lifeeee...

Its soon to be last quarter of the year. Every year, every time, people, including myself, tend to feel time past really fast, and eventually it's time for you to grow another year older!

Finally, cruise application and everything comes to an end, and now it's just the process of, waiting and waiting and waiting, that God knows when will the next update be.

At the meantime, trying to spend time with ppl as much as i can? and recently have been hanging with the SAC bunch...it's beeeeen a long timee...being active..sort of..

sad taboo being sad not being in the picture..kekeke

Have been wondering how life on board would be...and i would say, no one...support/agree with what im doing..

i believe at the end of the day, if anything happens on board, negative thing...it's all my fault, and ppl will be like, 'who ask u to', 'told u not to already' etc etc etc..wanna bet? but really..families, close friend, i couldnt even get a 100% support from the people that i wanted i would say..

yes, low position, low pay, not worth, suffering, hectic, long hours, no break, boring, complicated, dangerous, as much not so good thing/benefit u can think of working on board..and i would say only dumb ppl would leave a job im doing now, high pay, flexi hrs, moderate work load, etc..

sendiri cari pasal  bah?

and as much i can say, im being offered a pretty good opportunity on land...and yes, im a little in dilemma now..

but i guess what never changes is the experience i wanna get on board..i may not be doing what i like/want, and/or not achieve what i wanted, but at least i would say, ive experience it and have tried..since ive been always wanted to get on board..no?

and also an opportunity for me to 'get away' from all land matters as well...just let me be selfish for once, can?

as much as i said imma fly in 2-3 months time, what if i didnt?

reality vs want, how would you make ur decision?

im annoyed in everyway..

Meet Ups!

As usual, time flies, it's already mid of the year.

Again, some happenings..hehe

Mr Blue is back! and the long time no see worm too haha

first ever smksu 07 gathering. May not know everyone exactly, but i guess its great to see some faces again =)

Ms Amy is back too! What's better than to have this girl back in KL and have time for us?

Youth outing, went to escape dungeon. Been wanting to try out such thing, finally got the chance. went for a room of highest horror rate and high difficulty, and we managed to escape! woo hoo


Birthday & Birthday

 midnight surprise by them *spot them in the pic*

College mates ^^

and ofcourse, the 'awesome' one..ahahha..

and Ms Geralyn is back as well!

and the long time no see Kitty tooooo..

I guess it's been a good time seeing those whom have not met for a long time these few months..

and last week, finally able to go for SAC event, Jio Camp 2.0! it's been a while since I am able to have a getaway. Tho it may be short while but still it's worthwhile..and this time, volley is back! well, thanks to her that i am able to have a getaway, sort of hehe


Hope there are more meet ups to come. Regardless with those long time no see or i see you quite often people. Would be great to have more 'you may leave everything behind and enjoy your day' day..=)

Dare to be..

It's hard to be yourself sometimes
don't wanna be hated
don't wanna be what they want you to be
this is for the people who dare to be different
dare to be themselves

Lady's and Gentlemen
we're all same same but different
I came just a little for your reference
sometimes life is like a labyrinth
but that happens when your not playing your part and being another one
blaming the government,
that's easy comparing of finding value of equivalent
yo that ain't easy 日语blah blah...

like multiplication in japanese without complication
that's what's needed for this new world as one nation
demends will be defeated we'll have consulation
occasion yes is always right now!
rotation with everyone's original,
so stop comparing teams
comparing dreams
focus on ourselves and on our supreme
I ain't doing this for screams or ice-creams
I'm just working for one asia one dream

It's hard to be yourself sometimes
don't wanna be hated
don't wanna be what they want you to be
this is for the people who dare to be different
dare to be themselves

so baby we gotta go! don't stop can't stop just gotta get on yeh

日语Blah blah ...

If you're down remember we are together
head up and smile as you are
dare to be the one
If you're down remember it's not forever
head up and sing as you are

a little here and there

Yellows! Blues!

its March! soon to be..
Thought of some updates since I get to find some time todae..

SO! as usual..picturahs..
Been a good months to catch up with some long time no see fellas..thannks to CNY..


Isnt she just a cutie? =3

SAC Catch up!

During taboo's bday party..*ops, polaroid without kuali again haha*

 Garage, just to visit ms taboo..

 CNY lou sang time! the blues and greens =)

Garage for the sake or taboo again, but this time with coll mates..

CNY Lou sang again! gotta cover my this pretty fren face..shy shy

Then comes my bestie..

some short simple little surprise after church..

Ta dah~ Need not say much..hehe


Other than thatt..
my cute lovely butter boi decided to leave us on 19th jan =(

yes, i miss you..

and my grandmother follows after that on the 29th..*yea, literally celebrate cny that way*

oh well..

and so regarding my cruise course..

not too sure yet if it's still reliable..

but at least been through the interview and passed and now awaiting and completing the procedures..

keeping fingers crossed..may everything be well..

though it may not be the position i wanted and the pay may not be that great? but i guess it's all about experience and stepping stone..=)

cheers!