why?

stressnya..over unnecessary stuff..

y must things go so opposite than wad i wanted?

another minor test from god?
but y this time?
n why this thing?
testing my guts?bravery?confidence?directions?
but not till liddat la..

where's da small 'window' that u're gonna leave open for me?
hope im gonna find it soon..very soon..
i've got no time to waste anymore..

i dare not ask..as im afraid dat i'll get unwanted answers..
i dare not comment..as im afraid dat i'll get unwanted feedbacks..

i'll juz have to say..im not strong enough this time for this small little test..
sometimes i juz feel like crying lor..
yes..how emotional..
small big things also i can cry juz liddat..
but sometimes..i juz have to hold back..

gosh..is it necessary for me to b this way?nope..