wad am i up to actually?

i admit..
i felt so lost..
confused..
lots of ques poping into my mind..
i donno wad am i supposed to do..

i wanna find out more..
but where r those ppl dat i wanted to ask?
i wanna ask several ppl as i wanna c if i can get da ans dat i wanted..

i don mean anything here..
but i juz wanna find ans to my ques to noe n understand it more..

i wanna release..
but could i?
who can i be honest to?

all i can say is..
this time..it hit 2 of my weakness....

im scared for some reason..
bare with me..
give me some time..