..but yea..as usual la..hehe

bm exam was..funnehh..

how karat can my bm be?haha

todays exam was...

God is good..

the questions which i don mind doing..but..ownself 'mm zang hei'..hehe

but its ok..i think it went ok..just abit sesat here n there..hehe

shud b studying french now..

but..dont seems to be progressing..hmmmm

wonder whos my jury..

will God be good this time as well?=D

2 more days and yee ha..holidays! =)

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y some ppl just dont change?

dont they think what they did is not right? or its sth they should not make as a habit?

or mayb i should b the one changing first? boo~

y some ppl just cant let go or stop thinking of the past?

keeping grudge or dissatisfaction against the fella which have done sth unpleasant to u..and that incident actually take place quite some time ago?

and perhaps start cursing or wadsoever on the fella..

just let it go bah..

making urself depressed only..tsk tsk

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it will b over by tmr noon! *good thing*

but still need to 'worry' for another 12 hours..haha

*waiting for time to pass*

*just notice the date, if only i notice it earlier..* hehe..

alright..back to studies..i hope..

nitez!

taz!

mua february..=)

2011-02-20T22:26:00.006+08:00

woo hoo..

another weekend passed..

tmr monday, me no likey..

got trials..bahh~

n havent really practice on it yet..boo~

cant really rem wad other stuff i have tmr or for the week..@@

hopefully nth much after tmr la..=/

okay!

february!

had been an......good?soso? month la..

besides all the coll 'stress' and other stuff..

its been kinda of a 'fruitful' month not in coll sense..hehe

new toy arrived and finally get to try on it..

some were okayy...and some..oh my gosh..im speechless! haha

then had some badminton session with some coll mates..

seems like a rare gang or ppl for me to badminton with..hehe

and lou sang with coll mates..

some catch up moments with xm...

yc yc n yc..

'special' dinner from her!

my beilouved auntie piggy bday!!

and

had a long after bday session for 2days..ritee..lazing here n there..

and some cuties..hehe

and all that i wonder

2011-02-17T23:38:00.004+08:00

i am sleepy

i am tired

i am feeling reluctant to do my work now so i blog

i am blogging nonsense

i no likey this coming monday

i no wan to do what i needed to do that need to b submited or such on monday

my weekends howww...

hoowwwww...

time management getting badder and badder..

tell me why oh why - spice girls

sleeeeepppp..

come back to me babeh!

help me bahhhh..=(

do work do work!

but brain not registering! bahh~~~

dammit..

who do u think u are..

wad do u think i am..

who do u think i am..

why must i do for u..

when can i b out of this..

how can i change..

the WHs!

complain complain rant rant grump grump all you want..

what can i do to make you happy, what can i do to make u smile? - the corrs

i have no where to turn no who to grump only got a place to rant..

all the i have is to act cool...cool yo..cool mint..

o well, as long as ure happy..

i rant u rant all rant all get annoyed..so wads d point..its just like imma get annoyed with someone n in d end im also acting like that someone..

i wonder how, i wonder why - westlife

and yes its common

ah, forget it..

another un understandable rant..

tata!

annoyance

2011-02-01T02:05:00.003+08:00

getting sick n tired of it....

is it really worth my effort?

y cant some ppl change?

what r they thinking?

muka tembok?

i'll just say lucky they have me..

what if its d other way round?

ever tot of it? bah~

perhaps i can just say its all liddat because of me..

purpose?

2011-01-16T21:43:00.003+08:00

whats ur purpose in life?

hmmm..

really i dont know..beh~

i have this particular..lec of mine..

have been kinda...hmmm..i donno..giving advice?commenting..or wadever u call it..

it always leaves sth for u to think about..

n personally, i like to listen but don really like to answer or respond to those..

most recent illustration that i could rem..

theres 2 boats..

one..a boat that i just ride on it n let the wind direct me..i go where ever the wind blows..

two.. a boat that im in control of where its rowing..

i would say im on the first boat..=/

n as he's teaching us once again this term..

those who have 'presented'..will b thrown a ques..

and mine was..

"do u have a purpose in ur life"..or sth liddat la..

i so knew he's gonna throw me such kind of ques lor..

but yea..guess its time for me to really find my purpose?

but nehh, not so ez for me i guess..heh

spiritually..call me...walking with faith...to where God wants me to be..=p!

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how do u like the feeling of being stuck in the middle?

sometimes u really wanna know but dare not know or dare not ask as thinking it sth that u shudnt know..

when sometimes u really want to but dare not or think better not..

sometimes u ask n the ans u got was an assurance but u think its just to make u feel better..

just hate thinking wad i tot it is but sometimes the truth is its not what i think it is..

but oh wellllll.......

think too much i guess?

insecure?

play safe?heh

is thinking too much a good or a bad thing?

u judge..hee

its January!

2011-01-15T00:09:00.008+08:00

first post of the year?

well, happy new year! belated 2 weeks..hehe

2011, so far so good..i guess..

outside world, liddat lor..

coll world, guess everyone is rushing TIS..

not very rush for me..but just need to touch up n get things done..

hopefully it work out la..=/

on top of that, this term dont really have much of the stressful class..

but still, kinda long hours for a day..

as most of it are revision..

however, practical side still as per normal..=(

and ofcos those 2nd year end trials as well..kononnya trials la..hehe

n will b cracking head scratching head banging head for the time coming, march..=/

this january....

pictures!

mr.A to NS..

Karaoke + T-Bowl Session..

Random coll mates shots..

lepak with the secondaries..

not bad la..

january itself covered almost all range of frenz..

goodie goodie..=)

another update!

2010-12-26T21:07:00.007+08:00

macam boring la..

but i guess its time to get started with TIS again..=(

exam over..

christmas over..

new year coming..

term 6 coming..

3 months break..come come come come come still waiting..

exam wass...

soso..

results says it all..hehe

but not yet..

after exam..

have dinner with college mates and 2 lecturerssss..

b4 dinner, to kill time, actually spend almost 2 hours in college old town..-.-

then went to dine at a place di...subang lake?lake view?..yeaaa..

then went to tropicana for a late nite movie..o.O

the next day..

last min plan to meet up with seconday frenz..

yc di parade..like so high class..haha

then its christmas!

went to church went home went yc n went dinner..

its great that i manage to 'celebrate' it will almost all range of frenz..starting from thurs till sat..hehe

all that i got..

thank u peeps!

face time! haha

like so fun..hehehe

quite malas wanna get one due to the fact that its so hard to get it..

out of stock la etc etc..

so...leave it to fate la..hehe

mooooooooo!

2010-12-19T23:14:00.006+08:00

not so in the mood of studying..so decided to blog a while..

still rem the times when all rushing for assignment..

the statement..'how i wish now is finals..which means all asg are done!'..

and now..its finals..n study study..bah~~

i donno i felt..i didnt do really well for the other paper d other day..

so now i don really have d semangat to do as well as i can for the up coming papers..hmm..=/

been slacking alot..

perhaps cos only 1 sub per day..

but definately not this coming thurs with 3 papers..=O

but after that..its time to lepak!

n its gonna b christmas! =O

aiyo..still no time to get wad i needed to get..bah~

slacking time = watch shin chan! got it from mr kwong..muahaha

tho have read the comic for most of the episodes..but still nice to c it as a show than reading..hehe

putting that aside..

rained heavily earlier..

n just found out not long ago..

mom left my car window down..

so....

do i need to say more?lol

okay..wads next..hmm..

recent updates..

just notice have not posted any updates for dec..hehe

sports award day..

di summit..shinosuke!

jane menn bday..

other than that..

went to MMU for vball games..

steamboat session with ex dh30 n ms jasmine n mr patrick..

and

YF Camp!

YF Christmas gathering!

oh..

some asking me to get iphone..

n some blackberry..

hmmmm..

thats all for now..

back to studies..*i hope*

No-November

2010-11-30T22:57:00.006+08:00

blink of eyes...

it end of nov already..

n just notice tmr is already dec..=/

Jenni Bday

random happenings..

However.........

this month dont seems to b a good month to me..i donno why..just felt so..

feel really tired..restless...

sometimes annoyed..sometimes lost..sometimes dissapointed..

i donno bahh..

oh well..

nov is gone..

here comes dec!

wa la la la~

2010-11-14T22:49:00.006+08:00

hey peeps!

its november!already!yeah, like already..

kinda lazy to blog d..donno wad to blog..

so just simply put stuff in bah~

big fish small fish!

betsy bday!

ming sau in msia!

kw bday!

wl bday!

serene bday!

snowflakie!

happenings for d 1st 2 weeks of nov..

on top of that.....

been 'suffering' for 1week+ also..

almost every day burn mid nite oil..

tons of work to do..

good thing now slow down a lil d..tee hee

but still..stress for d donkey report..gah~

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sometimes when u didnt do much..u felt bad n useless..

sometimes when u think u did enough..but in d end u still feel u didnt do much enough..

sometimes when u're required to decide..u doesnt wanna decide..

sometimes when u wanna decide..u don have the chance to decide..

sometimes u want it but don feel like doing/being it cos doesnt wanna upset other ppl..

sometimes u want it n u do it..it'll still upset other ppl..

sometimes when u think they don like it..but actually they're ok with it..

sometimes when u think they'll prefer/like it that way..but actually they dont..

sometimes some things are already assured..but u still doubt and worry..

sometimes u don like it but in d end u enjoyed it..

sometimes u enjoyed it but still feel bad about it..

what more do u want?

what more can u do?

what is wrong with u?

wake up~ my lil fren..

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tmr got pop quiz?no idea..

tmr got 2 presentation..

may God bless us! hee

Octoberies..

2010-10-31T23:56:00.006+08:00

this month = fruitful month

depends how u see it la..hehe

work/college wise...

ah better not mention bout it..

entertainment wise..

wahh..hehehe

n its a sick month..gah~

first of all..

happy birthday..tho kinda belated..

october babies!

Hi!Gan

Ming!

Amy!

Elaine & Erin!

others..

went karaoke with d girls sambil celebrate amy bday in advance..heheh

vball frenly with UM..=)

children pre-holiday program!

dinner with the june n oct? girls..hehe

thanks betsy!

thats bout it..

n time to sleep..

its been an unproductive weekend for me..

need to move on from tmr onwards..=(

nite folks!

as long as u're happy?

2010-10-16T21:14:00.009+08:00

here goes..

1st week of coll passed..

n seems like work load already starts to pile up..*oh no*

o well, this is what college is all about..

start to catch back up on studies!

sometimes there are certain things that u just cant really bare with it but u just have to?

just to maintain the frenship, don wanna make it too awkward or wad so ever..

sometimes i just don understand, how ppl could throw out such words or actions or wad so ever regardless directly or indirectly..

i do at times admire such ppl tho..of their bravery n such..=)..i noe i could nv do such thing..=/

but still, i guess i'll remain silent n act i see n know nothing..

thats d best choice to make most of the time..

at least thats what i think..

there are times where i tried to look things at diff point of view..

perhaps sometimes when i speak..doesnt sounds good to the ears of the person..

all i can say what im trying to do is definately not trying to make things worse..

u have ur point of view, i guess i can have my point of view as well rite?=)

call me defensive..

call me bias..

call me hypocrite..

whatever makes u happy..=)

know me well enough,

words wont affect me entirely until i xperienced it..

at least, i can say that i don get influenced easily?i donno..hehee

just gotta say..

whatever comes out from a person mouth or so..

there is an invisible limits..

u would not noe how much u've made a person happy or sad..

u noe sudd it came across my mind..

the phrase of.."u happy, i happy"..

how true could it be?

when the person is happy, does it really mean that u're really happy?hmm

i guess to me..i'll rephrase it..

"u happy, i glad"..hehehe

currently trying to carry out the 'principe' of..

'as long as the person is happy with it then that shud b it'..

i wonder how long could that last..hehehe

2 months + 3 in singapura..

2010-10-05T16:13:00.020+08:00

im home!
home-sweet-home will i say it?
depends how i c it..hehehe

so d last week in singapore practially are just some lepak sessions..
guys went n challenge the new york new york burger..
went chalet-ing with the mooncakes gang..
then went for staff nite as well..
then lepak lepak again..

summary of singapura!
basically picture...as i cant seems to upload last time..hehe

certain events!

girls room..

guys conquer..but not anymore after few weeks..ehhe

on our way to MOM..or back? to settle our employment pass..

KOI..singapore best bubble tea?so to say..
always long que..

but seriously..other bubble tea ive tasted..2 at least..
are so CMI..as they just use d milk tea n put the flavoring in n u stir urself..-.-"

dine in empire cafe!

Alona..hehe

celebration for August babies during orientation..

group pic!

birthdays!

sook hui's..

Hariz..

Ivan's..

walk walk after meeting with the cornerstones members..

Singapore National Day!

chill at long bar..
da band there is nice..=)

Yeos and JoL in singapura..

Ashley..my leader..

last day of mooncake..

mr tan to visit..

F1 in singapore..

Guys pick up d challenge..

but failed..xD

steamboat time..

dessert after that..

the day going to eat at BBR..

Hi! Gan in singapore..

for the leaders!

edited version..

chalet time..

Staff nite!

walking around orchard..

before going to fulerton? bay to find haizul..drop by!

ramona..

last nite in singapore..

last day in singapore..
deliver last soft toy..

and when i got home....
i got this!

cool party pack..lol
my hot piggy so tai sek..haha
tq!!<3

so yea..
thats bout it ba..ehehe

fake lion, lion fake 7!

2010-09-23T20:51:00.002+08:00

training coming to an end once again...
tmr last day luu..

but d past 2 weeks was kinda bad..
real tiring n almost fell sick..or shud i say adi a lil sick..heh

today n tmr will b doing some clearing n such...
next week onwards gonna start to lepak...n spend money again...$$ =S

1 more week ++ n i'll b back to msia..
wonder wad changes will i c..
home la frens la etc etc la..

as far as i noe, my room n upstairs got changes d..hmm

oh..
n we're getting more n more mooncakes..
how to finish omgness..
n don seems possible to bring back to msia..=/
i meant d snowskin..
o well..

thats all for now ba..
shudnt comment much on my experience here also..heheh

fake lion, lion fake 6!

2010-09-07T11:58:00.004+08:00

roughly bout 3 more weeks till mooncake festive..
literally cant wait for the time to pass till the 22nd..
then its done!
seriously, getting more n more lz to work..
but still ok la..still surviving..

it seems like this's d period where stress starts to fall in..
some ppl just couldnt handle the work load..
some just too frust..
some just get annoyed..
which conclude to..
burst out tearing to realease..
complaining..
pushing da blame indirectly to one another..
such n such..
well, work life..=)

quite lots of things happened this few days..
even my booth alone..
3 days in a row..gahh
some are just silly mistakes which is just nth..
some were mistakes that've done due to confusion ended up someone needs to be responsible for it..

ppl somehow thinks that i don complain much..
like so holy moly goodie girl liddat..
but hey, if everyone couldnt take it n complaining, who's the one thats gonna "advice"..donno wads d term..them?
just giving out words from other point of view..no harm thinking d other way round rite?
n sometimes thats wad ppl doesnt like about..
so what can i do? listen or not..u like lor..hehe

i do have dissatisfaction at times but till that i notice..
hmm..i cant really "complain" or what so ever..cos da person i can/want to share with is not around..
n when i really wanna talk bout it..its just...sth not so major anymore in my heart unless it happens again..hehe

o well,
guess ppl shud start seeing things from diff point of view..
we're here to experience u c..
3 more weeks..
can one la..=D

i guess nth much to update anymore..
no time to play..
its only work from morn till nite..tee hee!

time to check d washing machine n cook lunch..=D

fake lion, lion fake 5!

2010-08-30T23:07:00.004+08:00

woo hoo..
counting down..
roughly 1.5 months more to go..
3 more weeks to go till mooncake reach its end..
seriously, i felt kinda restless to work lately..
i think i rather work morn shift than noon shift..
I THINK..

after a month+ here..
i think recently was my 'emoest' time here..
donno y..
ever since the stu thing i did on fri nite..
n now..2day 2nite another stu thing ive done..
omgness save me!-.-

anyhow, it was compensated back as betsy n family and joleen came here..=)
kinda good timing i guess?i donno..hehe

fri was harris bday..
2day is ivan bday..
n tmr is msia bday..
no counting down here in singapore eh..haha
n im off tmr..
so its as if i got a ph for national day..=p

not too sure if Hi!Gan really coming down tmr..
if shes not..then i guess will b my lazing day..=)

oh n shu wei is in singapore!
yet to meet up with her..hehe

shall the moodyness be removed by tmr..=)

goodnite!

fake lion, lion fake 4!

2010-08-17T21:35:00.004+08:00

its been almost exactly a month in singapore d..
last week had a 4 days off..
end up lepaking around harris aunt place..
then went to sentosa..
n then.....
went to raffles long bar to chill..
cant rem what else i did..
o yea..watched movie..
and cant rem wad else i did..
4 days gone just liddat..

offically in mooncake n doing online collection..
hmm..donno if its a good thing or not..
but i do feel good if i manage to sell mooncakes..tee hee!

worked part time/casual labour yday at the outlet i was earlier..
enjoy?so so?so so la..hehe
extra earning!

today..again..went n watch movie..
n went to chinatown..
eat till full full..

i guess all my xpenses are all on trans n food..=/
tmr start work again n i guess long way more till my next off..

hmm..
seems like now all are thinking how to return back to msia..
bus?flight?
sigh..
i also donno which i want la..
if flight, how do i go back from lcct..-.-

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sometimes just wonder..
do i have a choice?
u may say yes..
but deep deep down..
do i really really have?
perhaps yes..but knowing me..
i guess i don really have..hehe

gah..
ignore me..=D

2 more month!
almost..
yosh!

but not looking forward for the report..=/

n as usual..
pics on fb..=)

fake lion, lion fake 3!

2010-08-08T15:04:00.004+08:00

connection dont seems to b that good today....
mayb cos its weekend n ppl are using the lines..
oh well..

apparently im in the fnb for 2 weeks instead of 1...
gah~..
its like so last min that i nv bring what i needed..
thank god that my fren had extra..haha
still the department aint that bad..=)
just thinking the chance of serving 'spoiled' drinks..
u know la my taste bud..
and apparently on my last day......
seems to b my worst day there..
making mistakes here n there..
and! i broke sth!
n typical guest reaction..'owwwww'..rofl

n my fingers still hurt..
especially my index fingers..sigh

this week went for orientation for 3 days..
considered 3 days rest la..hehe
then thurs n fri report to mooncake department..
didnt really do much thing as it seems like a small training for us..
n we manage to taste the snow skin mooncakes..
except for the best seller...mangkuk..lol

oh..we got new cupboards..
so there's like 3 double decker n 6 cupboards in my rooom now..wtc..
n mine it been shifted out n became our food storage..-.-"

oh yea..term 4 results are out..
PTL for the results..=)

guess what..
4 days hols counting from yday..
gonna off till tues..
wouldnt say its a good thing..=/

yday went to fren church known from orientation..lol
ppl there are nice..=)
thanks for bringing us around yo!

tmr national day...
for singapore...
where to lepak 2nite?hmmm

o yea..my mom came to singapore d other day..
instead of her looking for me ended up i went n look for her..
find my route there alone..chis
but i manage to reach there!
but coming back...o gosh..hehehehhe

im hungry..=/
im bored..=/
somebody save me..hehehehe

hol program = watch 1 piece....
but loading so slow~

dont seems like im able to upload pic here..
i donno why..
laptop prob kut..=p
wanna c pics then go fb la..tee hee

o yea..
apparently last day of work is 22nd sept..woo hoo
but cant go home by then..=(
so got 1 week to lepak around singapore..
anyone wanna come down n join me?hehe

fake lion, lion fake 2!

2010-07-25T15:20:00.004+08:00

first week of training just passed...

ok la..not that bad la..
if only my feet doesnt hurt then its not bad la..
it was so pain that...it became numb..dah la numb..still so pain..
unexplainable feeling..haha
that we needed to soak our leg in hot water..wooo..
n i just notice..my fingers are actually hurting too..-.-"
playing a role of beverage runner..
making drinks then bring it out..
its fun..only when its not busy n if the items are replenished..hehe

i really cmi for this..
i almost served 'spoiled'..'basi'..teh tarik..
as i taste..i couldnt taste that theres sth wrong with it..o gwad...lol

still donno wads my working hours tho..
diff day diff hours..sesated..
but aiya..nth la..
thank god im not at the department i was asked to go at the beginning..hehehe

n ops..i forgot to clock out..
so knew that such thing will happen..
thank god again that that nite, the machine was down..HAHA
god is good..xD!

yday n today off..
yday went to ang mo kio?as quimby needed to meet up with her fren..
get a to b known famous/best bubble tea in singapore..
then after that went to trinity church..
n that nite, dine in the fnb outlet that i worked in..
initial plan was to get some bread from there..but ended up dine there..heheh
today..rest saje....ehehe

i guess this coming week onwards will b working for 6 days..=(
mooncake mooncake..
hopefully the previous week would b the worst week thruout this 3 months la..=D

oh and at least.......
training gonna end earlier than we thought..wee hee!

n ahh..so unhealthy..
maggie mee here n there..=/!

o looks like almost everyone...da gurls la..guys not so sure..
are starting getting used to the place..
good la..=)

now now..whats for dinner?=D

o yea..didnt mention that..
around my hostel..
quite banyak the ktv..lol..
and sort of beside..singapore casket..
n i think around or nearby..especially those lounge..
hookers?xD

ok babai..

fake lion, lion fake 1!

2010-07-18T20:51:00.007+08:00

so its been a while since ive touch down singapura..tho there are sth that doesnt went right at the custom..heh
what i did this 4 days?
basically when we arrive we head for medical check up..
everything seems ok..hmm..didnt know im that healthy..=p
then we head to our hostel..and.........
tada!
obviously..its not as good as i've expected lah..
they got kitchen n stuff..but wont really b using also la..hehe
but not a major prob for me..

oh oh..my luggage was quite empty..that i manage to stuff my star inside also..
wahhaa..yay yay..good thing it bring also..tee hee

next day went for uni fitting n a lil settling hotel stuff..
bar and billiard..sounds cool..
till i found out i need to swap with my fren..now...
empire cafe..boo hoo..
haha..donno la..
its alrite..nth major also la..just for 1-2 weeks..hehe
then after that will masuk the mooncake 'department'..
oh..i cutted my hair here..hehe

yday..
went for my 2nd uni fitting as ive swap with my fren..
then went n open a bank acc..
n walk around..
end up took wrong bus...
at least we manage to get back..

today..went to church..
seems cool..hehe
and went to bugis street to jalan jalan..
n now back again..
oh..we arrange our room a lil la..so now it looks tidier..hehe

tmr start work....booooo...
hope leg wont hurt that much la..
n hope everything goes well la..hehe

oh our hostel..lets talk a lil bout it..
as there's 10 of us..6 girls n 4 guys..
girls were a lil lucky..we got a 6 bedded room..obviously..its quite sempit..
but..looking to a brighter side, no need share with strangers..
as for the guys..theirs is 8 bedded room n about same size as our room..so i donno how sempit it is..lol..and they're sharing with 4 unknowns..
o u noe what..da guys brought their TV and PS3 here..wahahh..so i tot they bring..sia sia only..

how ever.............
when they have nth to do n we're in the room..
this is what happened..
they conquered our room..boo hoo!
by placing the tv n such in our room..n play in our room..took our floor space..= no more space..hehe
it became more n more sempit..
wanna move n stuff also susah..
cant seems to be able to upload pic..so go fb c la if u want..hehe

what else..ohh..their aircond...
apparently it had smoke smell..gosh..
im guessing da previous tenants smoked in the room..=/
n the blanket..wa dusty..
so far..whenever i touch it n wanna use it for the nite..will start sneezing d..tsk tsk

as compared to langkawi....hmm..
i think i would prefer langkawi life kua..hehe
altho they dont have wifi like now...now we can online whenever we want..xcept for me..when weiling didnt use only i use lor..or not outside the desktop if no one using la..hehe
but at least i think its more chilling?n more privacy?
but here got more facilities la..hehe

oh oh!
havent mention that..we wouldnt not know how's da sky outside..as...
there is no! no! no! window~~~=S
early morning wake up...morning midnite or noon also u donno..rofl
o yea..theres a vending machine around the living room too..haha

about company..
tho there are 10 of us...
would say all 10 are diff la..ok..xclude the guys..all 6 of us are quite diff la..i think..
hmm..donno how to say la..
just...oh well..
time to get to know n get used with new bunch of ppl! =D?
will get used to it one la..
its not even a week..hehe

o well, thats all for now la..
don wanna 'complain' much also..
at least not in public la..tee hee..
donno when's da next time can b so free..

da feeling of envy is back again...
no~~~
hehe..

o ya..
i got a sing num d..
so if u wanna noe..then ask me la..hehe
tata!

leaving, on a bus..

2010-07-15T01:09:00.006+08:00

so so..all packed?!

i hope so..........

hopefully i didnt left out anything..=/

apparently my luggages are not that full that i can still insert...few more..unnecessary stuff..?tee hee!

ah..im still not very excited...hmm..

must b after knowing the schedule for this coming 3 days..da moment we reach singapore till sat..=/!

o well..'working' life..heh

i miss u?u miss me?

well i guess i'll miss moments in msia in few weeks times..hehe

hopefully it wont b as bad as i think..

n hopefully the accommodation is as good as i think..=D

fake lion, lion fake! here i come!

mooncake!here i come too!=S

o yea..avoid contacting me thru phone within this 3 months too..hehe

waka waka eh eh~

time flies~

2010-07-11T18:44:00.007+08:00

2 weeks off are coming to an enddddd....=(

heading to singapore on thurs..

kinda a lil looking forward to after knowing about our hostel..

http://www.fernloft.com/Lavender.html

dont it just looks/sounds cool? macam hotel je..

but u'll nv noe..until u reach there..hehe

last time went langkawi for 2.5 months..n seems like..few things, certain things have changed when i get back..

now then im going for 3 months...

i guess things will get changed too..

well..lets c what'll b diff when i get back..hehe

i sense a tough 3 months ahead of me..=/

recent activities...

Auntie Heng Jo Jo graduation!

my graduation..=p

BBQ sessions with the TUC vballers..

who's missing? gan wei ling..whom went to inti prom..tsk tsk..

anyhow, she came much much much later at nite..

and then we went to CC..and played some CS..woo..its been a long time for me..hehe

and..

some stayed over as well..hehe

oh, the other day went mamak with chew gan eunice n viv..planning to watch the germany vs spain game..except for eunice who left us at 12 sth..

gosh, sat there from 10 sth till 4 sth..

n what we did from then till 2.30?..like cinema..watch Australia..haha

n tonight..guess gonna go watch the finals?

who to support le?xD

n wad am i to do now till later at nite?hmmm

how to pack to singapore?hmmm..

pic here n there!

2010-07-07T18:18:00.014+08:00

o ho..its july already..

exam over..

internship coming..gah~

just came back not long ago..went "yc" in sakae..-.-" with eunice n jo..

looks like we're gonna go lepak till late nite later?haha

oh recently went for vball tourney..inter private u..

its like..wa..its been donno how long i join tourney..

what more playing a position n doing sth that i nv did b4?being a setter..

anyway..we won! wahhaha..hehe

n its nice to know those new bunch of vball ppl..=)

with HELP college..

n yea for internship..as ive been kena "rejected" hotel by hotel..so end up i'll b going to singapre for 3 months..=/..

don miss me yo!

cant contact me also..can hardly online..phone = charges..so yea..haha

some out dated - pending photos..hehe

CNY visitation..

the begining..

and the end..

and at kw's place..

casino royale / royal flush event done by juniors..

DH30 G5..

time to 'gamble'..?

DH30 Graduation!

Jade B'day..

Ms. Jasmine Bday..

MYC back in Msia!

Sushi making..=D

step 1

step 2

step 3

step 4

step 5..=D

Out with Hi!Gan Hi!Chew and Cheao May..

the end for now..ehhe

crap a crash

2010-06-25T15:59:00.006+08:00

for one period of time..

'woot..got 2 new?comp!'

'oh! i can choose one for my so called personal use'

after few days of using..

'hmm..ok la..at least can use la'..

now..

'crap..wth happened?'

then..

trying all i can to "switch" to d other comp with 1 pathetic not so big size thumbdrive..

'hmm..looks better..but donno if same thing will happen'..

after 1 day of using..

'...wth happened?'..

its like..last time we hardly shut down our comp?

n now that i practice shutting down?

i wished that i've nv shut down the comps b4..

n that such things wont happen..-.-

what happened?

i have no idea how to tell u..

fine....continue using bro comp 1st..

n once upon a time..

it rained a lil..

da next thing i noe..the comp switch..all da switch are all off..

wondered who off it..

nvm...then tried to turn it on..

guess what!! oh no!y cant on!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! sigh

i so can predict wads gonna happen next..

"oi..wad happen to da comp"

"i donno.."

"u spoil the comp ah?" "comp spoil adi ah?"

how d crap am i gonna ans?
"oh yea..i spoiled it n i donno how?"

"oh i donno worrr...."

"i was home but when i got up tried to use its already liddat.."

"not me ahh..."

"then?"

silence.............

damn it..

dont u und..

i may b the last person that i know of who touch d comp..

but wadever happened to da comp..

n sad to say..ALL the 3 comps!

i do not know wtc happened ok!urgh!

cant i just have a so called personal comp peacefully?

just a simple comp that i can use to do my work n keep my files?

is it that hard?

aih..

but for now i guess im more concerned of my bros comp..

at least the 2 'new' comps still can use kuaaa...

but his..cant even on..

lets just c if my 'prediction' is right or not as time goes by..

one word..

doomed..

good luck mj~

good bye..

ping pang!

2010-06-21T20:56:00.003+08:00

2 slaps on d face..

still not awake?

how true it is..i donno..

wads d story behind..i donno..

however..

guess next time da same ques being asked..

i noe wad to ans d..=)

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and shucks..

got rejected by flamingo..chis!

the bunch..

2010-06-16T01:43:00.003+08:00

now ive hit the 'ties' no la..now 'ty' only..!

specially thanks tooo...

the midnite gang..

jo barn betz ppl jiin ming xixi wei and jim (did i miss out anyone?hehe)

thanks for cake n coming..=)

the advanced and on time gang..

ling ying reb reg amy..

for d shoe card cake!

kw..

for d card!

serene..

for d cake!

eunice n andrew..

for d cake!

the internet and phone gang..

thanks for d wishes!

the belated gang..

Hi! Gan n Chew..n perhaps d rest..

c u ppl soon!^^

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as for being who i am..

sry for not giving da response/expression u ppl wanted/expected..

its just me la..don show one..tee hee

thanks peeps!

love u peeps!

good nite!

It's Alright

2010-06-03T20:43:00.000+08:00

So tell me how you feel
Tell me what is going on
Cos when all hope is gone
You need a friend
Ah ha, yeah

I'll be there for you (for you)
I'll be there to help you through (you through)
Take you to another place
Cos you got a friend
(You got a friend, yeah)

When you're feeling lone
And you're on your own
You got nowhere to go
You gotta pull yourself together

It's alright
Anything you wanna
It's alright
Leaving all your troubles
Far behind
Don't let anybody tell you
How to live your life

Cos it's alright
No matter what you're feeling
It's alright
You cannot stop believing
In yourself
Don't let anybody tell you
How to live your life
Cos it's alright

It's alright
You know it's gonna be alright
Oh yeah

You gotta understand now
Tomorrow is brighter day
The memories will fade away
And the sun will shine, on you

So many friends you get to make
So many hearts you get to break
So much love you gotta give
Your whole life's still left to live

Spread your wings and fly
Kiss the pain goodbye
Let the tears run dry
You gotta get yourself together

It's alright
Anything you wanna
It's alright
Leaving all your troubles
Far behind
Don't let anybody tell you
How to live your life

Cos it's alright
No matter what you're feeling
It's alright
You cannot stop believing
In yourself
Don't let anybody tell you
How to live your life
Cos it's alright

Won't you tell me it will be alright
You know its gonna be alright
Please tell me it will be alright

all in one

2010-05-28T23:33:00.009+08:00

its all coming back again..
all the thoughts..
all the feels..

sometimes its not that i wanna think bout it..but just..gah~

its like...
dont u ever wonder..sometimes..wad's da point of u doing certain things?
i donno bout other ppl..but i do..
when u do certain things..ask certain things..mention certain things..
when you start acting silly trying to 'entertain' altho it might b lame or even not funny..but perhaps ppl might think..wth r u doing?such an idiot..or its just plain stu for them..
cared too much?bothered too much?asked too much?talked too much?what else?
o well, perhaps in other ppls eye, ure just too ke-po..haha
or just doesnt wanna share much..
or think u're just too annoying..
or wadever it is la..hehe

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hmm..
are there some priorities for ppl?
like..u choose who to care more or less, who to hang out more or less, who to bully more or less..who to ignore more or less..
or everyone is da same to u?

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do u ppl like change?
or have u changed?comparing now n last time?
u noe, sometimes its just speechless when u did sth that u nv did b4..or sth liddat?at least that's what ppl thinks..
then ppl tends to go like..

eh?since when u ______?
oh!finally u _____!
eh?u ____?but last time u not/didnt ____ wor!
eh?u ___ one meh?
eh!u ____ wor!!

what else?
gah~
how shud i respond?
i guess u'll justget d ans of "got, u donno only ma" or just smile it off or all u hear is just silence..=)

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u noe, sometimes its not that i don wanna believe certain things..
i tried, i trusted wad ppl says..commented..bla bla, but certain things that kept coming..n i couldnt get da reason why?don really understand why..
it makes me think and/or feel on a perspective that i know nuts, no one told me anything..
i mayb wrong..but i guess it doesnt matter?
but just that i feel really bad..ehehehe

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there's been a rat/mouse running up n down aimlessly on this 2nd floor..
next,
there's a cockroach walking up n down aimlessly on the same floor..
then,
there's a lizard without tail crawling up n down aimlessly on da same floor punya wall..
but da last time i see it, the fella have half a tail?haha already..

will i b like them?
moving aimlessly in this world?

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omgness, im so freakingly annoyed with da stu rubberbands in my darn mouth!urgh~~~

coll have been quite hectic? recently..
are we studying hospitality?ahaha..
asgs were quite difficult..
assessment was..........
project was....fun?depends how u c it..hehe

whole day spent with the girls..
SS punya fun n tired?
its been a great 2/3 weeks of fridays with them..
more in future?=)

its just like that

2010-05-23T21:14:00.004+08:00

sometimes,
u just cant give the reason why..

and sometimes,
things just cant be understood..

why do u feel that way?
why do u think that way?
why this?
why that?
how this?
how that?

just unable to tell why..
unable to understand why..
donno why donno how..
no idea why no idea how..

humans..
just the way they are..

=)

i thought a thought?

2010-05-16T21:38:00.007+08:00

sometimes i just wonder..
am i/can i using/use 'pleasing ppl' to cover up my 'cowardliness'?in wadever whichever way..
being quiet, being unable to speak up, being unable to stand up for myself..becos im a coward?
well i donno..who noes la rite?in certain situations..ehehe

just a sudd tot..hehe..
push that aside..

u noe its just somehow so disturbing that..
every single day..u're gonna b 'afraid' of sth?
regardless necessary or not..
its just sooo..'urgh' that whenever certain ppl come to u..pass by u..so happen its around u..
u're just thinking.."oh no..is that fella gonna come n approach me again"..
n when so happen da fella came n talk to u..u tot gonna ask for certain thing that u refuse to do so but ended up giving in..but in d end..its about sth else n u go like.."phew~"..

also another tot..hehe

i wonder..
are u a person who cares bout wad other or certain ppl think of u?
i noe certain ppl who doesnt care..which..good for them i think?
n i guess n i noe that..i do care of wad ppl think of me?
certain ppl la i guess..heh

honestly..im quite scared..worried..i donno..
i was wrong..i was right..i donno..
its quite sad to think wad i've been thinking..
i think ive been acting a lil differently lately?
i think its time for me to adapt to changes again?=)
tho i don wan to..
but i noe i need to..

the world's spinning round n round..
so nth will stay still..
things will somehow change..^^
even i felt that ive changed in certain way..
not better..but worse i think..
i feel bad..real bad..for thinking certain things da way i think..or doing certain things that ive did..
but..sigh..i donno lah..
ppl changes i guess..
tee hee..

hmm..
what's d possibility to trust/share sth to someone 100%?fine...90%?

God have been good to me these years..
but perhaps..im still not well trained enough to handle certain things?

i still rem..secondary..
da idiots created this..

i dream a dream but the dream i dream wasnt the dream i dream i dream..
i thought a thought but the thought i thought wasnt the thought i thought i thought..
was it u josephine?hahahah

time for english hw!=(

x.X =)

2010-05-11T22:36:00.004+08:00

life after putting on braces?
now im 'afraid' to go to dental..
new phobia waaa~?hahaha..
not so bad le bah~
*wah purposely bcome so amy..jadi tak?xD*

i was neutral b4 this..
but as i kept going..going..and going..
oh my gosh..
even the slightest thing/sound..
yerrrrrrrr............hahaha
but oh well..

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u noe, i didnt really xpect myself to actually really play sports/use coll facilities..
but guess it's gonna start?
what more with new bunch of sports mate..
interesting..=)

and oh!
next training's coming..
penang?pahang?hmmm..

P.O.V

2010-04-29T21:43:00.007+08:00

random stuff...
what happen if ones satisfaction arent met?
they'll complain..
do u think, life's full of complaints?
no matter how much a fella complain, sometimes its all bout the same old thing..

wad's da heat complaints can u hear bout our coll?*u noe which*
insufficient parking..
since the day we stepped in the building till today..
thats like..hmm..almost half a year?i think..yeaa..

i donno but its just my own thinking..
ppl kept complaining bout it but wad action did they do?nth..just ranting around..
did they even make effort to 'launch' a complain to the management?
perhaps some did n some did not..

its been quite a while since i last heard the complain..
but recently..its coming back once again..*o no*
when ppl ask hows da coll..bla bla..
1st thing..parking....*for drivers la*
sigh..if me i'll b more on da food..haha

well, placing myself in coll point of view..
first of all..its mmg not fully built yet..in a way..
and hey, i guess they've been trying to do what they can so far..
everyone have diff needs, if they need to satisfy everyone needs..how?
im not sure but some things, i initially don c b4 i wrote to them i now c it..i donno is they mmg plan to have it or they just got d idea after ppl mentioning it la..heh
but it doesnt matter, cos they've provide..

they've been opening few new spots to park cars..
there ARE parking spaces..
da prob is, do u wanna park there?=)
*wa here full d ah..* *har, park all the way there ah*
should i say, there're place for u to park, but do u wanna park there?
don wan?y?too far?lz to walk?
i guess u noe for urself la?hehe

honestly, yea i do hate parking so farrrr..
walk all d wayyy..
but hey, at least i've place to park my car..
n i don complain no parking whereas there is..

perhaps ppl just don feel contended now a days..
well, just saying my point of view..
i donno but i somehow always like to side 'd other side'..heh

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its soo weird that u score better in sth u didnt noe u can score better than?

front office..come on!sth that i paling don look forward to..
n i scored da highest among d other 2?
infact fnb was my not so worried one..n i scored da lowest?hahaha!

but i guess shud b xpected la..
my fo went quite well..
but my fnb..hahaha

well, what can i say..heh

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i have a feeling this term, seems to b a challenge term to some of my frens..
testing on patience eh?
tolerance eh?
gam ba teh yo!=)

well, just don go one sided thinking..
thinking all that u think n feel is right..
try putting urself in other ppl shoe?
think of all d possibilities?=)
i donno..hehe

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d other day..ling n ying came down to subang join my activities..
monopoly deal!
then went some where for dinner n walk walk..

u noe i do enjoy these moments?at least for now la..cos i noe its quite a rare thing..haha
i do noe its not easy or often to gather us together..n have such activities..
but i do hope that there'll b more time spent this way..

just go out for sth..
have a meal..
have a walk..
have a chat..
wadever it is..
instead of one big big group..
all doing diff thing..
then gather n go back..
=)

coincidence?

2010-04-23T19:56:00.002+08:00

why must it, whenever i wanna do sth or think its time to get things done or sth..
somehow sth will happen n i wont b able to complete it at that moment?
coincidence or what?chis..

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u noe,
sometimes i wish that im not only a good listener?where ppl can just come n bla bla to me?
but instead, i could do sth more than that..heh

walk of life

2010-04-19T19:38:00.012+08:00

after 2 years of diploma, 1 week of hol n then now degree..
da next thing u noe, graduated from degree..ehehe

2 years of diploma, quite interesting..
ups n downs lefts n rights..
met diff ppl here n there..
most of all ppl i met who's in da same group as me..

still rem da 1st day up to now..
things really have changed a lot..
how my 1st fren come about..or first group..knowing that its not very easy to approach n meet new ppl..
how da group were 'splited' n now bcame 1..sort of..would i say then bcame 2 again?hehe
in terms of relationship or sth..
i would say..now that u 'know/understand' them better?
still rem when they're all talking bout 1st impression when they saw each other..ahah

honestly i nv tot i would have much fun with this bunch of ppl..compare with da ppl i met in secondary..
perhaps cos of everyone staying almost far away from one another..or some parents are strict-er..
but however, i do really enjoy time spent with this bunch of girls..*yes, my group considered all girls group*..tho most of da time we spent are in college..but still..hehe..
perhaps despite of their 'sillyness' in each of their character/personality..*hey, its a compliment ok..=p*
time does proves sth..

im quite lazy to post up pics as i need to dig back here n there,
but im sure those memories are inside u all as well to rem..^^

now this 1 week of hol..
went clubmed with the girls n mr patrick..
n o no..have i made da girls to b a monopoly deal addict as well?hahaa..gratz!
its nice that able to spend time with frens..
but i guess i prefer going somewhere without that much of activities when in such big group..rather just hang about together without splitting n just enjoy the fellowship..
some pics..

Day 1
went walk around the resorts, played golf n archery as well..

Day 2
went to the beach for kayaking n sailing..

Day 3
played the sports like squash archery golf etc.. n also trapeze?however u spell..coolness..hehe

Day 4
went for bbq lunch then head home after that..

went ikea?curve?cineleisure? with ying n amy..
since they're so sad that i cant join them the next day..=p

n then the last 3 days, went for adventurace...
i wouldnt say we did well or we did bad..
tak puas cos of 1/2 stu mistake..
puas cos nv give up n finish the race..
first timer..boleh jadi la..hehe

today, degree starts..orientation lah..
after it ended, head to pyramid n sakae for lunch..
haha..i would say..a common place for g5 girls to go..
its nice that we went there on da 1st day of degree..hehe

just only found out that we're all in da same group once again..except for those who chose option B..
lets just c how degree will b like..=)
*now semakin scared of french.....especially when that's the lecturer..=O..*
n looks like, degree..my group..are all girls again..HAHA
but no new ppl to meet..=/

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u noe how some ppl, who have probs or sth, could just laugh/smile it off? to show that they're ok or they're fine with it..
especially when u know this fella for quite some time, u'll think like "aiya, he/she nth one la".."aiya, he/she mmg liddat one la" yada yada yada..
u don think that u hurt the fella becos he/she always seems happy go lucky, don care wad ppl think, just laugh with u wadever u said regardless if it really offended the fella..

but just sometimes,
ppl face have da mouth to smile/laugh it off..
but in their heart?
their heart don have the mouth to do so..

i don feel that bad, cos i think i did not do such things to my fren?
well i donno, perhaps i did..sry tho..
but i do feel bad for not able to notice ppl around me who may seems so ok on d outside, but deep down?.....
i shall pay more attention..hehe

so, think before u speak or do sth..especially if u doesnt wanna hurt someone u're close to..=)

the 'long' n 'winding' road

2010-04-07T23:12:00.007+08:00

after almost 2 years...
2nd year end finals..

after a week..
woot..
theory, practicals all over..
left 3 orals 1 written..
2 psr n BMs..

seems like a long journey yet short..hehe

*looking at previous post quiche picture*..
ah..compare to today's one..hahha
but anyway..guess it balance with fnb..tough n simple..
but could have done better..chis..
but its okay dokay!

its weird that..sometimes..u hope u don get sth..but at d end..u don mind getting it..*well, at least for me*..
like that time..initially..anti FO..when exam so hope that i'll get HK..but in d end..i sudd have the tot of..actually i think i rather get FO..somehow i donno why..n i did..hehe

now for tmr psr..i so hope they wont ask me bout my rose wine..
but after reading thru my psr..i don mind they ask tho..
i think even they let me choose..i'll choose to talk bout it..
perhaps cos i've already memorize it..roughly la..
unless now i can memorize soy milk very well la..then shall c how..hehe

so lz to read psr lahh..

would it b a risk going thru 2/3 reports?
will i b so unlucky to get da one that i didnt read?lol
take da risk?test my luck?will i b so unlucky?xD!

trying to go to bed b4 1...
will i b able to?
perhaps if i don take da time to eat drink blog stone..xD~

and then?

2010-04-04T15:33:00.008+08:00

4 more days to go..
then finals over..
then results..
then holiday..
then race..
then degree..
oh my goodness.. hehe
but im sure it'll b a fun one..=)

me no likey degree o~

well i donno but it seems like ppl starts to get emo with what they've done..
not that i did very well..
but..at least i noe i did what i can..
emo..disappoint..yes..but at least learn to get over it la rite?=)
then again..there's still a long way more..so....
cheer up guys~

time for food piccies~

wad a presentation..haha

all gone in a nite..xD

hello swan!

beverage oh no..
psr oh no..

hope things wont b as bad as i tot again!hehe
n hope that i wont slip n fall in d kitchen!due to my shoe..hahaha

*sometimes, ur mind is da one that controls u..u think u scared..u'll end up scared..so y think?=)*

oh latest heat game!among us at least..
monopoly deal! haha

Inviting you to..

2010-03-26T16:23:00.000+08:00

Directly copy paste from betsy post..opss..

Well, the Youth Fellowship will be organizing an Easter Event called “Universal Studios“. It was a production of DUMC Easter Home-e in the year 2004. We decided to pick it up too and run it in our small youth fellowship in our very own church.

So, I now invite you to to to to…

This is an Invitation!

We’ll be playing games throughout the course of the event.

The games are a simulation of 4 movies:

1. Panic Room (2002)

2. Desperado (1995)

3. Escape from Alcatraz (1979)

4. The Matrix (1999)

Why these movies?

Because they are action, action, action, action movies and no, we don’t do Titanic.

Admission is free!

See, you don’t have to pay a bomb. Just bring your tickets!

Now, tell me, are you really gonna miss this once-in-a-lifetime event?

For more info: Just leave a comment =)

moment of thought

2010-03-21T13:25:00.005+08:00

u noe..
sometimes things can b so weird/funny without u noeing it by putting u in diff yet same? situation..

when it tends to b so common that..
hey!make up ur mind!
hey!decide la!
n u cant make ur decision..or..u just didnt want to decide..

but when times come where sometimes u just have no choice..or ur decision's not needed..
u sort of have ur decision in mind..
or perhaps ur preference..

well, diff ppl will handle it differently..

n perhaps for me its still the 'pleasing ppl' kinda attitude still..
n it really depends on who..hehe

is it that nice/fun to please ppl?
honestly, sometimes yes sometimes no..
even if its under the 'no' situation, u'll still do it as long as ur fren is happy =)
well, if they're happy with it then im fine la ofcos..hehe
n i guess that pleasing ppl also have a limit..just like patience..what's my limit le?:rolleyes:

but sometimes..
come to think of it..
such things, will just bring the frenship down somehow sometime somewhere..
agree?no?yes?hehe
i guess it also depends on who..

anonymous gratitude

2010-03-21T01:37:00.011+08:00

despite of being da way i are..
there're always ups and downs..
don really have anyone to turn to..

as years went by..
till today..

tho i noe there're lots of u out there who cares..
but there're still not much ppl out there who i can really share things with..
but God has already place someone in my life..
and i trust that He place these ppl by my side for a reason..

do not need many..
1 or 2 will do..
n indeed, i guess i have at least 1..or more?=p..for now la..
not that i cant xpress to other friends..but just particularly specifically these ppl..
who i think i can b open with on certain matters..
talking bout diff things..
fine..not all matter..but most la k..hehe
my challenge is perhaps to share all that i can?ehehe

n i trust this friends of mine..
will b there..whenever in need..
is c i wanna use them or not only..wahahhaa
*i may b wrong..but i choose not to b wrong..*
but for sure..i'll b there for them anytime..=)
do not noe how far this frenship will go..but i do hope that it'll nv end..hee

these fren of mine, can just make me burst into laughter/smile by da slightest thing they do..

if u think its u..
then...
congratz?=D

also thanks to those who've been there b4..^^

cheers~

all i know is just to rant?

2010-03-09T00:03:00.008+08:00

woo hoo hoo..
y do i seems to b like so free?
cause im not doing what i needed to do!
woo hoo~ -.-"

o went to dine with the secondaries 'yu tan mui' d other day..
how donkey it was digging the past..
all the silly n stu stuffs just brings back certain memories..
n we sat there like more than 3 hours?keep refilling a cup of ice lemon tea..3 fella share?gosh..hehe

anyway..last week went coll to have our self wanted xtra class to practice on our flambe..
which leads to the anger of our lecturer..ops..

my hasil..
yala ugly la..
but not totally failed..
crepe quite failed la..hehe

total of 3 trolleys..
another trolley hiding behind me..

after that move on with our BS project..
there seems to b a lil "arguement?"..neh..not that word..but wadever it is la..
well..it always happen when da whole group are grouped together..
conclusion..
quite berhasil i guess..
hope nth went wrong during presentation day..

baby?

daddy mommy?

this week seems to b quite free..
as said..term 6..less asg..but..lots of stuff to follow up for finals..
guess i really need to do sth this week..
arrange my notes!

well..finals time table out already..but its not a final one yet..but i guess it wont have much changes..
1.5 weeks of year end exams..good job~all da best~

prepared?nope
studied?nope
at least a lil?nope
when gonna start?soon

i only have 2 more weeks to go..
n french is starting soon..
great..i think my french havent improve since term 3..

somebody smack me pls..stop procrastinating n start doing..no time to waste..
well im not da kind of advance studying person..but hey..im really not certain this time..
as it includes all subjects and almost all terms..especially where PSR and practical exams comes in..gah~

going aboard?
next time mj..heh
guess i'll go abroad for the next training?=D

u noe..i felt ive turned much more slacked compared to last time..
honestly..sometimes i felt quite horrible..by what im doing wad im doing thinking wad im thinking saying wad im saying or wadever it is..
especially towards certain ppl..i do not noe who..

who am i to care so much who am i to judge who am i to wonder who am i to comment who am i to wadever..
and so all these thoughts are only known/kept in me myself and i..
placing a poker face where ever whenever i can..

but anyhow..
seriously..if any of u out there felt offended or wadsoever with what i did da way i talk or reply at times or anything..imma sorry..
things are just not right at times..thinking too much at times..wadever all da time..

im hungry..
but i guess its time to sleep..
like quite early tho..
but oh well..

nitez!

silent killer..

2010-03-05T00:54:00.012+08:00

just wonder...
sometimes..don u think its good that u're a quiet or don talk much in certain situation person?
sometimes ppl might go like.."y u so quiet"..in reply.."i mmg liddat one ma..very odd meh?" (ppl out with me hear this quite often but hey..sometimes real one ok..so its ur job to identify when is true..haha)
it brings the advantage of..ppl do not really noe wad ure thinking..hehe
even if they guessed it right..u can just cover it up..
unless that fella really understands u n noe how u act la..hehe

u noe..i really start to feel real bad now..
regardless of anything..
being hypocrite..?
being annoying?i donno..if u feel..haha
feel annoyed...
not doing work..more like not studying for now..

i donno lah..
feeling is xpressless...

all the random sometimes..

sometimes..
when ppl tell u sth xpecting u donno bout it..but u actually noe..n u act u donno..i felt quite bad..
then when ppl ask do u noe bout it?u need to say u do not know..=/
i und how it feels..i'll feel quite stu to tell someone who i think donno bout the story but actually noes bout it..

sometimes..
noe how to say ppl..keep complaining bout ppl..but cant do it myself..tsk tsk..
who noes..i feel this fella is annoying..this fella is bla bla..this fella is bla bla bla..
padahal..they felt da same way about me to them? ha- ha
u noe..its not easy to tell someone that the fella annoyed u?or what u dislike bout this fella?or what u don really agree bout this fella?well i donno..but to me la..hehe

sometimes..
what does it mean by a group work/activity where...
only a minority have da say of the final decision?
regardless if the fella is right or wrong..but still..hehe

oh well..
all i can say is..
sometimes u just cant really tell out what ure really thinking/feeling...
he-he

exam..=(

US..or not..=(
am i doing da right thing?
what do i really wanna do in future?

egg tart..still craving..
had one but not satisfied..hehehehehh
yum yum..

a little bit here n there..

2010-02-25T21:55:00.009+08:00

its been quite sometime..
oh..happy CNY btw..*still cny season mah..=p*

past weeks didnt do much thing xcept for procrastinating and rushing work..

tee hee..this taste not bad..ofcos la..i bake one wor..=p

myyyy...cousin son?i guess..haha..
cute fella..=D
now i c small kids reminds me of what he did..hehehe

went n take care of fren's dog while she's away..
wonder how's he now..hehe

thennn..oh.."celebrated" JoL bday..

i liked that nite..so fun n satisfying (SS)..haha

then went for lunch some day later..

pig eat pig..woh~~
tq for eating my portion once again!=D

went for visitation n hang out with coll frens over di kahwai's house..(some pics up soon i hope..heh)

anymore?nope..

u noe..i donno y but sometimes i feel annoyed by someone..is not that i want to..n also to certain ppl only..so bad la me..

im guessing i cant really cope with my work..altho in d end it'll b done..
sometimes not that i wanna last min..but sometimes when u wanna do work u do halfway thinking still got time..u'll procrastinate a lil..n also sometimes u just don have da "resources"..
n sometimes when ure doing it u feel very........i donno how to say..
sometimes do till so 'farn'..or sth made u annoyed..or sth u dislike happened..u just wanna scream..for da sake of screaming but u cant do it..like soh poh liddat..
hmm..can la..use pillow cover ur face n scream..=D

anyhow..

today..submission of PSR..
like finally..
PSR part 1 - done
so now sort of relief a lil..but not for long..
some asgs are still due-ing..
n need to start to prepare for finals already..

honestly..im 0% ready for any assessment n wadever is going on for finals..especially those practical stuff..sigh
thinking bout it just make me scared in a way..
what to do?=/

^^?

2010-02-08T22:45:00.012+08:00

Finally..
done with the reports..
not totally..at least submitted for checking..=)
lots to touch up..

term 6 coll life?
not much assignments..(yay!)..
but...
first half..reports..
2nd half..read more on what u wrote and..revisions and rdy for finals..still not rdy for prac yet..=/

oh well..nth much to update..
piccies time!hehe

end of last month..our yf group had an "outing"..did sth la..so we did..'hi-tea'?

shopping first..

start work!

rdy to fiesta????

mashed potatoes, bruchettas, garlic bread, mushroom soup

cheers~

jo

ming

betz

elaine

denise

mw story so interesting..=p

uno stacko time!

group pic..=)

Randomzz..

e-jinn..what u doing during FO class?tsk tsk

macam rajin..

sry jo!just to show..

how cute u are!!

and

how ganas u can be!=D
cheers~^^

recent punya..

sama scary..xD

admiring..

selalu hp hp..

ah well thats bout it..
havent touch on asgs yet..
hope everything will go well..

Do You Know?

2010-02-05T00:05:00.001+08:00

do u noe...if feels kinda good..
after helping someone who's really in need..
after doing what needs to b completed..
to b there for someone..

do u noe..it feels horrible..
when u try to help but ppl just ignore u/don appreciate..
when u're unable to do wad u're supposed to do..
for being too "good" in a sense u donno if ure helping or "destroying"..
when someone just keep nagging about the same old thing..
when someone just take advantage and yet you know it but still give in...
when u don wanna help but u feel bad if you don help..
when u know u're not doing the right thing but u're still doing it..
when u cant help but you did all you could n someone goes 'mad' at u..
for not being able to stand up for ownself..
for not having the guts to speak up..

sigh..
what so ever lahhhhhhh~~~~~

ta!

one and two

2010-01-27T23:06:00.011+08:00

i shud b doing my reports now..
but..kinda procrastinate a lil u c..
no motivation lahhhhhhhhhhhh....=/

for the past 1-2 weeks till today...

grandmother's bday...
ate kfc..haha
like so happy..=D

and inna's bday!!
face so red..blushing..so hot..=D

a lil souvenir from JoL..
actually bout to post a pic of the dinner prepared by her..
but sudd i rem..eh..i say i wont post..
i kept my words ok!heeee
so sweet...the pudding..=D..my pig!

so yeah..
its week 2..
learned nth much so far..
don really like the tourism enviroment subject..
got a lil sesat with HR subject..
got 3 more weeks to finish my reports..
kinda worried for prac exam..
kitchen accomodation fnb..
sigh how la..
nvm..i can do it!
we can do it!=D

hmm..sudd i have da urge to go overseas to study..
perhaps its da course offered..
but haiya..donno la..c how..hehe

shall i move on with my report?=/
somebody motivate me?heh

its all about me!

2010-01-15T18:42:00.008+08:00

break is coming to an end..
longest break for the last sem..shortest sem i suppose..
class gonna start next week..new campus..wohhhh
got good got bad..cant imagine 1 whole campus so many ppl..=/
was exited..till the parking issue came about..
but aiya..doesnt bothers me now anymore..=)

come to think of it..
if it was da old old old me..
i would think holiday would b very long..
as i normally wont have anything to do..no where to go..
but now it seems like..
tho i didnt do much things..but seems like im quite occupied..hehe
perhaps thanks to my auntie piggy..hehe
mayb it wont b this way anymore in da future..
not so free to layan me much d..hor?hahaha..

went to ampang lookout point d other day..
kinda lost but found..heee

scenery..

katak?weng?hehe

aisey..joleen on my right side worrrrr...=p..

e?taller than me?hmm

tee hee!

rem that time went prawn fishing?
finally we cooked the prawn..
fresh also bcame not fresh d..ops..hee
mj 1st time cooking 'chinese cuisine'..

orang bahagia yang terlibat..

jimzy..oh tq for soya bean..hehe

jo the oink oink..
konyaku queen..

yackie..thanx for helping too..hehe..

barn-ey.. tq for ice cream..hehe..

watak utama..hehe

3 lauk..

1 soup..

dessert..
dibawa oleh barn barn n jol jol..

hope u guys enjoyed n tak cirit birit d next day la..hahaha

so yea thats bout it..
cant wait to go coll tho..
but psr still not done..
not really even in progress..o no lmj wad r u doing?!tsk tsk..

sometimes just wonder..
when A teach u A..
B teach u B..
u do A, u kena from B..
u do B, u kena from A..
so what r u to do?
tsk tsk..

i also wonder..
is it me or what?
how much have i annoyed other ppl?
do i annoy ppl?
ofcos got la rite..hehe..
n also..
i guess its either u don understand me or i don understand u..=)

somehow i crave for cup noodle..
must b cos of da show la..chis..

*things may not b the same from now on..=)*

the end and the beginning

2010-01-02T03:10:00.006+08:00

so basically wad i did on new years eve and on new year day...

went yc with da secondaries..
dinner..everywhere so ex..n countdown...in a way la..
quite the un planned..or last min..
went yc after that to avoid jam..

n yes..went prawn fishing again..just came back not long ago..
quite berhasil also this time..hehehe

silly pics coming up!

tee hee!

to do list :
- clean room
- arrange notes
- psr =(

did i miss out any?

feeling?
hungry..hehe

oh btw..

happie new year!! heee

2nd half of dec..

2009-12-31T01:20:00.008+08:00

past 12..
its new years eve..
any plans?
not for now..
got plans?
let me noe..=)

some pics gonna b up..for what ive been doing ever since coll ends..

yf camp..

genting pics..i still tak da..hehe..

christmas eve dinner di holiday villa..

bbq session di barney's place on sunday..

went lepak around with jo the day b4..

then pick mw up n go prawn fishing..tee hee..
that time went with mw n jackie..hasil 1 saje..at least now better la..heheheh

hmm..i guess thats bout it..
its gonna be 2010..
how fast time terbang..

watched so banyak dvd recently..=S
n i shall really start doing what im supposed to do..heeeeeee

December 09

2009-12-24T12:23:00.003+08:00

its christmas eve~
apa plan?
2nite dinner lo..

tmr christmas~
apa plan?
tak tau..haha

i feel so not thoughtful in getting gifts this year..hmm..=/

anyway..wish u ppl dulu..

MerRy ChrIstMaS~ ^^

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lets c what ive been doing recently..

oh did i mention i went for prawn fishing?
n in 1 hour only caught 1?
n not i catch one?wtc..haha

after last day of exam went pyramid with da girls..
amy n her acting skill again..tsk tsk..
u still owe me part 2 yo..=)

went to yf camp..
quite interesting..
n there r few images kept popping into my mind that makes me sudd smile smile giggle giggle..like soh poh liddat..

went genting with jo n her fam/relatives?
ok that's weird..hehehehe..

went cheras with jo..
her cousin daughters n son..or her niece n nephew..tsk tsk tsk..
but quite fun la..hehe

been yc-ing quite alot lately..

went n do sth to my eye..
double eyelid?
aih..donno shud i b happy with it or not..
for now not really..mayb a month time shud b ok kua..heh

went for a slight shopping n dinner yesterday with jo..

i guess that's bout it..

jo still owe me :
prawn fishing..
dolphin..
full house..
=p =D

pics up soon i hope..

gosh my psr..=/

sometimes..

2009-12-21T13:23:00.003+08:00

sometimes i just wish this fella not here..
sometimes i just wish i would have left home earlier..
sometimes i just wish i came home much later..
sometimes it would be better if i don stay at home..
sometimes i just wish im really that rich..
sometimes i wish this fella got someone else to go to..
sometimes i wish i could just stop this..(the mask : somebody..stop me~~)
sometimes i just wish im not who i am..
sometimes i just wish ive changed..

all the bs..

what else?

lets sing..

sometimes i run..
sometimes i hide..
sometimes im scared of u..
lalalala~

wtc..hee