Thursday, August 17, 2017

Let's bum!

So, its been almost a month since i got back..
what's up?
i dont think im going back to ship as of now..mid next year maybe?
depends how am i progressing on land for this coming months till then..

been doing a little catch up here and there..

Nephews..cutie piee..

did nothing much actually..
catching up on shows..and im done with running man..o gosh..
and cant dl more tvbs, as another computer which i usually download with it is down..
and this laptop, tak boleh diharap punya..zzz
been lazing too much..waaayyy too much..

on a side note, been dreaming some unpleasant dreams lately..
i believe ive been thinking too much too..
too conscious and calculative suddenly? i dont know..
but afterall, who's the one that got affected? only me..
just whatever i do or think, in the end, it only make myself suffers..

the devil in me is really working hard..
angel, where are you?

Thursday, July 20, 2017

Journey 2 8.5

I'm home! just to update some pictures for my last cruise..

Rock church, didnt get in due to the queue..

Warnemunde again, some events going on



and last european food..denmark danish pastry..ahaha

I got to say i left at pretty much the right time..thank God i doesnt have to stay longer..
new hgm, new fnb director, new matred = new things = adjustment

i cant imagine people that have 6 months contract and is complaining, what more us whom are having 8-9 months contract..die lor?

i can only thank God for the strength that he provides, definately i wont be able to push on with my own bare strength..
even up to the moment im on a plane, from a middle seat, people asked if i want to change to their aisle seat..*sure!!*..more than happy to..muahaa

what i've learned from cruising?
bad stuff *kidding*..
but no joke, ofcos there are good and bad stuff that you learned..but im glad, and i hope, im still the me..if i ever changed, i hope its a good change..

1. money can buy time - literally
2. you just gotta be selfish sometimes to survive (survival skill)
3. trying to be perfect/thinking too much/doing too much - making yourself tired
4. seems like ure too loud or too quiet, is not a good thing
5. being asians, feels like ure not as good as the others in some people's eyes
6. i can think no more now..hahaha

now what is my next step? same old answer, i dont know..
now, what should i catch up on? tvb drama? tvb variety? running man? one piece? oh godddd..

Friday, June 30, 2017

Journey 2 8/8

It's juneeeeeeeeeeeee!

God have been really good with me..making me a little more chill for day shift work..just again, also nice timing for such schedule..

Finally a bridge tour! But got cancelled! Due to red alert..omg..
next bridge tour in few days time, on a sea day! wtc..cant make it =(

Dead tired this month..also a frustrated month..
So frustrated that I can only sigh out loud, and let it flow..

Starting to feel tired for doing too much also..I can only blame myself for being too 'responsible' lol..or trying to be a perfectionist..
Tired of being too independent..and not willing to portray my 'weak side'..
Too much mistakes this month too..sigh..hugeeeeeee mistake..sigh
Some recoverable, some can't be recovered..
One recent mistake caused a complain..=\
Perhaps it's also a sign that the time of going home is near..tend to be not in shape..excusessss..
It's time for massage session!

On the bright side, Have been generating drinks sales recently..thanks to the japs..hehe..I'm gonna request some off before I go homeeeeeeeee..

Starting to feel unwell againnnn..
But still surviving..
Had more of the ginger drink that mom asked to regrets's like my medicine throughout my contract..
And been eating toooo muchhhh againnnn..riceee omg..which I don't really take on board..but recently..hehe

managed to explore a little of Copenhagen!

Explored tallin a little more..
after eight ice cream, yummy..

like a bit creepy eh?


Some destination planned to go before I head home..
Vigeland - checked

Next, peterhof palace..hmm..failed..went makan instead haha

trying to catch some sunset view..

st petersburg

i cant rem where lol

and event to know more about medallion..

Things to thank God so far...
1. I didn't literally faint on day 1 n memalukan myself, but to survived
2. Got assigned to pretty nice, niceee waiter and got assistant to shadow me for my first few days if not I have no clue at all..I felt bad for have me lol and have a nice 2nd waiter too
3. Got a vest from linen keeper! (Cos I don't have it which I'm supposed to have)
4. Found worship service on the dot of arrival again..
5. Schedule that allows some time to go u don't really get day off here unless u sell..
6. Dinner off!
7. Free gloves from a colleague!
8. Gifts from Christmas!
9. Remains at the dining room I prefer (cos finish earlier =D)
10. Opportunity to get some sales! Yeah
11. All the waiters I got were nice n generous
12. Got a talking bible!
13. Good schedule for dry dock and miniature visitation blessing
14. Health! Been sick, minor one but cured without any medication..
15. Hitting sales target and chances to get day off!