purpose?

whats ur purpose in life?

hmmm..

really i dont know..beh~

i have this particular..lec of mine..

have been kinda...hmmm..i donno..giving advice?commenting..or wadever u call it..

it always leaves sth for u to think about..

n personally, i like to listen but don really like to answer or respond to those..

most recent illustration that i could rem..

theres 2 boats..

one..a boat that i just ride on it n let the wind direct me..i go where ever the wind blows..

two.. a boat that im in control of where its rowing..

i would say im on the first boat..=/

n as he's teaching us once again this term..

those who have 'presented'..will b thrown a ques..

and mine was..

"do u have a purpose in ur life"..or sth liddat la..

i so knew he's gonna throw me such kind of ques lor..

but yea..guess its time for me to really find my purpose?

but nehh, not so ez for me i guess..heh

spiritually..call me...walking with faith...to where God wants me to be..=p!

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how do u like the feeling of being stuck in the middle?

sometimes u really wanna know but dare not know or dare not ask as thinking it sth that u shudnt know..

when sometimes u really want to but dare not or think better not..

sometimes u ask n the ans u got was an assurance but u think its just to make u feel better..

just hate thinking wad i tot it is but sometimes the truth is its not what i think it is..

but oh wellllll.......

think too much i guess?

insecure?

play safe?heh

is thinking too much a good or a bad thing?

u judge..hee