sth random..heh

as i sudd think back wad happened last time n stuff..

thinking how can things bcame so dramatic..
stick their thinking like a stone..
being so rebelious..
making as if wadever ive done is wrong..
thinking how great he is in da past dat no1 can replace him..
when come to an end..as if its my fault for making him "run" away..
its been almost a year..

now le?i donno..regret?i doubt..
dont u think if were to listen to me dat time..it shud b a better choice?
well..i agree..hard to say..its like who noes..

but in d end..wad?
returning to me..asking for help..
neh..i shud rephrase..none of u asked for help actually..
seriously..i didnt xpect anything..
its juz dat..i think..things juz went sooooo wrong..in this few months..
mayb i shud say..i shud b da one to b blame..for starting everything..

i dont know..
da way i think..is like so complicated..simple stuff also i can make it as complicated as possible..
u might b sincere..but in another hand..i would say i donno wad r u thinking..
thinking ppl r being fake..
ppl r being nice on d outside but dont know wad r they thinking in d inside..get wad i mean?

now dat i think..they're in a lucky mode..
thinking if only we had dat chance/opportunity last time..
i trust not only me thinking liddat..
i think even u ppl think u all r lucky to have such chance/opportunity now..
so..must appreciate it..don waste it..heh

i've give it all my all..
i've done my parts..
mayb cos of dat..it makes as if u all cant b independant in such things..
dont know how to handle some kind of situations..
and always ask us for solutions..=/
next time cannot liddat d..
we wont b there always..

oh well..
ppl might think..haiyo..pass so long d still wanna ungkit balik..so kecil hati meh..
well..if im dat kind of person..i wouldnt have tried to help out..rite..
juz wish u guys..good luck for 2molo..
who ever got selected..congratz..=)