how?

wad am i to do?
not like i noe wad's going on?
not like i noe wad is it?
how?
hmmm..don care..act as if i noe..hehe

n i think im still not prepared for it YET..
or shud i say..STILL..
how long d?then here comes another..
n this makes me more afraid..
felt so useless at times..

after listening..
i guess..im still not prepared for it..
afraid for some reason..
its so slow yet so fast..
how?
please lead me the way..
please show me the way..
please tell me wad to do..
please be with me..

go with da flow i guess..
i'll just c how it goes..
hope things wont b as bad as i tot..hehe