weeklings..

another week gone..

earth hour dat day..
i think my house shud have ber-earth hour kua..cos not home..so donno..hehe

went to HOF to "celebrate"..
had dinner..then played few games..
yes in da dark..but like not really dark also..still dark la..haha
quite fun la..heheh

o ya..so i went cycling as well dat day..
nice weather one didnt go..
dat day..was raining..oh ow..
but it stopped!
n its not sunny n its windy..<3
so yea..my cycling skill..
hahaha..better not talk bout it..

so..2 weeks sudah pun berlalu..
tinggal 1 more week..
quite fast lo..
n ok la..i didnt really rot la..ehehe

guess what..
both comps fail me..chis!
no comp to use..xcept for my elder bro room..
my files..=(
but good thing i have this good kind lovely nice fren of mine..*ceh wa*..
borrowed me her lappie top..
how nice of her rite..
feel so pampered la..=p
thanks babe!=)

saw term 4 time table d..
not suprised la..but aduh..so many stuffs..
quite hectic kua..
n dinner serving..tee hee..i guess it'll b easier to find guest?
but da 1st service..is so rush..
don even noe if we're supposed to serve or wad..but i think we're supposed to la..
but its like quite hard to plan now..
n come to think of it..
o no..no vouchers also?@@
unless can get it straight when class start..

donno y feel quite tired lately..hmm
not like i did a lot of things also..heh
xpecially my back..
mayb cos i hunch too much ah?cant lean..ahha
n cos been sleeping quite late lately..?

anyway..happie bday to both my bros..
1 on da yesterdat n 1 today..tee hee


oh..havent even clean my room yet..hahahaha
c la..mayb will clean it after this..heheheh..

cycle?=S

today's weather = perfecto! <3
its been an okay day..

and oh..HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHE CHUN!renee woon..hehe

somehow few days back got da feel of cycling..but sadly..no bike yo..
rem da last time i cycle wasss..form1 or 2 ah?around there la..

lets c how's tmr's weather..if its like today..perhaps go n borrow bike from jo to cycle around a while..ehehhe..
hopefully i'll b back in one piece..as my cycling skill..is nv good b4..=S

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n so ive made another move..
but no regrets tho..in fact i shud b glad..hehe

nonetheless..
i noe i shud really thank n apologize to this fella..
really thank u n sry..=)

trapped?

there's a mouse..okay..rat..got trapped in the toilet bowl..-.-
yes..toilet bowl..of all..it fell in there..so smart..
small rat..well..i found it quite cute la..mayb cos its small ok!
i think someone tried to flush it..but i guess tak jadi..
was so tempted to help it out..but..sry la..tak terdaya..hehehe

but da next morn it was gone d..donno wad happen la..
hopefully its not "murdered"..but manage to escape in d end..hehehehe..

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on holiday..
1st week gone..
2 more weeks to go..
shall i say time pass fast or slow?
i really donno..heh

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tho it is nth big at allll....
but i think i make it as if like a huge thing liddat..aih..

i felt as if i left a time bomb there..

don noe when will it bomb..=S

shall i remove it?or be "straight" instead?

but oh well..since He gave me the idea n that ive made that step..i guess i shall not re-consider bout it again..

all i can do is just pray bout it i guess?heh

He'll do His part..=)

- edit -
ignore da top part..
i guess ive change my mind again..
i'll remove it when i get on hold of it..
n i'll do wad i shud do when time comes..=)
aih..indecisive me..heh

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perhaps im just too sensitive..
i guess?
altho it might not b..
i hope dat its just me n nth more..heh

how neh?

and again..i think bout it..how?i donno
mayb cos things just came 1 after another lately..
i felt bad?i don feel good?i donno wad to do?confused?not sure?
i really really dont know................
i would say i felt pressured as well i guess..i donno y..
i noe all this are so unnecessary!

i would say i almost break down..but i didnt..i think?
ive survived so long..ive tried to go on for so long..n i noe i shudnt give up now..
i noe i need to ask n speak up when i need to for my own good n process..but knowing me..how often will i ask?

i also noe i need speak...to certain ppl..
but..im also quite scared to start..
n obviously..i do really need da right time to speak..
but when's the the rite time?cosidered the rite time?-.-
i donno how long more i can hold on to this..
but i noe i just have to...

if i really planned to let go..i would have done it long ago..
i think i noe where am i heading to..
but i still need time..
yes i noe its been so long...
im sry for making u ppl dissapointed..if u ppl even care la..
but slow progress better than not progressing rite?=)
the journey havent even really started yet..
i just need the right time to press the 'start' button..
n i noe my effort wont go to waste as long as i stay strong..=)


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time flies really fast..quite la..
still rem da time when im still stuggling..well..not really..the 10 weeks..n now its d end of it..

will miss da ppl there tho..heh

now next..coll..donno if im looking forward to it or not..
if no training i think next week i'll b having my exam..ahaha
i think da only subject im looking forward to is french..but i guess after dat i'll suffer as well..bah~haha

anyway..3 weeks off..
wad am i to do?=/..
dah la my connection/comp is playing a fool with me..
i cant do much..surf also susah..game also cant play..do wad?=(
i would say..no comp n no plans = rot?how to survive for 3 weeks?everyday sleep whole day meh!
so any of u got anything..lemme noe la k?hehe..
accompany me..or i accompany u..whichever la..keep me occupied yo..=D..don wanna b alone..=(
who's good enough to do so?hehe

*i think my memory..merosoting d..how?><*
*where to go for da next training?hmm*

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seriously..wad's up lately?
last week i would say i had quite a bad week..things happen almost everyday..

n this few days even worse..not only to me but my fren as well..
like so many bad/sad/unwanted things happened..sigh..

decided?how?slowly think la..aih..
stop hesitating n decide la!aduh


oh..exec club was okay la..yesterday 1st day..n it was quite..not my thing i would say..but get a lil used to it d..
but tmr start morn shift till sat..need to start to get used to it again..aduh..

things may seems ez from da start..but there's a price to pay for it..
so would u rather it to be ez or d other way round?heh

n oh..met a twins today as well..not too sure how old r they n i don even noe i got their names right or wrong..-.-"..
da older one is rocelyn?n da younger one is josephine?hmm..not sure la..hehehe..
from lumut..
kept running here n there..even went to da kitchen to find us..
then also grab my palm..ok..hand n kissed it..like both of them..
so cute lo..they made my day today i would say..=)

damn eunice today last day of work..
sam tmr..hish!

cos u had a bad day?

shud i say yesterday wasnt a very pleasant day for me?ish
morning..b4 work..i dropped sth on my leg..yes very good..-.-
as for work..
da way they agih da work..i donno lah..abit pointless to me..
but evening dat time..ok la..did sth else..but towards da end..speechless again..

then end up..supervisor wanna c me..tot wad..oh..mana tau wan da check list..
yea bcos of dat thing..i needed to go all da way down n all da way up few times..thank u lah~
its also like..early don call..when gonna finish work only call me?dah la i was sort of thinking how to waste my time..-.-..
end up i think i left da hotel like 45 mins later..

n i needed to rush out..tot ok d la..
wa..its like..whenever u're not rushing all green light..whenever ure rushing..red light non stop..sumore its da ngam ngam turn red dat kind..chis!lolx..
n end up rush also no use la..no feel bad dude!ur mom's more important..=)

n i actually slept from 8 sth pm till 5sth am without me knowing..@@~
n i slept back till 7 sth..:rolleyes:
guess god just wanna end my bad day just liddat..hahaha..


its march!
1 more week in HK 1 more week in executive!!
cant wait..
but no coll pls..haha..

as for today...
only got 1 thing to say..
y do i happen to c such incident?i was really so tempted to patah balik..
if only i didnt c it..
if only i concentrait on my phone just a few more sec longer..=(
n sad to say..from sth dat can make me "smile" all da way till i c such things..it actually made me teared..yes..unbelievable le?-.-"
i would say..it felt really diff when u c it much later n u c it on da spot..at least for me..