sad not?

23 years of life, and have not found what i really want..geez

as much as i dont want to work thru connections, but after graduating, my jobs are all based on connections..sad not?

i've nv really liked that 'bunch' of people but now am doing/i have to do sth for them..sad not?

career prospect = unknown
will i last long? do i have a choice? unknown..sad not?

as much as i feel annoyed and irritated, now that its no longer like that anymore, tends to feel a little quiet, bored, lonely? u name it, also worrying..

career failing me,
people failing me,
things failing me,
im failing myself.

seriously, my life?
i think i really need to do sth with it..
but?

God knows.

june?

Hello end of june!

isnt she a cutie? =D

 
thank kius for the cakes! =D

and thank you auntie heng jo for dinnerrrrrr!

full until cannot tahan..

Tai Lei Loi Kei, franchised from Macau, Pork Chop Bun!

give it a try if you havent! =)

Free food during Lot 10 grand opening~

Puchong grand opening!

rant rant and rant again

2 weeks break before i start my new job..
i guess it would be better for me not to have break at times..
if things go on like that, i'll go nuts seriously..

everyone have a choice, but i don think i got a choice..especially when im home..gah~
it may seems im being so bad, but seriously, back to old ques, why me and always me?
just because im too free? just because im such a good kid that i dont go out often? geez
then should i be out the whole time to 'escape' from this?
yes i feel like it, it makes me feel like dont wanna be home..

its so illogical when convenience is there for u and u dont make use of it..
i just dont understand why some people can just be so inconsiderate..
it makes me feel sick for being considerate throughout my years..

never seems to have a good sleep ever since..
my brain is like on 24 hours standby mode..

everything makes me feel so frustrated irritated annoyed..
but again, i just gotta face it..just.because.

pray that i wont go nuts soon -.- or perhaps depression ha-ha

sekelip mata..

blink your eyes, and its already june..half a year d..=O

and after 5 years (literally), its convocation time!
5 years, like seriously...graduation 4.5 years, convo 5 years haha

great opportunity to see people who are not based in kl =)

putting that aside, latest updates..change job d..
i dont know if its for the better..but..i hope..
it seems like the same thing..i guess can just hope that it's gonna be better..
will i be able to pull it off this time?

grow up with me..

with their existence, i've notice my patience / endurance level has decreased..like seriously..
or perhaps im just not as good in enduring as before..boo hoo

sometimes i just dont understand some ppl with their actions..
for instance, when you know someone is sleeping or trying to sleep, why the crap would you give that someone food to eat? its like when ure sleeping halfway and i came in n go like.."hey, eat this.."

why would you eat heavy meal at 5pm when ure gonna have dinner approx 2 hours later? unless u dont intend to eat, then fine..

and many many more..

in a week time, mixture feelings felt..i dont know to cry to laugh to go crazy or what..
its annoying, irritating, ridiculous, funny at the same time..
there's alot of things happened, heard, told that i could not comprehend..
i dont know what to do but to obey..ofcos if i can go against it would be good..

since when i have the right to do things my way in such incident anyway?
its has always been like that most of the time since young..
live with it, mj..

oh, and i think i've learned another thing today..
no matter how much u dont care, or how naughty u are or what so ever..
when u just somehow did something good or something that someone will nv tot of on certain days, u'll still be in favour as compared to the one that have been constantly been good and have not did anything 'special'..
thats when reality strikes..

2-months-mix-ture

I honestly forgot about my blog..=p
not so much of bothering people read it or not, but more for 'self record' purpose..

up now..marchie and aprilie photos..

Baking baking..

blue berry muffin..

honey muffin..

pretty much failed for both..geez, cant find back recipe that i used 7 years ago..xD

yah, and one of it i used ajinomoto instead of salt..HAHA..seriously, they are both salty!!

ms tan arrival from jb..

30th March, Mr & Mrs Ho!..hehe

and aprillll...

looks like the only 'major' thing is...

Ms Yen Wei's birthy dae..!

Awaiting for next meet up..^^

Februarieeee

hmm, almost forgotten that i got a blog..hehe

main event that passed..
my buddy's bday!

dinner at Mai Hauze Restaurant..hoho

cute lehhh..=D

at the same time, ms taboo..hurt herself like this..

while making this.. =S

even i nv kena like this before..haha

went to some sports car theme restaurant called VI in puchong to catch up with geralyn and celebrate lisa's bdae!

environment not bad, food and pricing quite ok..

only problem is their ipad menu..not sure if its all, but at least some, will 'hang kei'..which its kinda irritating..

and..
work work work!
besides working part time here and there...
sent in few application, but no response from most of them..
what do i do? hoho

and hello March!
gosh its March alreadyy..