1/2 a year di HOF..

its been half a year aka 6 months..since i first stepped in HOF..
rem it was easter day tho..along with joleen n eugene..
write down name on da 'visitor' form thing..n donno wanna circle which age group..under 18 or 18 n above..cos im not 18 yet..ahaha..

watching da video n sketch..then get to know some ppl there..
rem how jo introduce me to others..eugene's gf la..eugene sis la..her sis la..n apparently they fall for all of it..i think..tsk tsk..or mayb its just jimmy..ahahaha..
n i think dat's da only sunday i went..

cant rem when i step in for YF..went for few weeks..on n off la..if jo got call then go..no call then no go lo..

rem there's 1 week where they introduce themselves..then say i better rem cos they gonna simply point out n i must tell out da names..
n so i manage to ans all..even some of their 'fake' age..muahaha..=p

then there goes fam camp at d end of may..
b4 da camp was sooo..i donno wad to say..due to assessments n stuff..aih..
but its settled as it goes..


jo susanna me n mw..


treasure hunting..


n won..2nd place?hehe


drama nite..n also winner for da nite..^^


jo mw me..


me n jo..thanx for everthing thru out da camp..^^


mua room mates..
its funny having them together..haha


since then..i've became regular..
every sunday..every sat..oh..every fri too..

n also..the suprise bday thing..
thanx peeps again..
really appreciate it..=)


thanx peeps..=)


u also..tq..n san fu sai..eheheh

calvin n jo with their midnite drive n suprise..cis..acting summore..
betsy n her 'ice cream' too..xD


anyway..thanx peeps for wadever u've done for me..
no matter lil or much..
or none..at least u xisted..=)

i would say..in this 6 months..ive gone thru quite few things..
ups n downs..
good or bad..
most of all..thanx for da love..^^
i really really really can feel it thruout da camp..for wadever i've gone thru..
n also my bday..
tho some of u pranked me..piff..


honestly..
ive a confession to make..
but i dare not..
prolly its not da time yet..
there's one fella dat knows bout it..
but can i really tell this fella everything?i dont know..=)
knowing me..will i even spill out everything?hmmm..=p
currently still don have da chance yet tho..
n pls don ask me pls if possible?..hehe
i'll c how..i shall just go with da flow..ehehe
i still have to face it one day..just da matter of now or later..lol

i would just say dat..im da 'straw'..or mayb a slightly better one..da 'hay'..no more higher..heh

sometimes i'll just think..don treat me so good la..i'll seriously feel bad..
n sometimes..i really donno wad shud i say when some of u asked me questions..firstly i might not even have da ans to myself..secondly..i donno wad n how to ans..thirdly..i think its better to remain silent..?
sometimes also..i donno how shud i react..or wad response shud i give..when some of u mention bout sth..

i guess all i can do is just..act nth n normal..=)

will u ppl still take me as who i am?even before or after u knew bout it?
or have diff perspective thinking of me?
u may say u may not..but even if u do..i may also not know..^^
sometimes i just wish dat things can b remained like last time..prolly da time when i just stepped in?=/

anyhow..im still doing good..^^

none da less..

thanx ppl!!
for da care n love..=)

n nice knowing u ppl..hehe


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it is strange da things u'll go through till u finally realise..
dat da things u need da most r always right b4 ur eyes..
n da truth is always sth u would nv noe is true...=)

happie bday myc!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI YOONG CHIN!!!




sry..da only pic i got of u in my comp for now..ahaha..
joleen..ur kawan?xD!

where have u been lately?piff..
u know how long have i not seen u?
or most of us have not seen u?lol
dah la put ur blog private..!!
tsk tsk tsk!!

its over..for now..=)

sooo..last sat nite..went study at mcd..
7 of us..and yea..
someone fainted outside mcd..-.-"
n da ambulance came like..i donno how long later..


tee hee..

next mcd study was on wed..for food science..
really wanna cry for dat subject lo..=/
initially supposed to go alone..end up jo came n teman me..tho she's tired..
tho she just slept there..haha..but stil...tqtq for da company..=)


its 3.40..am..


her stuff..but where's she?


here..:rolleyes:


my stuff..n wad am i doing?
capturing all these lo..><


its 5.10 am..


finally on track..haha


n im playing with this..-.-"

yesterday stayed at home n study..
also study till wanna cry..aih
but oh well..

and so exam finally over..
term 2 also over..
apparently da papers..are quite ok kua..if i were to choose my worse paper..i think i'll go for moral..=/
anyhow..its holiday..for 2 weeks..
wad am i to do?
i've no idea..sigh
c u ppl in 2 weeks time..

think next term need to take bm also no mood d..ish



oh..thanx jo for all these from cameron..=)
key chain is such a right thing to get for me..haha


u noe..its holiday n d other comp monitor sot d..=/
of all times..aih..
so means..i cant really use comp whenever i want now..if bro or dad using wad am i to do?aiya..not say got comp i got anything to do also..haha..


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i wanna think no more..
sigh..i donno la..
sometimes i think..if only i can be a lil more ignorant n not to care too much..hmm..=/

now there's extra thing to think n worry every end of da week..

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words~

'if i cant keep up..then i’ll slip n fall..'

'sometimes..tho i may not b involved..but somehow..i do felt affected at times..'

'y is it dat sometimes even i don recognize myself? my personality changes everyday..'

'at any time..u can wipe away my sorrows..i just wan to seek ur consolation..'

'embrace the happiness within loneliness..'

'b greedy for happiness..sweat away all ur worries beautifully..'

'having something in memories is just as good as possessing it in reality..'

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will u ppl still b good to me..even if im not really who u think i am?=/

tagged by MW..

sadly to say..i don think i'll ans most of da ques..haha..well..we'll c..=p


#1 Where would you go if someone sponsored you an air ticket?
` no idea..=/

#2 What's you're favourite thing to do?
` sleep?i donno..hang out with frens?=)

#3 Do you think money can buy happiness?
` sometimes perhaps?depends..

#4 If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be ?
` love?=)

#5 Things you can't live without.
`family..frenz..comp phone?optional la..hehe

#6 What are you afraid to lose?
` =)

#7 If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do ?
`use it necessarily..^^

#8 What do you dream of doing in the future ?
`hotel owner?hahaha

#9 List down 3 good points bout the person who give you this survey :
`nice to zha..=p..annoying but not affective to me..xD..funny?heh

#10 What makes you happy ?
` =)


#11 What type of person do you hate the most ?
` acts over da board..?


#12 If you have a superpower, what would it be ?
` erh..


#13 Would you go for happiness or money ?
`happiness

#14 Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
` 8-)..=)

#15 If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him ?
`i donno..depends?kuar?

#16 Who's the last person who hugged you ?
` aunt siu may?i guess..haha

#17 What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ?
` sth to do during this 2 weeks of hol..=/

#18 Who are you close to ?
` for this moment..i guess its obvious enough?but..donno also la..aih

#19 Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her ?
` mayb?hehe

#20 If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
`cant think of any now..

7 things that scare you:
=/

7 things that you like the most:
` frens
` fam
` comp
` money
` phone
` car
` food

7 important things in my room:
` er..bed..pillow..clothes..wad else?hmm

7 random facts about me:
HMPH..emo...ahahahah

7 things I plan to do before I die:
don wanna think

7 things I can do:
a lot lo..=/

7 things I can't do:
` i cant stand on my own feet at times?haha
` i cant communicate well..
` i cant speak up..
` i cant have my own oppinion
` i cant give good advises..
` i cant commit to sth i guess?
` i cant tell truth at times..

7 things you are attracted to in the opposite sex:
` er...lol

7 things i always say:
` wtc
` wth
` swt
` lame-o
` donno
` no idea
` anything


noe me better?ofcos not..ehehe

conflict?

pls..don put me in dilemma..
spare me more time pls..=/

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sometimes to think..would u rather do things as a group or individually..ofcos..depends on wad group u have also la..but if u choose individually..wad r u gonna do when its a must to have a group?do everything on ur own?ofcos no rite..

im just trying to say..no matter as a group..team or classmates..once u're in it..dat's it..no matter u like it or not..u still have to b in da same group..
can u imagine u're in da same group as someone u kinda dislike?wad r u gonna do dat moment?ignore da fella like mad?let da fella do all da job?or don let da fella touch anything at all?well..i dont know..

basically..by what i've experience..yea..i rather work in a team..altho at times..i would rather do stuff all by myself if i think i can do better..

just in college..ppl have already make such a big fuss..in group proj..
disliking this fella la..this la dat la..
most of all..being a hypocrite..
wanna be one also..play ur role properly la..
its normal la..but still..

i mean..whose group wont have conflict one..i think most of da groups sure got problem one lo..no matter a big one nor a small one..

whoever dat noes wad am i saying about..n noes wad happened..or those who r involved..pls la..if u ppl r in da same group..y would u wanna put ur own group member in trouble?does it do good to urself?i doubt..it'll not only bring both of u down but also da whole group..agree?

just gotta say..
1. if u dislike whoever it is as a leader..then don choose da fella..choose other ppl..if u donno who to choose n u ownself don wanna b..end up da person u dislike be the leader..then don make such a big fuss over it n obey it..

2. don think so straight la..=/..sometimes ppl shud learn how to think from diff point of view..no matter selfish way of view or d opposite..or mayb sometimes..put urself in da fella's shoe n think bout it..

3. ppl may not know wad xactly is going on..n by thinking wadever u heard is true..end up blame wrong fella..*oh ow*..n later on heard another story again..have a mind set on da fella again?well..tho the stories might sounds right..but as an outsider or mayb listener..its very hard for us to judge liddat..we may have our own perspective of thinking..but no one noes da truth xcept da fella itself..agree?don have to bother much..like wad ppl says..bak kata perpatah..'siapa makan cili dia rasa pedas'..ahaha

4. what have happen happened..what can u do?like it or not..dat's da way it is..wad u can do is do ur best n dat's it..if u didnt do ur best..regret is wad u get in d end..if u did ur best n things still don go right..wad blame can u put?its meant to be liddat..

seems like a busy body huh?=p
but ofcos..to all group out there..no matter how u dislike it..u still have to face da same old ppl for more than a year still..its ur choice to make it a mess..or to overcome it as soon..

sigh..i donno la..
anyway..in addition..
congratz n thank u mates!we manage to do it..=)
n shucks..next week finals d..n still havent study lo!aih..

stress lor..

fall sick lately..
yea..sore throat when im having my drama n role play..sigh
n also bedmaking..with flu..how suffocating can dat b?aih..

been quite stress lately..
so many things undone..
ofcos its coming to the end of this week..thing to do turn to b nth already..BUT..next week finals..

havent even start studying..eventually..no time to study due to all da projects n stuff..aih
been sleeping very late almost everyday lately..sigh

guess have to go for midnite study d..interested anyone?=/

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p/s : why la?=/..its not wrong..its just me..

sometimes..if u knew sth is not so right..why still wan me to do it?testing me?
ofcos i wouldnt say no..which cos i donno how to n i dare not..=)

bbq gather!

due to last min change of plan b4 da taman negara trip..we're left with da foods we bought..so..this plan came up..

was held around usj2..on last sunday..hehe
n yeap..da 10 of us gather again..n had a great laugh again..
with them can release stress lo..then after dat stress come again..isk isk..


bz bz..

linda

bbq




us girls again..




rach n i..


smokeh~


mini n mel..


rach..


foodie~




drinks..our name on da cups..


jo..ada pose giler..


sliding..haha


main character of da day..
not da one in pick..one one da pick is on..hahaha




eat eat..=)


sharmini..


mervin n piaree..


rachel..


melissa..


barney..


linda..


rachel..


jo..


piaree..


jo..


rach..

i guess at this moment we're lauging at mini..rite?xD


tada~..mini


either laughing at mini or piaree..lol


blekk


looks so wrong..=p


playing twister?lol


she laughs at me..=/..


da playground..like i said..da main character..lol






u take me..


i take u..=)




jo..


wanted to throw her slipper at me..=(


barney..

dat's it!hehehe