boo ya~

have no idea how to keep this page alive..

so, monthly update of pics perhaps?heh

November~

was busy with our event..main event for course and sub event to raise fund..

best if able to raise 10k in a month..fuh..crazy..

bazaar day!

sports competition..

Futsal winners..

basketball winners..

random after class shot..

happy birthday kahwai weiling!

SAC outing..down to Melacca~

HR1 & 2

After event, hang out @ overtime & Soju

Vball competition at UM

finish 4th..

Head down to I-k-e-a for dinner..

Celine birthday @ Drinks cafe!

Sports award day!

December~

Lunch at Ribs then head to Midvalley to meet with some IPTS Rush ppl =)

thats all for nowwwwww........

christmas is coming..

january is coming..

dessertation is not done...

bored but still not starting to do my work yet..boo~

connection please be good to me for the next few months k..=D

and yea..heading down to France.. February..

what a timing..

dates that made me miss out few important dates..bah~

tata!

a donkey or not?

as much as i try my best to help..

as much as i try to contribute wadever i can..

as much as i do wad i can..

but do ppl really care?

how much does other ppl try to contribute?

ratio? other ppl 20:80 u?

then ure just a donkey..=)

afterall, do they even need u actually?

sometimes, one word from the above and wad u've done will b gone~

and it seems like, whatever falls under my hand, will not turn out so well..is it me or what?=/

cheers~

P-i-c-T-u-r-e-S

Vball Inti Open..

a bad rainy day but a good bonding session..=)

Head down to Melacca after that..

IPTS Rush by HELP Coll..

Shu Yi's 21st! (Pre wedding?)

Politeknik game @ Melacca

Cousin's Wedding..

World Food Day 2011

Koto Charity Event..

Amy's 21st!

Needle felting..

Pass? =D

like ABC

it easy to just lay back n do nothing..perhaps being caught doing so..

but sometimes when things just have to happen or come out of the way which cause you to not be able to go with the plans others planned to..

yes once, coincidence..

twice..ok..still acceptable..

what if again?

that doesnt mean did not try or effort was not putted in to make changes..

and then you wonder, what ppl actually think bout u..

its easy to be u..

its easy to not be u..

the moment you act differently than what people think you are..

or the moment u did sth that you dont often do..

there goes all the why..there goes all the 'eh?!'..there goes all the bla bla bla~

from then on, you do not know how you should be..

as the song goes..*its hard to be urself sometimes, dont wanna be hated, dont wanna b what they want you to be*..

how true this line can be? what can you do?

its easy to say, its always been said actually..

family is the only one who u can rely on during ur downtimes..or when ure in need..

yet to discover how true this statement is i guess..

its easy to judge

its easy to blame

its easy to say

but its not easy to take it when its reflected at urself..

peace unto me!~

Inability

its easy to ask people to forget it, put it aside..cool ppl down..etc etc..

but it seems like, i cant really do it for this time..

the reason?

because i have other things to face after this..

thoughts of life..

being afraid, that once close, later on, the closeness just fade away..

what does it takes when you know/see the other side/not so pleasant side of the person..

can you tolerate much? or how long can you tolerate/resist?

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how does it feel, what should be done, doubting ur own capability, or feeling useless/unhelpful when u're supposed to contribute?

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sometimes the more u care, ppl will feel annoyed..

so, to care or not?

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how much does it takes to erase your bad/not so good thoughts against someone?

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the thought of it, just makes me worry for the times yet to come..

will i still enjoy? or will it be a drastic change? will it affect entirely?will it still be the same?

hope that it would not turn out as bad as i thought..

call me bad, but i just cant help it..