bday only ma..juz another day for me..with some xtra stuff like musics n stuff..and also da 1st time i give myself a prez..a big big big prez..lol..so..after school..got meeting..after dat go home..later on go yamcha with kc n alyssa..-.-"..
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seriously lor..don wanna talk much d..i bet most of u are mad..dare say u're not?anyway..there's few facts here i would like u all 2 understand..most of my post are so hidden..but not this..n bear with my words la k..lol..n sry if u think my words r too harsh or wadever..but if only u all would read till d end..8-)
guys..
1.first of all..i personally think u all shudnt have masuk campur..
2.like wad darren said..i think he wad?treat him like a toy ah?..well..i nv even thought of it till u mention it..n..by da xample nian said..hey..we didnt ask him 2 train us..mr.melvin mayb?or he voluntered(donno how 2 spell..=p) himself..i donno..we didnt beg him?n besides..i didnt go like.."oh..u train us now..then no need train..i'll find u when i need u to.."..no..i didnt..
3.darren said..he is ur coach..yes..he is ur coach..he is our coach..but does dat mean..in this world..he's gonna b da only coach for u?does dat mean..now jerry is my coach n my previous coach aint my coach anymore?nope..
un 18 girls..
1.i don get it..really..i don get it..dat time u all hated him so much..when u all don even know why!!..now wad's up with u all?no..i don mean wan u all to hate him..i don hate him..y da hell would i hate him..
2.8-10 months he have trained us..u dare tell me none of u have complain b4?
3.thru out these months..seriously..wad have most of u gain?
cuiyen said..service..
jia fong said..spiking..
ok..cy..service..if were to compare ur previous service n now..for this amount of time..do u think u have improve much on ur overhead?
jf..spiking..still..saying da same thing..wad do u think?
un15 girls..
1.yes..jerry did..DID..train u all..thought u all..but by wad i rem..its da 1st few days dat he's showing u all..wad is digging..wad is service..and after dat?..who's da one dat actually puts efforts on u all?him?think bout it..
jerry..(if u get 2 read this..i hope u get wad i mean la k..most of this r da reason y..)
1.seriously..starting dat time..im still fine with ur doings..till not long after this year started..it juz change everything around..
2.as a coach..u do noe dat wad is important..rite?but u don seems 2 b like bothering..its like..seriously lor..i 1st time c..a new player comes..nv even been thought posture..ask to do wall digging without u correcting them..n do wall tapping?
3.u even told da juniors sth dat u shudnt have tell as a coach..(eg.sth u told un15 b4 mssd)
4.as a coach..u have no confidence in ur players..
5.i don dare 2 say bout da guys..yes..its normal for a coach to prefer guy team..but hey..if u're also incharge of the girls..b balance abit ma..
6.during mssd..guys day i donno...but girls day..i really wonder..u go there as a supporter..spectator..bla bla..or as a coach?i don think any of da 2 days..u did ur job as a coach..either 2 da un15 nor un18 team..
7.in da 1st place..do u noe its quite 'pantang'..for having a sessions which is not like training not like playing?
8.i sometimes wonder..is it u wanna have fun or wad?u order them to do wall digging u shud b there watching n correcting them..instead of..actually playing around with other ppl like those from dj n taman sea at court?
random..
1.yes..u all might b mad cos i didnt discuss..hey..there r things 2 b discussed or not..if we did discuss with u all..wad do u all think will actually happen?same goes as an xample as wad happen b4 mssd if wanna send un15 team or not..if i were 2 discuss with u all..at d end..we wont even send un15 team..am i rite?dare u say no..
2.yes..who da fucking hell i am to do all this...im juz a fucking pressident..a fucking x-captain..but hey..i trust out of all of u out there..me n carmen r da most 'layak' fella to say all this..yes..im talking big..wadever..ok?
3.u all really think..without a coach..n senior train u all..really a bad thing mer?i've been under a proper coach i think less than a year..or mayb 1 year max..n almost another year senior train us..u can c carmen as she is now..n u can c me as i am now..yes..u might think..dat's y i still suked..but hey..at least by dat time..my digging consider ok..n my service is like wad is it now..but so wad?n if its not cos of my injured arm n wrists..i think i would have done much more better..at least im commited to this game..i've give all my best?what bout u all?do u think u really are?
4.jerry is ur 1st n only coach u all have been under..i cant blame u all for not getting wad we're trying 2 say...but we do mind dat u all don get da thing dat we're trying to do for u all..but i tell u wad..i trust dat..later on..when u all noe more bout vball..u'll get wad i've done n said..
5.seriously..like i said..u all actually liked his coaching..training..or actually cos of who he is?who actually fetch u here n there..go watch movie la..yamcha la..or wad so ever la k...i do appreciate wadever he have done..BUT..mostly as a friend..
6.who da fucking hell will actually wanna go under a tough training la..i bet currently all of u r enjoying his training..some say.."wah..tapping very fun la"..but hey..do u all noe dat..at this stage(un15)..u arent even suppose 2 learn tapping?even i myself start to tap when i was f4..which is about 2 years after i learn..but y am i still suk after 1 year in spiking?its becos i kind of refuse 2 learn..i think dat i cant even dig properly i wan spike for fucks ah..well..dat's was my thinking dat time..n also..cos of my hand la..even eric can say dat vball is not strict..n y is it so?u shud noe..honestly..do u think during training its strict?u can even joke like nobody business man..
7.so wad if he's a good n xperienced player?it doesnt mean a good coach..u think michael jordan can coach well?who noes?..u think michael jordan coach can play as well as him?i doubt so..
8.jf said da guys say if jerry aint coaching..they don wanna join..nope..i don1 it 2 b pupus..but hey..i rather let smksu vball pupus than having such players..
9.honestly..r u all even commited to it till u call urself a volleyholic?i wonder..
10.r u all actually playing cos u juz wanna play for fun or wad?if really for fun..i don think u all shud even aim for a victory in any tournaments lor..
11.if u all juz wanna play for fun..fine..i don mind him continue being dat way n coach u all...but if u all wan d other way round..i too don mind him coaching u all..but obviously..not da way he is doing now...i trust dat he'll change his way this time tho...
think of wad i've wrote..i don believe it dont make sense at all..u wan say wad i wrote is nonsense or wadever...u noe urself la ha..
do u all freakening think i like all these dat happen?no..totally no..n its also sth i hated 2 do da most..n im da one dat have to face more than u all..u think i like it ah?u think its ez to make this decision ah?u think its ez to tell jerry ah?and by wad im xpecting..u think its nice or ez being 2 against i donno how da many hell of u all?no..its not fun..its not ez..
wth im doing is cos i juz wanna do my part..as a senior..or sth..but i think..its no use..
seriously..if u all wanna achive sth..n if jerry didnt change his proper style of trainng..all i can say is..good luck..=)..but after all this..i think he'll b a better one..
such a coincidence(however u spell again..lol..)..dat 2day is my bday...da 17th mj is da new born mj..heh
btw jerry..have u got ur ans yet?is wad i said all false?=)
i would like 2 say this la...
since u all don like it..might as well i don bother bout it anymore..after da 4on4..u all take charge lor..till if i actually noe dat u all r under a proper training..
don take me as any of ur seniors anymore..i tak layak to b one..i think after all this..none of u will anggap me as one also lor..*i sau mm hei ah*
its weird dat i feel this way...at least..i have no regret..i've done wad i shud..
but some how..i regreted...juz regreted..
anyway..vballers...hate me..HATE LAU MEI JUIN..
PROVE HER WRONG FOR WAD SHE DID!=)
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