sad not?

23 years of life, and have not found what i really want..geez

as much as i dont want to work thru connections, but after graduating, my jobs are all based on connections..sad not?

i've nv really liked that 'bunch' of people but now am doing/i have to do sth for them..sad not?

career prospect = unknown
will i last long? do i have a choice? unknown..sad not?

as much as i feel annoyed and irritated, now that its no longer like that anymore, tends to feel a little quiet, bored, lonely? u name it, also worrying..

career failing me,
people failing me,
things failing me,
im failing myself.

seriously, my life?
i think i really need to do sth with it..
but?

God knows.

june?

Hello end of june!

isnt she a cutie? =D

 
thank kius for the cakes! =D

and thank you auntie heng jo for dinnerrrrrr!

full until cannot tahan..

Tai Lei Loi Kei, franchised from Macau, Pork Chop Bun!

give it a try if you havent! =)

Free food during Lot 10 grand opening~

Puchong grand opening!

rant rant and rant again

2 weeks break before i start my new job..
i guess it would be better for me not to have break at times..
if things go on like that, i'll go nuts seriously..

everyone have a choice, but i don think i got a choice..especially when im home..gah~
it may seems im being so bad, but seriously, back to old ques, why me and always me?
just because im too free? just because im such a good kid that i dont go out often? geez
then should i be out the whole time to 'escape' from this?
yes i feel like it, it makes me feel like dont wanna be home..

its so illogical when convenience is there for u and u dont make use of it..
i just dont understand why some people can just be so inconsiderate..
it makes me feel sick for being considerate throughout my years..

never seems to have a good sleep ever since..
my brain is like on 24 hours standby mode..

everything makes me feel so frustrated irritated annoyed..
but again, i just gotta face it..just.because.

pray that i wont go nuts soon -.- or perhaps depression ha-ha

sekelip mata..

blink your eyes, and its already june..half a year d..=O

and after 5 years (literally), its convocation time!
5 years, like seriously...graduation 4.5 years, convo 5 years haha

great opportunity to see people who are not based in kl =)

putting that aside, latest updates..change job d..
i dont know if its for the better..but..i hope..
it seems like the same thing..i guess can just hope that it's gonna be better..
will i be able to pull it off this time?