ba ba black sheep~

how does it feel like..when u have da semangat to do ur work..
ur eyes starts to itch..
ur connection starts to go wrong..
sheesh!!


post moterm for event..over..
no more PA in term 6..sob sob..

went for a talk after class..
after a moment..wops..sleepy head..
perhaps cos slept late da nite b4..hehe

now i need to create own cocktail..
simply add ingredient..wonder how will it turn out..haha

i felt like got so much things to do but not much..y ah?hehe

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hmm..for the past 1 or 2 weeks..been trying to "silent down" myself..
n i think by doing so..manage to c things differently?
well..at least i get to c slightly wad kind of person this fella is n such..
n also to know..who can i share or cant share with on certain things..ehehe

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ahhhhhhhh..y did i go out?
if only i didnt..
somehow i wish i just wasnt at home..or i come back super late..
but i guess it doesnt make much a diff..=/

sometimes i just wonder..
y are some ppl like that?
arent they supposed to b thankful instead of asking for more?
i know la if got more the better..but stilllll....

or is the problem at my side?
y do i have to b so "hero" at times?
just putting myself in "trouble"..either now or future..
am i da one that cause such thing to happen?i donno..
but all i know now is im still the same..

sometimes its just so hard to trust ppl..
seeing their expression looked so real..wadever they did or say looked real..
good actor/actress?i donno..heee

i felt so tak puas..
but..perhaps its my personality weakness then..hehe
plain stupidity i guess?
not that i can get advice..
i mean i can..n i did b4..more like talk to someone bout it..
but it just doesnt change my way of handling it..heh

i have to bear it then..my choice..my decision..
good luck to me..=)

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hmm..ppl can punch me squeeze me wadsoever for fun..lepas anger lepas stress..
who can i do it to?
got also i wont la..fai si that fella got inner injury later..hahaha..