Saturday, November 28, 2009

random round round..

oh..i felt as if im playing a role as a "mother" or a "penjaga" or wadsoever u name it..

reminds me of da times where i still go to my mom or dad..
"mom/dad..im going out..can gimme money ah?"
or
"mom/dad..can gimme rm__ ah?im going ____"

am i tasting wad they're tasting that time?
but its so diff lo..chis

its all coming back n go on..
n it'll nv stop..


shud i say i just notice not long ago..
exam is this coming saturday?
its "next week" instead of "next next week"..chis..
but eng n french..SHUD b ok KUA?><
then mon n tues need to b commi?like compulsory?wtc?hopefully its not true la..

quite worried for prac exam next term tho..
n i donno which path to take for degree..=/


o yea..that day..thursdays..had a quite a random trip with jo..to genting..
everything last min..
n off we go!
talk talk walk walk eat eat sleep sleep play play round round..
came back yesterday..

so bad make her spend unnecessarily at arcade..ops!!
n thanks for driving down..
hope u enjoyed tho..=)

some pics up soon!^^


omigosh..asg time..
how la to do sales control?ish


oh oh..

HAPPY THE BIRTHDAY BUDAK EUNICE LEE!!=D

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

blank

secara tidak langsung..
its d 9th week..
n without noticing..
finals are just 2 weeks away..o.O

task left.
fnb - not done donno how
french - not done in process
psr - not done

anything else?-.-


our portugal and "san-pi" poster for presentation..tsk tsk


salmon..looks good eh..hehe

been trying to mix few drinks lately..
not really la..
since i got some syrups which i donno wad to do with it..haha
but still think my 1st creation better..i think!heee
oh..jo became guinea pig again..hahaa..this time i didnt even try it on my own..agak agak ingredient dan sukatan je..xD!


hey kitty kitty!
o ya..credits to jo as well for helping to shoot our vid..sacrificing her zzzz..haha


oh..just now..went n c c look look prawn fishing awhile..
wanted to fish one..but then..aiya..abit malas la..quite tired also..
so lepaked there for half an hour..wow..

mj mj..stop slacking la..hehe
of all term..y term 5?tsk tsk
well..better not slack during term 6..heee

tmr gonna mix my cocktail..i think..
wonder how will it turn out to be..
n hopefully tmr service will b a good one for me..ehehe

so sleepy can die..
gonna sleep after revising quickdo..
tata!

its alright..

So tell me how you feel
Tell me what is going on
Cos when all hope is gone
You need a friend
Ah ha, yeah

I'll be there for you (for you)
I'll be there to help you through (you through)
Take you to another place
Cos you got a friend
(You got a friend, yeah)

When you're feeling lone
And you're on your own
You got nowhere to go
You gotta pull yourself together

It's alright
Anything you wanna
It's alright
Leaving all your troubles
Far behind
Don't let anybody tell you
How to live your life

Cos it's alright
No matter what you're feeling
It's alright
You cannot stop believing
In yourself
Don't let anybody tell you
How to live your life
Cos it's alright

It's alright
You know it's gonna be alright
Oh yeah

You gotta understand now
Tomorrow is brighter day
The memories will fade away
And the sun will shine, on you

So many friends you get to make
So many hearts you get to break
So much love you gotta give
Your whole life's still left to live

Spread your wings and fly
Kiss the pain goodbye
Let the tears run dry
You gotta get yourself together

Won't you tell me it will be alright
You know its gonna be alright
Please tell me it will be alright

When you're feeling lone
And you're on your own
You got nowhere to go
Now's the time to get yourself together

=)

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ppl might wonder i also wonder..not really la..haha

just that..how long such moment will last?
things will change in near future..tho i do not know when..

perhaps when thing gets better..
its d other fella job to do such things by then..n im sure that fella will do a much better job..=)
i'd b happy too..hehe

all i can do is just spend any time i could or do anything i can now..
just in case..i cant do such deeds often soon..^^

Thursday, November 19, 2009

ba ba black sheep~

how does it feel like..when u have da semangat to do ur work..
ur eyes starts to itch..
ur connection starts to go wrong..
sheesh!!


post moterm for event..over..
no more PA in term 6..sob sob..

went for a talk after class..
after a moment..wops..sleepy head..
perhaps cos slept late da nite b4..hehe

now i need to create own cocktail..
simply add ingredient..wonder how will it turn out..haha

i felt like got so much things to do but not much..y ah?hehe

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hmm..for the past 1 or 2 weeks..been trying to "silent down" myself..
n i think by doing so..manage to c things differently?
well..at least i get to c slightly wad kind of person this fella is n such..
n also to know..who can i share or cant share with on certain things..ehehe

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ahhhhhhhh..y did i go out?
if only i didnt..
somehow i wish i just wasnt at home..or i come back super late..
but i guess it doesnt make much a diff..=/

sometimes i just wonder..
y are some ppl like that?
arent they supposed to b thankful instead of asking for more?
i know la if got more the better..but stilllll....

or is the problem at my side?
y do i have to b so "hero" at times?
just putting myself in "trouble"..either now or future..
am i da one that cause such thing to happen?i donno..
but all i know now is im still the same..

sometimes its just so hard to trust ppl..
seeing their expression looked so real..wadever they did or say looked real..
good actor/actress?i donno..heee

i felt so tak puas..
but..perhaps its my personality weakness then..hehe
plain stupidity i guess?
not that i can get advice..
i mean i can..n i did b4..more like talk to someone bout it..
but it just doesnt change my way of handling it..heh

i have to bear it then..my choice..my decision..
good luck to me..=)

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hmm..ppl can punch me squeeze me wadsoever for fun..lepas anger lepas stress..
who can i do it to?
got also i wont la..fai si that fella got inner injury later..hahaha..

Saturday, November 14, 2009

bah~

recently..no idea wad's up with me..
but aiyah..no matter wad..cant change da fact that im like that..
in terms of attitude..bla bla..
so let it b la..ppl accept it..they accept..if not..nth much i can do..=)

sometimes i just don understand certain things..
y certain ppl act that way..n such..
somehow i just feel..unfair?hmm..or wads da word..i donno..
but oh well..im not the one who can judge..hehe

in a blink of eyes..
week 7 just passed..
would say da hectic weeks are over..
currently left with 3-4 asgs?and mayb 2-3 assessments?i think..hehe
n crap..PSR..-.-"..
finals are coming..

yesterday stayed back after class again..to complete asg..
ok la..quite fun..
quite some time didnt do such thing d..hehehe


a lil pics from our food promo..hehe















oh..


my 2 "zin kak" frens..=)

n..


my sesat fren..haha =D


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gratz to ying!!
somehow i feel so happy for her..heheheh =D

Sunday, November 08, 2009

slack slack..

food promo is over..
hope ppl have a great nite..
sry if its a disappointing nite tho..hehe
will upload pics next time..i guess..heeeee


now need to b back on track on asgs..
hectic next 3 weeks i would say..
role plays are coming up..
some subject finals are up..
dues r up..
presentations as well..

been really slacking..like really..
worst term i would say so far..i donno why..hehe
didnt really put whole heartedly on da stuff i needed to do..
guess my frens would have a diff perspective of me this term..eheh
things always not done when its needed to b done..
oh well..
couldnt b bothered more..


is it "crazy" so self entertain?hehe..
well..sometimes we just need to self entertain to entertain others rite?hehhehee..=p


i wanna play with meow meow..=(
cutie cutie~~