un18 girls vballers..part 1?

i noe im suppose 2 talk..but i cant..sry lor..as shuwei said..im always liddat..but dat moment..i juz donno how 2 speak la..i cant speak la for goodness sake..-.-"..so i think..write is always a better thing for me to do..heh..either way..hope u all will have da patience to read..=)

un15.
regarding da un15 thing..yea..majority..6/8 don agree..but agree or not..its not my decision..its da school either way..if they don mind sending then send lor..but i juz wan u all to kind of.."accept" it..don say wad's da point of me asking u all when already make da decision..

well..like i said..last year some of u keep asking me 2 put jamie into un18..im like why?n u guys answer me..no un15 team also..wanna waste jamie meh...now i ask back u guys..this year got team n u all decide not 2 send?not wasting jamie meh?i noe la 98% da players r new.."fresh"..but c'mon..they do need xperience also..rite?to me..donno if they got hope or not lor..no1 can predict da future..but all i noe is..if nv send..its a total no hope..if send..at least there's a chance..rite?we don have 2 make a quick conclusion..imagine u didnt do anything n ppl declare u've lost..u puas or not?if really xpected to lose..at least let them go try ma..they lose also they puas ma..
bsides..if we..as da coach and seniors..don even support them..n yet looking down on them...who the hell will?think bout it..
lets say..last 2 years..our seniors decide not 2 send un15 team..those who are in da team..how will u all b at da moment?how will u all feel?they also can juz waste myc khechun..n carmen?rite?then if last year..decide not 2 send un15 team..how will u all feel?didnt even try n yet someone gave up on u...if our coach don really wanna spend much time training them b4 mssd..i would do so..tho i suk in training..at least they can gain sth rite..but will u all?i noe..training or playing with someone new are kind of boring..but hello?which of us nv go thru dat b4?

well..i hope u all do get wad i mean...i wont force u all to accept wad i said bout un15..but..dat's my thinking...if u guys do accept it..i hope u all accept it cos wad i said is right n not cos da school already decide to send n bcos im da one saying this..like some word..u'll have to say.."must send lor..since meijuin da captain says so"..u think liddat nice 2 hear ah?would u like some1 to take ur words not bcos u're right n yet its bcos of u n it's ur order?if u do..im here 2 say i dont..


coach.
i noe most of u might dislike da way it is now...by cos he concentrait more on the guys or sth liddat..but try to bear with it la..another bout da rotation..well..it might b confusing at times..but im sure..after a few more games..we'll get used 2 it..=)


players.
1st part is..about cuiyen lor..as u all know she's not playing for this year mssd..i hope u all will stop asking her y..or saying "don liddat la...play la"..or wadever da word is la..lol..she have her own reasons n its her decision..respect her decision..i doesnt wan her 2 play by force..if she wanna come back..i hope she come back cos she wants to n not cos some1 pujuk her..k?..

another part is...i THINK i noe..most of u have conflict with donno who la..teammates?THINK only ah..but if don have then good lor...well..teammates doesnt have to b the players who r playing for da tournament together but actually every1..get it?><..well..im not trying 2 b da peace maker here...but like wad xuemei said..we have no teamwork..how r we gonna play?teamwork not only inside court..but also outside court...if we have conflict..lets say happens 2 ur main 6 or substitute..how u wanna play la?i trust i have made some1 dislike or unhappy with me..cos of wad i did or wad i say..im willing 2 say sry here..to whoever it is..i might not know..but those who i did hurt them they shud noe..but will u guys?is it dat hard 2 say sorry or 2 forgive n forget if its nth like..datttttttttt serious till cant forgive?not say da fella killed ur family rite..-.-"..can we show our seniors..dat we've improve?in terms of skills n relationship?..i hope so..


i think dat's all kuar...
anyway..i noe dat i aint a good leader somehow..i cant lead for god sake..n its not my choice to b a leader..but either way..wad do u xpect from me..which is actually a follower n now u want me 2 b a leader?such a joke..

oh well..i think there'll b a part 2 after hol..heh

if u guys actually read till d end here...i'd like 2 say..tq 4 ur patience..=)
juz hope u guys get wad i mean la..
can u guys..show me dat things will b better after this?heh
if u guys got any comment or ques..ask lor..pm me at msn or juz thru this blog..