thoughts of life..

being afraid, that once close, later on, the closeness just fade away..

what does it takes when you know/see the other side/not so pleasant side of the person..

can you tolerate much? or how long can you tolerate/resist?

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how does it feel, what should be done, doubting ur own capability, or feeling useless/unhelpful when u're supposed to contribute?

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sometimes the more u care, ppl will feel annoyed..

so, to care or not?

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how much does it takes to erase your bad/not so good thoughts against someone?

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the thought of it, just makes me worry for the times yet to come..

will i still enjoy? or will it be a drastic change? will it affect entirely?will it still be the same?

hope that it would not turn out as bad as i thought..

call me bad, but i just cant help it..