Sunday, February 24, 2008

funny fun time..

feb is ending n wad i did..

on da 16th was joleen's bday..n we went n celebrate in mamak during midnite apparently n went back bout 3 sth 4?..ahah
sry la..next time go better place la k..=)..


me myc n shuwei arrived 1st..n myc took da paper?from da waiter to c wad they have?-.-


the cake..=D


jo n shuwei


me n myc


taken outside myc house..eheh


heppy bday~



on fri..it was my 1st time driving a manual car after i got my license..xD
from school to ss14 with joleen's car..ahaha
damn dumb lor..totally 4gotten some stuff..
starting starting also so dumb..
as joleen's controling da hand break..

jo : get rdy ur accelerator
mj : yea yea
jo : accelerator..
mj : yea..(thinking y she doesnt wanna put da hand break down)
jo : press da accelerator
mj : yea i noe..
jo : put ur leg on da accelerator
mj : my leg is on da accelerator
jo : ur leg is on the break!
mj : (look down) eh?!then where's da accelerator?!

omg..so dumb weh..ahahaha..da accelerator is like totally at da side there..-.-"..
then i mati enjin like 3-4 time at da turning..
aiya..i cant rem i mati enjin how many times..=p



yesterday..9 of us went to emperor in sheraton and have a dinner..all u can eat dinner..
there's me eunice josephine peiyee jenna for our group..n voonfei(meet during working) n 3 of her frenz..john seng and kelvin..

its lucky to have this dinner on..as yesterday both bros went for jay's concert..and my parents went out for dinner..eheh

discribe da dinner..its was a cool nite..=)..laughing all way thru..ahah
i think its worth it lor..xpecially for drinkers..can u imagine..
rm50 each for more than 10 dish including dessert..i donno wad r da foods..makan only..
for drinks..there's half bottle of red wine..1 bottle of white wine..abit of chinese alcohol..abit of chivas/whisky..3 jug of carlsberg..super worth it rite drinkers..=p
but i only took a sip of everything n 2 sip of carlsberg..heeee~

dat's cos we have 50% discount..i donno y but i think cos we used to work there..eheh..then da drinks they gave us for free..^^

ok la..we act as if we're still working there..out of da 9..5 of us worked there b4..
instead of da workers write down orders..ah seng is da one who did it..haha..
then serve tea..n stuff..

lots of dumb stu n funny stuff happened..its hard to write out here..but there's one..
JOSEPHINE!U'RE FREAKING EMBARASING!!
u noe wad she did?i donno how much she drank..they went to toilet..most of them la..n i was thinking..go toilet y so noisy one outside..n they came back telling me..
josephine lie down on da ground..cos there's sth like a bridge..n she's like sweeping? herself down?not say no customers u noe..got!
n i heard there's this old lady..got shocked..then she took da kids away..LoL~~~

but really..it was a fun nite..eheh..

then after dat we left bout 11 or so..then jo yee n jenna came over to my house a while..n we left bout 12 sth..to ac..but sort of full so we went silva..we had a chat n stuff..talk talk talk..till 3 or so..then i fetch them back..


stand : me py seng kelvin
sit : jo jenna voonfei eunice


john seng voonfei jo jenna eunice kelvin me py



lately bz with vball stuff..super stress lor help them..
plan their training..end up those who supposed to turn up didnt turn up..
but now their next training is fri..got nth to do till then..=/

but then..gotta say this..
thanx joleen~
thanx teong jin~
ahaha

Monday, February 11, 2008

15 similar why?s

why do i think for someone else more than myself?

why shud i b nice to ppl?

why cant i b more selfish?

why am i da one who tolerate with ppl more most of da time?

why do i obey ppl altho i dont want to?

why i dont know how to say 'no' to ppl most of da time?

why do i felt dat im being used at times?

why do i bother wad will happen to other ppl if i dont help them instead of wad will happen to me if i help them?

why whenever i help ppl out n sometimes i don think they actually appreciate it?

why do i sometimes think ppl r making use of my patience?

why do i always have to hold back my anger n dissatisfaction to myself?yet all i can do is hide myself in my room n swallow the dissatisfaction down or juz let da tears flow a while..

why cant i find a frenz who i can really rely on?

why cant ppl try to help me if they can when i can help then when i can?

why do i felt things r juz so unfair at times?

why must i xperience all these ever since years ago till NOW?


dont the question why always occur in ur life?
as i've always wonder why..

u cant blame me for being who i am today and having such thoughts as i've xperience sth dat some of u ppl nv xperienced b4..

there're lots more question in my mind as i don wanna write it down..

some ppl r juz so ridiculous for being unsatisfied with sth small..
wad im really not satisfied about is just the word 'fair'
i don think 'fairness' r on my side most of the time..

no..i don hope for being blessed or sth after giving out some help n being nice to ppl
all i want is just at least appreciate it..don care a little or lot..just at least appreciate it n that will do..
is it really dat hard to appreciate a small thing someone have done for u?
whoever helped me or gimme a hand in anything b4..i do appreaciate it..
u don see me bashing..scolding..teasing..or wadever to those who helped me..
ppl might not remember..
but whoever treats me good or bad b4..i'll rem..

dont care how bad u treat me b4..or i know wad's da point helping this fellow..n stuff..but still..i'll help if i can..
most ppl will go like..oh..any prob i'll help u..but when come to matters of money..who actually really bother u most of da time?not much..
in another words i can say im a bank?-.-"..without interest?lol..or mayb sometimes ppl don have to return it back as they might think i 4got bout it..=)
its so dumb dat i save my money n i don use it all..
whereas i have to act infront of my fam xpecially my grandmother as she noes around how much i saved..
whenever she come back from johor..she'll go like where's da money..
i cant tell her i lend it to my fren or whoever..
n so it seems like im spending all my money..n i juz have to keep quiet for it..
no..im not trying to show how 'mulia' i am..just..urgh..sigh..got nth to say la..

me in front of ppl..sometimes..can b called acting la..
don like also act like..
mad also act not mad..
dislike also act like..
even if im really mad n i wanna tegur abit..im juz gonna make it in a joking way so dat ppl wont take it dat seriously..-.-
why?cos i care for ppl's feelings..
know being cheat by ppl..in any way..i'll juz stay back n act i dont know..seems like im dumb..

i dont know why..its juz me..
eg.ppl wanna borrow money..tho i wanna say i don have..i wanna say no..even sometimes i said no..don have..i'll end up handing them da money..-.-..
as i'll think..wad happen if i dont borrow them?they wont want da money for no reason..this dat this dat..
eventho i don have da amount they wanted..still i'll try to borrow da amount dat i can..

sometimes i think..
y i have to worry bout things altho im quite stable in some things..eg..i have cash..
i can get wad i want after saving da amount..
its weird dat sometimes im worry..i kept thinking i cant spend all my money..wad if donno who wanna borrow money n i don have it?-.-"..yes im dumb..
yet some ppl..dont have to worry bout it tho they really have financial probs n stuff

i rem last time i talked to someone bout my prob b4..n she told me..its a test from god..
till now i kept thinking..when is this gonna end?how long will da test b?im afraid i cant handle it anymore longer..

but still..every1's patience has a limit..
so far i havent lose my anger to anyone yet..frenz at least..family..is bro counted?as we used to argue...-.-"
i'll c how long more till i'll lose it..
ofcos i hope..i wont lose it to anyone of u..=)

Saturday, February 09, 2008

happy cny~

happy chinese new year people..~

1 thing dont like bout cny..balik kampung..
y don like..cos nth to do..boring..
1 thing i found interesting baliking..
seeing those small kids..
super cute la..ahaha

is it me or wad..
cny gets more boring as year pass..
and ang pao gets lesser as year pass too..ahah

no events for cny..=/
stay at home..comp sleep tv eat..blah~

yr's so smart dat his phone spoil..n he's using mine now..
what is this la..-.-
sometimes i juz think..am i dat ez for being used?:rollleyes:..
i noe myself..eheh

hm..vball mssd is getting nearer..
instead of 15 march..its 2nd march now..=/
quite worried for them tho..ahah

un15 not commited enough..n lots of parents prob..cant go for training..
u ppl better make a deal with ur parents as i said..just for this 1 month wont die one la..=D

un18 guys n gurls..players prob..:rolleyes:
but me joleen n nian r trying to help them out..
they dont even know who kept da balls..wad's this man..
hope everything will go well la..

oh well..its mouse year..
i've always say mouse r cute..=D
now got those advert..make till da mouse so cute also..ahaha

tata~boring~-.-

Sunday, February 03, 2008

wad a day..really..wad a day..

1.wake up early
2.wake up late
3.stand n walk whole day
4.car crash
5.vball

c'mon man..its sunday..n i need to wake up like wad time?7am?n for wad?to follow sa go lowyat to get cheap stuff..

great la..i get up n off my alarm at 6.50 n plan to get up like 7..but somehow i wake up when sa miss call me..-.-"

n so i drove to lowyat n reach bout 8.40..n wow..really got ppl wor..then need to que..not too sure bout it but juz follow da crowd..cos sa say its like 1st 50 person then can get da voucher to get da stuff at a cheaper price..
those fellas..walao..like so da kiasu liddat..so desperate..when ask to que..some r like.."u come wad time ah?6 rite?"..means he's da 1st..then follow up la..
im like thinking need or not ah..if lets say really 1st 50..back or front abit no much diff rite..-.-
then this mom n daughter came n talk to us if they don wanna get voucher also need to line up ah..n stuff..so n so..when open d..those fella bhind us abit da mad..dat family la..assuming its a fam..super rude..saying bout them cutting line n stuff..n wtf..don have to b dat way la..
dat sa..told me open at 9..n end up..stood till 11.30..wanna kill her d..ahaha
then she wanted to choose voucher for cam..but cam no need..wth..waste time lining up..then i choose pocket drive she choose mouse..but end up only she buy..which is more like we go so early n line up juz to buy a rm0.99 mouse..o.O
after dat we went makan n shopping a while lor..left bout 2 sth 3..

on da way back..n yea..car crash..my VERY FIRST road crash..
shorten version of story..lol

its while im changing lane to my left..put signal slow down..cross..
*note..missing one step..look side mirror*..i stop for da motor but not to look..-.-
when i shift dat time i saw da car d..n its like..i can c half of da car's body?then i slow down let it go 1st.. then he cross d mah..summore i move a lil more to my right which there's no lane on my right..so dat his butt can get over it..
apparently somehow it juz bang..

i know its my fault..but..is it all my fault?dat's da point..he sounds as if its all my fault n when sa was talking to him fighting back..then he's like.."oh so its my fault la?"..then sa juz say "no..its juz dat not only her fault..its both side also got wrong"..sth liddat..he even suggest if donno wad then can go police station settle..

1st. i put signal d..not say i put then i terus shift..like wad he said..nope..as i did slow down for da motor n he could have much more than enough time to c..

2nd. altho is my fault for not seeing the side mirror 1st which i think i didnt..if i speed up..i'll bang sth else i think..so i slow down 2 let him go 1st lor..instead he can juz slow down n let me go 1st?

3rd. i let him go 1st..yet his whole body over d juz his butt..how can it sudd bang?-.-

sigh..i donno la..

then came back...went for vball..
oh god..thank you joleen!LoL..
after everyone ciao at like about 7..me jo n weinian actually sat there n have a chat till almost 8.30..=D
its nice..ahah