didnt i?

the latest news u all called it..
is it really dat difficult to accept it?i wonder..
or there's sth going on that i donno..?
there's once u guys hated..n now..its so da opposite?
but either way..
dat's still da final decision..

is it dat u all rejected it cos u all don trust me?ask urself..
fine..who i am to b trust..im like..no-one..
but hey..for now..im confident with wad im doing..
n hey..u all did object me b4 if u all remember..
its like..if its already decided..wad for i ask?
n..didnt i..didnt i..prove all of u wrong..
i trust dat i did...rite?
n my decision was right..

so why not this time?
if u all really want a reasons..
i don mind..
ask me wad ever ques u wanna ask..
when u're done with ur ques..
n im done answering ur ques..
its my turn to ask u..
n think bout da ques i ask..

1 of it is wad i asked this morn...
i said 6 months this morn..
to think back..sry..i would like 2 edit it..
10 months...10 months..
tell me..in this 10 months..
wad did u all really gained?
yes..u did gain sth..
but..
do u think in this 10 months..
wad u have gained..
is da limit of who r u now?
or..
u can b much better..
think about it..

wad r u all curious bout now..i dont know..
but still..
didnt i prove u all wrong da previous time?
aint dat enough?
or its dat u wan me 2 prove u all wrong again?
dat this decision was right..

its not dat..*oh..mj got nth better to do..wanna find sth to do..*
all i can say is..its for ur own good..

i don care if u all object now or wad..
but i trust...
i trust myself dat..
later on..1 day...
u'll get wad im doing..
and its da right decision..
n u'll appreciate it..
if only..u all go thru wad's gonna happen from now on..