hypocrite?

im starting to get afraid..

of what?

for knowing too much perhaps?..

knowing sth dat i think i shudnt noe?

im juz worried dat it might affect da frenship..

da more i noe..da more i donno wad am i to do/say..

what more between two friends..

n which..im also afraid dat i'll b n they'll think im a hypocrite..

not only that..

im also afraid that i'll say sth dat i shudnt say..

tho im trying not to be a hypocrite..
but sooner later..will i be one?
or am i already one?
that'll be a question mark..