escaped?yes?no?

at 1st i tot im gonna face sth i doesnt really want for now yet..
but now..
shud i say im glad dat i manage to escape for this 2 weeks?hopefully tho..
u noe..sadly to say..
everytime..most of da time..da last 2-3 days of da week..i kept worrying myself..

its not dat i don wanna noe..don wanna face it..
i don mind knowing..but don really wanna face it for this moment..
being afraid that....sigh..i donno..=/

if i don wan..say not now lo..
but since when im good at saying no at all these things?
n dat's how i got myself into it also i guess..

well..
don ask me to do it...
pls gimme a way to move..
i'll thank that..
tho i have to face it one day..n i know..that da 1 day will come soon..


btw..
now i noe...
ppl tend to see things in lots more other angle after knowing more stuff..tho u donno if its true or not..