happie christmas n boxing day!

hey people..
happy belated christmas..tee hee
ok la..
happy boxing day!hehe

cash flows madly this month..
been going out madly as well..
and i guess..visited a lot of malls..
sunway parade summit curve ikea 1u bangsar village where else?cant think..or dat's all?hmm

so lets c wad i did on christmas day..
nth much..went to church n c performances..then lunch..then went summit a while..then head back to jo house then zzzzzzzzzzz....then come back to my place then off we go to dexter's place..

n yea..watch them play cluedo..n rewatch da vid on sat..n yea..we played da game again..
n everyone have to act tho..haha..
had a great laugh..hehe

oh..im working..part time..ok la da job..hehe..still surviving..
not sure when's da last day..somewhere next week i guess..
n after dat..industrial training starts..sigh..

oh..dat's it ba..
i guess gonna end this post with some of da pics taken dat time jo mw n i went to curve/ikea..
and a lil of camp pics..hhehehe













camp pics..lz wanna update in detail la..heh..sry




lunch




bee farm..hmm




feet washing..hehe


objective : bring da pole down..


objective : sell da grape juice..


group pic..

oh..
n da walkie talkie talking..
i guess those who were in dex n barney's car enjoyed la rite..hahaha

n i guess im falling sick..=(..*choy~*

=)

today..sort of a christmas gathering for the YFers..
as my group..me weijiin n elaine supposed to prepare dessert..so decided to make choux pastry..=D..aka..cream puff..
apparently..failed da 1st time..thanx to me..instead of 150g..used 250g..ehhehehhehehe..
but later on it turned out as it is la..hehehehhehe

and da gathering was great la..
super funny when those fella kena forfeit..haha..a game dat i sort of wanted to play if i so happen need to plan for game..hehe
n da gift exchange..hehe..thanx denise..
n hope dat elaine u'll like it..
guess im da only one dat wrote a memo huh?hehe



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and so..dalam sekelip mata..
its d end of term 3..
its d end of YEAR 1!
fast hoh..hehe
i wouldnt say i did well for my exam..but aih..don care la..as long as i don fail..i don wanna resit n go back to term 1..=(
ah..y am i thinking of all these..wanna think next year only think la..

anyway..nice having n knowing u group 5 ppl..=)
u guys r great la..funny in a way..=p..n for me to BOOM!muahaha
sry la if i hurt any of ur feelings when i BOOM u guys..hehehe
forgive k?forgive..okay..haha

pyramid..
sakae sushi..
mcd..



oh well..c u guys next year yo!april..so long..=/
good luck for industrial training..
can have a msn conference later on also!=)

backo!

im back from camp!
small group..
great camp tho..
n cold..=S

bought sth..n strawberries..
i told my dad..n he was like.."buy nonsense" in chinese sambil laugh/smile..sth liddat la..cant rem wad's da xact word..
im like..wad wo..buy for u all ma..n off i go to shower..haha

anyway..i did learn sth tho..if say totally nth mmg fake la..
i think ive done wad i shud..
after all..still need to wait n c..n c how it goes..
nv knew i'll b so cool n steady bout it..
went thru it..n it seems like im tougher than i tot..=)

pics up soon i hope..hehe


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would u b someone i can depend on?
an intimate fren?or more than that?i donno..
someone i can really trust..
someone i can tell almost everything to no matter wad matter..
someone who'll b there for me..
someone who'll care for me..
someone who'll trust me n tell me stuffs as well..
unless im really dat untrustworthy la..heh
n i noe dat u've much more other better frens to share to..its like who am i..hehe

works 2 ways tho..not 1 way..

i've once been told that god sent u to me as he thinks its da time for me to have a true fren...hmm
i mayb nth to u..but i noe dat ure someone to me..=)


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gosh..
i cant stand it having those kind of convo with u..
cant we just have a chat without touching those matters?
felt as if u keep picking on me..
i'll just somehow lose my patience..tho i want to control..but i cant let u catch me on my doings all da time rite?eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..........

saying ive change..
talking bout frens..
telling me this n that..

if its true i still can take it..
but if its sth dat i don agree on..sometimes i just have to 'say back' rite..
which i think when i shoot back my words would b quite mean or hurting n i wouldnt wanna hurt ur feeling badly..
n which i also xpect u'll say i have a bad temper later on..
what more i just have to act as if im not mad n speak normally..n try to change topic..
it also seems like we're a couple dat always have a short fight now n get ok later on..-.-"

im still controling..
well..wad's da point of ppl asking me to speak up then?
might as well stay back silent..

i would say im quiet for a reason..=)
its not dat bad to be quiet after all..rite?heh

nth special..

nth special..
all da same thing to talk about..hehe


now dat she's back..how?
altho i tot of going into topic indirectly when da time comes..but..b4 i even manage to do so..i've got my ans..cos da topic we talked about..are a lil related..

now..things became more complicated in my mind..
more things to consider..
i really really donno wad to do..
shud i xpress?
i dont know..
cos im afraid..
even if i think i should..
i donno how..
how?
mayb shall just wait for the right time to come..
n when will it be?
just wait n c..heh


n tmr going camp d lu..
xcited?
no idea..heh

worried?
..............................
perhaps..

i'll c how it goes this time..

how?

wad am i to do?
not like i noe wad's going on?
not like i noe wad is it?
how?
hmmm..don care..act as if i noe..hehe

n i think im still not prepared for it YET..
or shud i say..STILL..
how long d?then here comes another..
n this makes me more afraid..
felt so useless at times..

after listening..
i guess..im still not prepared for it..
afraid for some reason..
its so slow yet so fast..
how?
please lead me the way..
please show me the way..
please tell me wad to do..
please be with me..

go with da flow i guess..
i'll just c how it goes..
hope things wont b as bad as i tot..hehe

a lil rant..

im feeling tireddd..
hecticc...
struggleee..

sometimes i just wonder..if only im a lil more selfish..
y cant i b a lil more selfish?aih
i donno laaa...

i donno wad to do..
im wasting my time..
yet i got no time to waste..
this week is killing me~~~~~

i donno wad am i supposed to do..
wad am i doing?
wad shud i do???

im scared..
no choice but to go on n b scared..
not only for this week..
for this coming 2 weeks as well..><

felt like gonna breakdown soon..
someone rescue me..
someone entertain me..=(

the end..