hoho!useless me!

im not working!working but not work work..got 'training'..its actually better than orientation day tho..hehe..really get to learn certain things..
last for 2 days..today n tmr..good timing in a way la..heh
"service is offered..and not asked"..hehehe
n i guess i really need to build myself up..tho i shud do so quite some time ago..but still..its still progressing..but not fast..

its da 4th week of training d..
6 more weeks to go..
quite fast lo..
sekelip mata..eh..2nd industrial training d..:rolleyes:


oh..happie bday nian!tho its tmr..hehe

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im annoyed..
ok..not annoyed..i donno wad feeling it is..

but why?
wad's da point of me doing such thing?being da way i am?
felt so dumb..n im not suprised!..
im so not surprised dat this will happen..so not!
who am i to blame?no one lo..
cos da prob is in me..
i just nv learn..nv nv nv..
but still..why?
didnt i give wad u wanted?mayb not all da time..but still!im good/kind enough to do so okay?
who r u for me to treat u that way?arent i good enough?urghh
ive underestimated u..
tho i donno if im accusing or not..but..i donno..sry dat my feeling tells me my feeling is right..

felt as if im doing such thing for nth..
'effort' go to waste..
yes its my fault..for being so naive or wad so ever..but oh ah..whatever la!
i don think i'll b changing..
i'll just c how long this will last..
n how long can i stand living this way..

such a useless idiotic fella i am..=)
its time to laugh at myself once again..

*sounds as if wth happened..wad's so big..apparently..nth big..hehe*

picturah

nth much..just feel like posting sth dat i didnt manage to do so b4 this..hehehe
more on like piccies time!

start with college..


and again..this one very hard to cut off..


turn out to b like this..hehe


marble cheese cake..=D..
i like to shape dat thingi..hehe


oh..this small thing is not nail polish k..haha
nola..its some kind of wine thing?flavours la..n we're like supposed to smell n guess da flavour..n yea..there's like 52 of it!!..ofcos didnt smell all la tho we're supposed to..n out of i cant rem how many..my group guessed bout 5 or so correct only..haha


i guess imma do this during term 4?or 5?or 6?i donno..hehe


group 4 serving..snowman as their center piece..hehe


chung as da bartender..n he actually carve da grape..free sial..-.-"
great effort tho..hehe

next..things gotta do with jo..


mum mum time..when was this again?hmm
which is mine which is hers?:rolleyes:


saw this somewhere?
we got sesat..n found da place n we got sesat in da place..and..yea..haha..

went singapore..


virgo..


d room..ya..so "big" for 4 of us..3 bed only wo..


now spot d other bed?hehe


1st half of da toilet..


d other half..><


minum di depan parents sial..xD


bored dat needs to play bball instead?haha
i capture one ok..=p




i met this 2 small kid..xD

random stuffs..


100 celcius steamboat!hehehe


going to shang ri la hotel for dinner if im not wrong..


my grandmother uses this tissue dude!=p


gathering with ex classmates..


our hk uni..
baguss..another of my model..ahahha

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i guess some/most of us are trying to adapt to this training moments..
may have some bad or good times..i donno
g5 ppl are getting lesser n lesser once again i felt..
hope that you will reconsider it once again..=)

my fingers..=(
oh well..7 more weeks to go..=(
going back to hometown..coming back on tues..working back on wed..adoi..



anyway..happy cny people~~=)

nth much post..heh

havent been updating much..nth to update also lo..hehe
anyway..results out d..BUT..couldnt c how we score..just noe if we passed or not..dong-key~

training..so far so good la i guess..
8 more weeks to go..*oh no*
i felt so clumsy..
n im annoyed by it..-.-..hehe
its only 2 weeks..n this is da 3rd week..
every week..sure got sth happen one lo..ish
*new shoe pls!heh*

oh..i guess imma go back for cny..felt bad if i dont..hehe
then next day need to work..ah..gg..x.X

yalo yalo..liddat lo..
everyday..come back..felt so...restless?tired la..
o well..working life..
but im not paid ok!c so semangat..=p
like wad ppl said.."cheap labour..eh..free labour la!"..apa apa saja la..lol

*now i wonder if i shud go on with my plan..
mayb i'll just do it..with sth extra la..heh..*


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ppl tends to get emo lately..
i mean at least i noe i have some ppl emo-ing lately..hehe

anyway..
just hope dat these ppl..
starts to c things in a new point of view..
don think so much..like way too much..can think la..but only pick da certain one..pick wisely yo..

"some dreams will nv come true..always stay cool..i'll always b with u" - be true
"life is difficult u cant go away..don hide urself in da conner..u have my place to stay" - shining friends

to you..
may b lonely in d inside..but nv is in d outside..=)
if u need me..just ring me up n *zoop!*..there i am by ur side..^^..

"watever hurts u will also teach u, so accept da fact dat u might fail here n there"..^^

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"I'll be there"

Looking in my memory, what did I see?
All the good times you gave to me.
Even from the park, way after dark,
Listen to the radio in my car.
It's times like these you see the wood from the trees,
You come to my aid when I'm on my knees.
The next time you feel alone, just pick up the phone.

Reach out and touch, whisper my name.
I will deliver, again and again.
Straight from the heart, honest and true,
I promise you this, I will be there for you.

When I think, I'd be lost without you.
Makes me wonder what I did before you.
When it mattered you were there for me,
You were my rock boy, you were my energy.
Time flies but I'll never forget, the way it was the day we met.
Don't be surprised, you know it's true.
I'm gonna be there for you.

Through the sun, through the rain,
I will still feel the same,
Be it good, be it bad,
I'll always understand.
When you're down, when you're blue,
I will be there for you.
Cause nobody does it better,
We're gonna get there together.

Through the sun, and through the rain.
I'll be there for you.

training~

oh my damn room lights are not working!
who go n kacau it....???=/

anyway..
lets c...training was ok..
tiring..
1st day also wanna ko d..but later on not as bad cos 1st day is a cacat day..da stuff we did..tsk tsk
so far manage to touch room once la..do da toilet..hehe
then..this week..ah..i wanna die..
PA..wipings..ok lah...but not with da shoe im wearing!!and also but just da things dat need to b wiped..im speechless..aih
9 more weeks to go..ah..

oh..for my orientation day..can check it out here la..
seraphsam.blogspot.com hehe

n cny..i really donno how..=/

jo..im looking forward for ur M every weekend ya..:rolleyes: =)

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oh..HAPPY BDAY andrina..^^

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well..
things u wanna tell..tell..
i might not b countable..but i think im am at least a lil to u..if not u wouldnt act dat way i guess..

sometimes ur random ques..its kinda hard to ans..as ofcos..i would not get wad u mean..n even if i do..i might get da wrong idea u c..hehe

certain things..i think i noe wad ure feeling..
n ure asking me..certain things..
wad n how i feel n stuff..
i think all i can say is..
even if i do..
i choose not to c da diff n not to feel dat way..=)

i have no idea wad's in ur mind now..
but i guess..i'll just have to wait n c..
just take off all da negative tots from ur head now at least la k..heh


*currently waiting for results..*..=/

2008 review..

wokay..im back from singapore~
nth much tho..but spent alot..at least dat's wad i felt..
n da sick is killing me..couldnt sleep at nite..keep coughing..n i felt bad for those who're in da same room..=/
thought or believe dat tablets will get stuck in ur throat?
sounds ridiculous but it happen to me..seriously..lolx

anyway..time for 2008 reviews..
wont really atk on every single thing ive done..but most of it la i supposed..hehe

*flash back*

birthdays~


mab's bday


jo's bday




my bday


2R bday


yinying bday


barney bday


alicia bday


secondaries


sheraton dinner..
since worked there b4..so yea we sort of got a 50% off for da buffet..hehe
*jo scare a small kid?:rolleyes:


their mssd
*subang*


parade
ah..da idiots..=p
last time summit..now?parade?haha
*fish ball group?-.-"*


went summit with some of d juniors..it was da some politic day la..so couldnt hang out till too late also..
played bowling..hehe
*derrick lose to jo..=p*


jo's house for over nite..
*popeye ghost..*
n after dat nite..its..
spm result day..heh


some small theta gathering..
*wow..he zoomed!*


activities..


sailing..
my boat mate..n barney as well..but he bcome cam man..=p..hehe
*rapscallion?wad is it again?heh*




genting..
joey yung concert!hehe
*how many meals have we taken?xD*


redang~


taman negara..
donno da rest xcept for jo n barney..
but they r a great bunch..=D
*disco disco~*




taman negara bbq
a gathering after da taman negara trip..heh
*some shows are going on..*


pretrip to uluyam..
*no leech*




uluyam + genting
supposed to b at uluyam..but end up decided to go to genting at nite..xD
*leech!*


new circles..

as coll starts..i have my coll circle of frenz..


lepak after exam..




term 1 classmates..


hiv drama!
n tat sing slipper also..
term 2


our event!


term 3


2 fella dat i mix with most of da time?in projs as well..

n church frenz as well..


church camp roommates..


yf camp


yf christmas
them with their gifts..


n christmas day..


bunch dat i hang out or see da most during 2008...


fellow classmates..
oh..da only guy is missing n wl n ally too..=p


yfers..


the 3..or u call da 4..but im not in..=p
jo barney mw..hehe
thanx for everything yo!
truely been blessed..=)

*can stop reading here..as da following post would b bout someone..i would say dat i spent most time with last year?i donno..hehe*

guess who?
hot hot heng jo leen..
expected?
yalo..who else..heh

anyway..started to hang out with her since when ah?feb i guess?n slowly..somehow..happen to go hang out alot..
yalo..u'll nv noe wad will happen..some things just happen..
decent n silly stuff she...ok together..we've done

*jumble up pics..hehe*


work..






popeye smiling ghost..


dye hair session..
i died for u..*rolleyes*




hah..my car..1st passenger..haha..
1st destination..mpsj..-.-"


i totally have no idea wad to say bout this..xD


my model..

erm...i better keep quiet..xD..=X


tada~


so nice of u temaning me all da way to genting la..=)
well appreciated..^^


mouth shut once again..


mua bday..hehe..




i noe la u entertain me only..rite?=D..nope




cerdits to mw..hehe

really..i just wanna thank u for everything thruout da year..
im well blessed by u..

i don really noe wad to say d cos i think ive said it quite lots of times n its common stuff la..
oh..n sry for all da inexpressive and indecisive momentSSS..hehe
some other things..just cant b xpressed out..who noes it'll b so odd for me to say those words..hehe..paiseh also..hahaha..i think its better to keep it inside myself..
n da chances of u reading this is?...hmm..40%?or less?..haha

anyway..really thank u so much..
in a way uve made 2008 a diff year to me..
lets c wad'll happen in 2009..=)