weekends..

im getting a new car..=D
thanx to my grandmother?-.-"..ahaha..keep rushing my dad for it..
not telling wad car im getting..wait till u c it..=p
but those who already know..then shhh la yea..xD

sat was a..day dat i went to a lot of place..ahaha..
1.taylors to register..smart joleen woke up late..she said no need call..can wake up one..yeap..trusted her..i really think she can one lor actually..but nope..my trust on her..GONE!ahahahha..:rolleyes:
2.bangsar to c car..totally having trouble to choose da colour..ahah
3.post office to pay n get sth
4.school to hand up my stuff but office was closed..wth..
5.joleen's house
6.church..n played this game..hold each other hand n try to poke each other knees..play till my hand no strength d..as in really weak..n its pain..=/
oh there's also this part where we ask each other.."can i trust u?"..then saying sth need to prove it one..so joleen asked me i said yes..LoL..then i told joleen..she failed to prove it this morn..cos she couldnt wake up..xD..then she said.."can challenge me anything but wake up"..=p
7.mpsj..it was a last min plan..n im wearing all joleen's clothes..aijoh..

waw..ahaha..
i was out sort of from 8 sth in da morn till 9 sth at nite..=/..whole day with joleen again..loled..mua driver..ehehehhehe..nola..next time replace back k..24/7 on call..u call straight away come ah..LoL~


as for sunday..went back hometown for cheng meng..woke up at 5 sth..omg~~
well..it wasnt as bad as last year..
last year got more stuff to clean tho..ehehe
we sort of talked abit bout joleen..ahaha..then bro asking me few ques..like..i mix with ppl older than me one zit..im like no la..cant rem wad i said..then say she's my vball senior also ma..
then talk craps la..then ask she's my close fren zit..im like errr..best fren ah..errr..lol..donno wad to ans..><..
wad if i said none of da 2?=)
then reach home almost 4..get rdy..cos gonna go play vball..

i think i only played like..2 matches?or 3..cant rem..
didnt really play la..yesterday was really suk..xD
me joleen n sayaka was massaging each other..
n omg sayaka..massage me till..ouch~
n today..lagi pain..lol..
my hand's like..have a limit to move liddat..ahahah..

o yea..yesterday went to joleen's place sleepover again..yes again..
jior..i feel so pai seh la..
later da parents don like it i die d..><
need to jaga joleen study..ahahaha..but end up tido also..-.-"..
n i need to wake up like 6 liddat to wake her up..gah~
sleep like a pig man..xD
i think i took bout 20 mins..only she really get up..tsk tsk tsk..

now today..came back..sleep till almost 11..get up..
then sleep back at 1 sth till 3 sth..loled..
seriously damn boring la..totally nth to do..
people!call me out!!LoL~

1 more week!1 more week..
coll gonna start d..><
my coll clothes how..stress la..sesat with da top..=/..
formal formal~~~

oh..2moro april fool day..=D
neh..don think gonna fool anyone..
got nth to fool one..ahaha
im a good girl..=D

happy easter~

last nite went over to joleen's place again..
due to make our plan sucessful..ahaha..
asking me to go to church for da easter thing..go lor..since eugene also going..got teman at least..wahah..
so its like as she's working last nite..she asked her fren to pick me up to her working place..so..awkward..i mean like..ppl who noes me..shud understand..ahaha..sitting some1 i donno punya car..at least ok la..got talk abit..but all also he ask one..i ans only..he ask wad i ans wad..ahaha..normal case..=p

paling swt is when waiting for joleen to come out..both of us standing there like..so..><"..total silence i would say..ehehehe..
then head off to jo's house..

plan was..morn wake up..she go to church at 7 sth..come back at 8 sth to pick me up from her house(sounds so wrong..lmao)..then go pick eugene..then go church..then finish d..drop us in eugene's house..as im gonna go taylors with eunice..for counselor n stuff..check things out la..ehehe

gosh..talked for about 2 hours..-.-"
im gonna go back there sometime this week again..oh well..
i think i sort of know da way there d..BUT..don think i noe da way back..rofl

shoot man..everyday formal wear..wth..xD
ok la..not really formal..its like..no jeans..then i ask slacks..he said cannot also..then im like thinking..hah..then can wear wad..ahaha
slacks is can la..but not..too..i donno wad u call dat..=p..
then da top..got a lil confused..eheh..
then donno bout shoe..but if heels..must b covered one..gah~
n it sounds really tough..gah..=/

didnt had anything down my stomach till 2 or so..but not dat hungry also..
ate mcd..tee hee..
da coke is still with me..@@..n its like almost 4 now?=D

oh..da church was ok la..finish d got talk talk abit..
i didnt know i have so many links..*ehem joleen*..lolx..
1.eugene's sis
2.eugene's gf
3.joleen's sis
4.joleen's sis punya fren punya mother punya donno who?cant rem wad crap she actually said..i simply agak agak only..LoL

oh well..thanx for everything again..gosh..burger last nite n burger for lunch..><..
n chocolate b4 bed..smart la u jo..xD
more sleepover sessions coming soon..=)
nyek nyek..=p


tired..go take nap..tee hee hee..
tata~

friends?

wad does friend actually mean?any idea?
dont even bother reading these boring nonsense as its long..
yea..can c how much time i have to do all these..actually look up for it..
btw..i liked da post on jamie's blog bout da 5 ways to treat ppl..cheers..=)

friend (frnd)
n.
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts.
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance.
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
5. Friend A member of the Society of Friends; a Quaker.

friend /frɛnd/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[frend] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation
–noun
1.a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2.a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.
3.a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?
4.a member of the same nation, party, etc.
5.(initial capital letter) a member of the Religious Society of Friends; a Quaker.
–verb (used with object)
6.Rare. to befriend.
—Idiom
7.make friends with, to enter into friendly relations with; become a friend to.

friend
noun
1. a person you know well and regard with affection and trust; "he was my best friend at the university"
2. an associate who provides cooperation or assistance; "he's a good ally in fight" [syn: ally] [ant: enemy]
3. a person with whom you are acquainted; "I have trouble remembering the names of all my acquaintances"; "we are friends of the family" [syn: acquaintance] [ant: alien, stranger]
4. a person who backs a politician or a team etc.; "all their supporters came out for the game"; "they are friends of the library" [syn: supporter]
5. a member of the Religious Society of Friends founded by George Fox (the Friends have never called themselves Quakers)

sometimes i'll juz wonder..
am i even qualified for being any of these? or
am i even qualified for having these?

wad's ur definition of friend?

Quote
"How would you characterize what a good friend is and what a good friend should do to be in your life? People have varying definitions on this. It will be interesting to see what you all would say."

1.FRIEND IS SOMEONE YOU CAN LEAN ON IN TIMES OF PROBLEM.
2.my definition of a friend is someone who you a comfortable with, someone who you enjoy being with
3.I'll add that a friend should be the one who you can count on in time of need
4.friends are people who dont talk about u behind ther back and who r always there for u and help u out wen things go bad
5.I guess a friends is someone who is close to you, someone who cares about you, who you care about, who trusts you and you trust him/her/it(and why not?)
almost forgot respect. a friend should respect you and you should in turn respect him/her/it

wad do u guys think?=)

sth dat i think i shud listen to..

"However you feel is how you feel, so don't try to hide it. If other people are uncomfortable with your anger, your happiness, or whatever emotion you're exhibiting, that is just too bad for them. You're not a robot, so why should you act like one? Beware of people who think that hiding how you really feel is some sort of superior, more powerful way to be. Not acknowledging your feelings can become a very unhealthy habit -- one that can keep you from having honest connections with others."

"You've been a regular action hero lately,zooming to the rescue and coming to the aid of the people who you value and the people who value you. But boy, that can be exhausting work! Take some time out from being there for others. Be there for yourself!"

but oh well..juz cant help it..^^
sry joleen my "teacher"..ahahaha..

sometimes its not dat i dont wanna speak up for myself..but its juz come to..who am i gonna blow out to..
if u're someone im gonna face for some sort of time..takkan i lose my anger on u?it'll b like so...=/..u might not think so but i do think so..

ppl might think im joking..but sometimes im not..im juz making it as jokingly as i can to make it as if im not dat serious yet u wont take it too seriously so dat next time wont feel so odd..as in i care for ppl's feelings when i talk lor..depends on da matter tho..i doubt only i do dat..i trust some of u out there did at least about da same..

and is also not i don wanna share wad i thought to any of my frenz..da thing is..who can i go to?family members?no?friends?who?
i admit here dat i did talk bad bout some of u..mayb not bad la..but my comments on things la..i trust u ppl out there do so too..well..no1's perfect..

if were to say who will i go to..to xpress wad i think..my unsastifactions n stuff..as in almost bout any1 n anything..
i would choose 2 person to go to..for now..at least..but i wouldnt wanna bother them too much bout my stuff lor..incase they're annoyed by me..=/..yet i have my reasons to choose them..but ofcos i hope..this 2 frenz of mine..wont go around telling other ppl la..=/
it doesnt have to b someone i look really really really close with or..someone i always hang out with or someone i know for a very very long time..
doesnt mean i hang out with u for donno how many thousand years i'll tell u everything rite..its more like..da person who make u pissed or take advantage da most r ppl who always hang out with u n stuff..

but..sigh..oh well..

somehow i rem i post sth bout common scenes in sept 07 post..=D
can have a look if u want to..
o well..im speechless now..=)

sth random..heh

as i sudd think back wad happened last time n stuff..

thinking how can things bcame so dramatic..
stick their thinking like a stone..
being so rebelious..
making as if wadever ive done is wrong..
thinking how great he is in da past dat no1 can replace him..
when come to an end..as if its my fault for making him "run" away..
its been almost a year..

now le?i donno..regret?i doubt..
dont u think if were to listen to me dat time..it shud b a better choice?
well..i agree..hard to say..its like who noes..

but in d end..wad?
returning to me..asking for help..
neh..i shud rephrase..none of u asked for help actually..
seriously..i didnt xpect anything..
its juz dat..i think..things juz went sooooo wrong..in this few months..
mayb i shud say..i shud b da one to b blame..for starting everything..

i dont know..
da way i think..is like so complicated..simple stuff also i can make it as complicated as possible..
u might b sincere..but in another hand..i would say i donno wad r u thinking..
thinking ppl r being fake..
ppl r being nice on d outside but dont know wad r they thinking in d inside..get wad i mean?

now dat i think..they're in a lucky mode..
thinking if only we had dat chance/opportunity last time..
i trust not only me thinking liddat..
i think even u ppl think u all r lucky to have such chance/opportunity now..
so..must appreciate it..don waste it..heh

i've give it all my all..
i've done my parts..
mayb cos of dat..it makes as if u all cant b independant in such things..
dont know how to handle some kind of situations..
and always ask us for solutions..=/
next time cannot liddat d..
we wont b there always..

oh well..
ppl might think..haiyo..pass so long d still wanna ungkit balik..so kecil hati meh..
well..if im dat kind of person..i wouldnt have tried to help out..rite..
juz wish u guys..good luck for 2molo..
who ever got selected..congratz..=)

recently?=)..a smile says it all..

hmm..it seems like recently..i've been hanging with joleen quite often..
first cos of facebook..then vball..
ever since b4 da girls mssd..sort of simply say go her house stay then next day go school together..but tak jadi la ofcos..till this 2 days..as her parents arent around..

went to her house on monday nite..she came n fetch me bout..9+ i supposed..
wad i do in her house ah..actually nth lor for mon nite..comp abit..talk talk..gossip?=p..then sleep..rofl..aiya..she got class next day ma..eheh

we sort of off light like bout 12?so weird la..like so not us..haha..then we talk till i donno wad time..then head off to sleep..can feel da aircond quite cold lor n she's like sleeping abit da under da aircond lor..for me i don really feel cold..till da mid of da nite..saw dat joleen..hugging her blanket?-.-"..its like hello?u not cold one ah..ahaha..but i can c she's cold lor..tot wanna pull out da blanket but scared ter make her wake up..till a while later..she flip over..n yea..finally cover herself up with da blanket..ahaha

set alarm 6.45..plan to leave house 7.15..omg..really susah to wake her up weh..get up d..then keep going like..1 more min 1 more min..-.-"..cant really rem wad time we left..bout 7.30 i think..then drop me home n stuff n she head off to tbs..

after being a driver on da afternoon..fetching alyssa n alicia to find pet shops..then go pyramid n catch a movie..then pick sayaka up..n wait for joleen's arrival to go for dinner n to her home..at least this tues nite..there's another fella..shud b a better nite kuar..=p..

n so joleen came bout 7+..head to ss15..saw myc..then we went inti to watch da vball tourney a while then went for dinner..then go her house lor..hah..joleen..mummy of da day?=p

lets c wad we do for da nite..


MONOPOLY~~~its been ages..

after a while..

my properties..


jo's


sayaka's


half way thru..


orange is mine..yellow is jo's


so happy to collect money from sayaka..


my 100s..


my moneys..wahah
apparently sayaka bankrupt d..so left me n jo..
i so tot i was gonna lose as da green is now belongs to her..-.-"..
but good thing end up cannot tahan..she gave up..n calculate our total money n properties..n so..I WON~!=p

omg..this is how we kill our time..started playing bout 9 sth 10 if im not wrong..n ends around 11 sth..-.-"
then donno wad we do la..then go brush teeth..n tot keng kai abit..or donno who suggested watch movie..


wad's this man?=p


on da phone with her fren..ask got wad movie to watch..
looks so emo..xD


bluek..


doom~lol..
aint supposed to b dat way la..-.-"

time flies..no movie to watch n we end up plan to go yamcha..its like about 1am when we left..

laughing ghost?=p..popeye da sailor man..pupu~


sayaka n i..


sayaka was like..knew joleen was there..but didnt know wad she's gonna do..
she actually said..careful don step her..but instead..xD

so we went to usj9 bistro..lepak there..till like 3 sth..then kena halau..-.-"
quite cold lor..well..its so rare dat i went out yc at this time k..lol
so we head back and yea..sleep lor..

oh..i sneak a 5 bucks into joleen's purse..right infront of her but she didnt c it?lmao..
kononnya she belanja la..its like she pay for my dinner..n go yc also she pay..so paiseh la..so juz sneak 5bucks back to her..ehehe..use wisely jo..=p

i think i slept bout 4 sth..n wth..i woke up at 7!!n i didnt sleep back..guess wad woke me up..if im not wrong..its cos of da stu spm results dream..-.-"
as i was targeting 5As at 1st n now drop to 3..so i only sort of saw 5 subs..lolx..i only got A for eng..n d other 4 was a B..nvm..but wad..i didnt get A for acc?dat's so urghh..my most highly hoped subject..its like all i hope was juz no fail and an A for my acc..><..

n so joleen's bed got quite lots of stuff..so i played with few of them to entertain me..as i cant sleep..those 2 pigs sleeping..n i donno wad to do..=/..
play till 7 sth..i went out of da room n went stoning downstairs..actually i was a lil cold also la..so went out to chill a while...then i really donno wad to do so juz go brush my teeth n bath 1st..

nth to do..so took pics of da 2 toys..n her..bed/pillow's pic..rofl..wth la..











toys dat entertain me..











sama jenis as da last pic..=p

n so it after 9.30 d..time to wake them up..sayaka woke up d..n oh no..joleen again..seriously..this alarm clock..damn hard to bcome le..LoL..
all she reply was okok n stuff..


tido tido..


sleep sleep..was talking on da phone tho..-.-"

then im like..i emo la..wake up teman me..she's like hah..y emo..spm results ah?rofl..
i cant rem end up wad time she wake up la..ish
at 1st tot plan to leave house at 10.30..then results r not out yet..so lepak in room till bout 11 or so..only leave..b4 dat..took bit pics 1st..







drop sayaka home n tada..school..=/
so ngam..results r out juz nice when we reach..
my results..can say..not too bad for me la..slighly better than wad i've xpected..
juz not sastified with 2 things..sej n bm..i mean..sej mayb xpected..but at least a pass la..=/..n bm..how can i get dat gred weh?so unxpected to me..><

after dat joleen left to srikl..then i lepak in school with yee they all 1st lor..then when jo's back..off we go to usj21 for dimsum..makan makan..so full..n its only 9.50 each..=D

then joleen got class at 3..n us..me yee josephine cm n eunice went summit to catch a movie..im like damn sleepy weh..but oh well..n apparently..i reach home at 10.30..omgggggg...how da hell we spend such long time in summit la..ahah
n great..im super broke now..10 bucks left..n juz got 50 from dad..so..got rm60 till next week..=/

as cm was driving eunice's car..so after cm went back..eunice need to send me n py home..oh..its manual btw..i donno its's eunice number wad time driving..as she juz bang sth this morn..lolx..n omg..its so dumb n funny man..to BOTH josephine n eunice..
all of us were laughing like mad..dat i couldnt stop laughing..rofl..best part of da day..=p


oh..bout cars..i think i shud b getting a myvi..but i think needs to wait till june..wait for da new myvi to come out..eheh..
or not any of u have any suggestions..any car bout 50-60k range?


anyway..to joleen..as i msged..thanx for everything..next time la..everyweek go ur house overnite once..ahaha..n shud hang out more with us la like juz now..join da fun..teman me..=p..oh and some nite yam cha sessions also can..eheh

its like this few days..sry for me being an annoying bug dat keep asking u stuff n cant make any decision..ahah..hanging around with u quite often..sort of getting me having this kind of feeling la..*ehem..don get it wrong..LoL*..
nth special to other ppl..but it do mean sth to me lor..who noes i might not have dat kind of feeling or shud i say part of my sastifaction?in future..=)

u(or whoever reading this) comfirm think wad feeling wad sastifaction la..I KNOW IT SOUNDS SOOO WRONG!!but i donno wad's da word la..LOL..aiyo pls la..i not les la k..ahahah..juz a small feeling or xperience..dat i wanted to or i tot i'll nv get to feel and or xperience..in..my life?neh..wad's da word?since long ago?mayb?donno..not too sure..lol..sth liddat la kuar..er er..wad..haiyo!make it simple..sth dat..i tot i'll not have da chance to xperience it lor?..eheh..n so..dat's y i shud thank u more than u thank me..hehe

aiya nvm..don have to understand..i understand can d..=)
none da less..nice hanging out with u..^^
start coll d..don keep staying up so late..later cannot wake up ah..ahah..=p

a day in parade

yesterday..after come back from mssd..lepak in school a while..then these ppl ask me go out..
carrefour to makan don sushi cos 50% off for da belt thing..then we walk walk..then we hang around in toysrus for like..wth..1 n a half hour or so..-.-"
then we came out n go to da arcarde place..not too sure how long we spent our time there..
if not cos py got dancing class..i think we'll b stuck there longer..rofl..

i have no idea why..we always do these stuff leh?ok..not me..them..=p

in toys r us..
























arcade..














give face d nv post da one in da karaoke box..LoL~

wad a bunch of idiots..ahaha
idiot will always remains as an idiot..=p

its been a year..another mssd..=)

mssd starts on da 3rd of march..n as usual..1st 2 days guys..last 2 days girls..
everyone's looking forward for sk food..including me!!=D
apparently da guys didnt make it for da 2nd day..
but its ok la..guess they tried their best..if not..still..its over tho..=p

as for the girls..both un18 n 15 qualifies to da next day..
both teams won all games on da 1st day..=)
un15 i dont know how they play..but heard its really really bad..as they get lectured really bad..n yea..

and today..jeng jeng jeng..rofl
both team shares da same fate..
same group as srikl n another team..
both lost to srikl..
both meet sk..
both lost to sk..
both got 3rd placing..

but either way..can tell da un18 played their really really best..
xpecially ww n sayaka..as a new players..its chun u noe..
ww's covering..fuiyoh..ahaha..n she's da one dat keeps communicating in da team..
sayaka's digging..in training..u will feel like wanna die..
but this 2 days..respect la..xD
sook..got improvement also la..at least can serve n go for da ball d..looks like she's da one uses her kneepad da most..ahah
u could c it man..compare to how they play during training..TOTALLY different..=)
well..mayb its liddat one la..like me la..ahhah..=p

now now..let da pics n vids(if u can c properly) do da talking..rofl..

girls day 1..


can u believe it?studying in da bus?-.-..dat's cos they have test after dat..lol


da girls n derrick..


jozee n ww..


jozee n sayaka..


cq n manda..


wad's this..sunglass n umbrella..=p
joleen trying to act lala..


un18+yinghao n jeremy


tsk tsk?=p


spikings(warm up la..=p)


mx


sw


sayaka ter miss..lolx


ww


cy


wad's this man..lol

batu8 vs su..










day 2..


un18 team


un15 team (formalness like school pics..xD)


both teams


cheer~


srikl vs su








cheering time~


they're actually posing to take pics..but all of us were recording without their knowing..ahaha








sleeping pics~


jamie


joleen


tido also so gaya?LoL..=p


cy


mx


sayaka

xr my sook ww jozee tak kena yea..
actually ww n my kena one..but i donno where da pics go..-.-"
sook almost kena..but she sleep..da hair cover her face..cannot take at all..ahaha


anyway..mssd..c u next year..=p