like ABC

it easy to just lay back n do nothing..perhaps being caught doing so..

but sometimes when things just have to happen or come out of the way which cause you to not be able to go with the plans others planned to..

yes once, coincidence..

twice..ok..still acceptable..

what if again?

that doesnt mean did not try or effort was not putted in to make changes..

and then you wonder, what ppl actually think bout u..

its easy to be u..

its easy to not be u..

the moment you act differently than what people think you are..

or the moment u did sth that you dont often do..

there goes all the why..there goes all the 'eh?!'..there goes all the bla bla bla~

from then on, you do not know how you should be..

as the song goes..*its hard to be urself sometimes, dont wanna be hated, dont wanna b what they want you to be*..

how true this line can be? what can you do?

its easy to say, its always been said actually..

family is the only one who u can rely on during ur downtimes..or when ure in need..

yet to discover how true this statement is i guess..

its easy to judge

its easy to blame

its easy to say

but its not easy to take it when its reflected at urself..

peace unto me!~

Inability

its easy to ask people to forget it, put it aside..cool ppl down..etc etc..

but it seems like, i cant really do it for this time..

the reason?

because i have other things to face after this..

thoughts of life..

being afraid, that once close, later on, the closeness just fade away..

what does it takes when you know/see the other side/not so pleasant side of the person..

can you tolerate much? or how long can you tolerate/resist?

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how does it feel, what should be done, doubting ur own capability, or feeling useless/unhelpful when u're supposed to contribute?

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sometimes the more u care, ppl will feel annoyed..

so, to care or not?

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how much does it takes to erase your bad/not so good thoughts against someone?

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the thought of it, just makes me worry for the times yet to come..

will i still enjoy? or will it be a drastic change? will it affect entirely?will it still be the same?

hope that it would not turn out as bad as i thought..

call me bad, but i just cant help it..

what have i done?

hey ya! its been some time yo!

Just a post to update previous activities..hehe

HOF family camp back in june..

Help out for tennis! back in june too..

Went for the disco themed skating back in julyyyy...

Genting trip with the coll bunch..=)

Lunch @ Tao..redeem my bday lunch..haha

Taylor's Closed Vball..

Starbucks outing, just to use up the voucher..haha

now for this month!

2nd round of rollerskating!

Sook Hui's Bday~

To send OWL off, but, failed..=/

hehe

Our first SAC jersey =)

after treasure hunt for the new recruits!

Singapore trip for the mooncake!

And just came back from Cycling Pledge on sunday..

yup! thats all for now!! ehehe

21st continues

and when i tot that is all,

here comes another..

Gift from my....

ah, i liked this..hehe =D

then later on, had dinner with betz jo barn..and then fruitland with additional weng, (new frenz) naomi n alex..

and unfortunately, they forgot bout the cake! but still..

but terbocor also la..somehow..hehe

*cover up its her bday huh?xD*

super like this..haha!

and just receive a gift from betz yday..=)

now, guess i cant run away from baking d..

but!

still in need of oven to bake..so..yea! =p!

mid of the mid!

yup, its mid of the mid!

always a way to describe my bday day/date..hehe

so yea, turned 21..

didnt do anything big, but definitely it was good to spend it with several friends =)

to those who remembered, thank you, to those who doesnt, thank you too! hehe

i had a 4days bday..o.O

*considered quite big also la the way i 'celebrate'* hehe

first off,

Day 1..

sunway with chung, geralyn n zhi qi..

Dinner at zanmai sushi,

cake at secret recipe..

awesome lei and qi all the way from JB..=)

Day 2..

wandering around Kota Damansara being pampered by JoL..

Lunchie~

manicure..

and after that..

'stripping' session..hahah..xD

then movie..

and back home, her home..

Recycle, but its ok..effort still there..

thank you awesome piggy! =) and barney! hahaha

Day 3..

melacca with the college matess..

self baked tart 'cake'..

effort by ying n ling..=)

celup celup..

Long day, long journey, but i guess everyone had fun..

all the random and nonsense talk n such..

thank u ppl so much for the planning and trip and suprises! =)

oh, we..ok some of them, saw fish leong..

makes me think..ah how nice if i can celebrate my bday with joey yung..

thats gonna be awesomely awesome weh! =D *dream on*

Day 4....

up up and away!

to the hill called Genting!

this guy is cooooool~

snacks time~

nite park! woo hoo~

and so, the end of the day...

auntie tried to win some soft toys but tak jadi..its okayyy..

anggap i telan the money la..haha

thank u again for another awesome day..

xoxo <3!

thennn..

what i've got..

thanks a bunch peeps! u know who u are..=)

this is just awesomely cute to put a smile on ur face..=D

sth that i receive from my post box..

hehe! =)

macam itulahh...

now back to boring life again..hehehe

oh, just came back from..

fruit land!

nyum nyum~

high king~

woo hoo~

tq chia for these!!! hehe

so, yea..thats all for now..

shall find more things to do..hehe