=)

its been da 2nd week of exam..1 more week left..
at least next week sub can say no need to study one lor..
more on exercise..so more relaxing..
but i juz don like it..as da school kept adding papers..
cos there's like school's set n jps set..
they're like dragging it..
i rather do it on normal school days as exercise lor..
now i don even noe when exam gonna end..=/

2molo going leo's again..learn math n teach math..n learn addmath from eunice..heh
mayb i driving there?cos py might not have car..
have 2 c if yr let me drive or not..
its been 2 weeks n i drove once only..which is like 2 school?lol

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donno wad's wrong with me..
but i felt dat..
im like ezer to get emo..n being more kecil hati compare to last time..
woo..i've change..ahah

i donno..mayb cos of stuff dat happens each n everyday..
i wouldnt like to mention..
but..i juz don like it lor..
how ppl manage some stuff..n stuff..
but its ok..
tho i've lost my 'non-emoness'..ahaha..and 'non-kecil hatiness'..
but wad makes me stay was cos i still have my 'patience'..^^

i noe its hard to resist..
sometimes i juz wanna tell it off..but..somehow for some reason or for nuts..i don want to do it..
juz being afraid..things might turn bad at times..

been living for 17 years..
my attitude to this..has nv changed..
oh no..i've changed once..
i rem last time..i have no idea how old am i..i was very active..
shyless..at least not dat shy..n stuff..
dare to dance n stuff infront of so many ppl..but now?don even dare to talk infront of so many ppl..
instead..yr was shy?i donno wad u call it la..last time..
n now he's a completely diff ppl?lol..
i wonder wad makes us change?hmm

sometimes i juz wonder..how long can i hold my 'tidak puasness'?
don care whether im right..or wrong..i'll juz hold back..
y do i care bout wad ppl think more than wad i think n wad i wanna do?
i've nv change eventho i noe being dat way..might b sth harmful to me..
tho ppl noe there's sth in me..ask me wad's wrong n stuff..
but if its sth i doesnt wanna say out..i'll nv will..till da time i wan to..

tho sometimes..i felt that someone is being a lil too much..
yes..i wanna voice it out in me..but end up i didnt..
even if i did..i'll normally make it in a joking way..
so dat ppl wont take it too seriously..heh

ppl may look nth n usual..but who noes wad r they thinking inside?=)
being dat way might b a good thing..but also a bad thing..
good thing is..at least got a good temper i think?a lil easy going..
bad thing is..always keep things onto urself..doesnt wanna spill it..n no one will noe wad u're thinking about..
but sometimes..tho u wanna spill it out..but there's sth in u dat doesnt make u do so..=)

ppl may think..im being dumb..
yes..i am..^^
but not much ppl will understand..heh

i'll wait n c..when's da time..i'll change to someone with full of oppinions..n stood up for my every single rights..:rolleyes: